Prayer Thread Part 3.

I went to church this morning and it was a great message...and I left completely empty. It didn't speak to me as it should have.

I've stayed faithful and I'm honoring a marriage covenant with a mentally ill woman hell-bent on destroying my life for no reason or gain.

I'm committed to staying faithful until the end for the Lord's sake, but it's very challenging. Everyone thinks I'm stupid I'm sure, but I believe it's the right thing to do.

I have a query. My property mate is ROCOR, it takes 6-7 hours to get to his church in the city (our ferries are always dicey for timing in Summer). Plus with the covid nonsense it just isn't worth it. The ROCIA (hmmm...sketchyacronym) does have a Priest on the coast but he closed it, works for google, knows MUsk etc. Ie he is globalist. So the vibe there doesn't really fit when you do liturgy AND then get a sermon on global warming...meh.

Since I'm not there, he has no one to talk to about his faith and worldview. In fact he is mocked and shunned. Someone posted this [link to www.crossroad.to] But it is rather short. Anyone know of a longer read for him? He was even denied service at our local Legion/pub because he disgarees with everyone. When I go into public, I'm just accepted as a heterodox Orthodox because I've been a very active memember of the community and everyone has always just found me odd, yet smart/caring for a very long time. And I don't speak much. Unless of course asked.

SO any thoughts? And pray for Tim!

Ohh my. I was lost checking in and finding #2 closed. Do not know what is going on. Got the gist of it with a skim through. Did not see a link to this one. Just looked for a post by Tiger.

Been sitting here contemplating a lot of things and getting a little lost. Anger has been creeping back in my life again, but oddly it seems to be helping me in a weird way. I am angry about all this that I am going through. It pushes me to do the things as I am fed up not being able to do things. Ironically, my pain levels have gotten far worse lately, but oddly I have gotten use of my legs back to about 90%. I did not fall down at all today and walked almost 2 miles. Just some insight, I use to run 10 miles a day, sometimes twice a day. I have not been able to do this for weeks, heck months really.

Enough about my updates as they get long some times. Hopefully things will pick up here. I am not sure if it is posted in PTP2 or not, but if a way there should be a link to here as the last post if possible.

Love everyone. Hope everyone is well. Prayers said for all.

The Crazy One

Everything is in God's time, not ours ! Hang in there, my Friend ! Prayers said.

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