I think you try so hard but life just sucks for you.
It was like that for me when I was in my 30's.
I hit 40 and it was like the film was pulled away from my eyes.
TTown, I will pray for you.
I suggest positive thinking exercises.
Leave love notes for yourself all over your house.
Catch your negative thoughts and turn them into something positive.
I love watching you grow which I notice though the years.
You'll get there I have faith in you.