Thank you all for prayers. I appreciate them. The look on hub's face this morning made me cry on the way to work. I almost turned around--why I sent the text to TB...Hubs told me I looked beautiful and his face shone. It touched me to my core...I am trying my best, but it is nearly impossible for me to go in. I can hardly bear to leave him with the caretaker... I was saying your handles--(ie names on here) or your real names if I know them--in the car out loud while driving and praying for you all.

Tomorrow I am going to try to do it again....I appreciate all your prayers. Like Simple (I think) posted elsewhere, it takes discipline and I am doing my best....I am earnestly asking the Lord for guidance because I want to do what is right in His Eyes...God's Will Be Done! I keep telling myself that and that His Grace is Sufficient when I get anxious. Thanks again for your kindness and love...

Love you all!