As a Black Man, I fear American society is fucking doomed (From all sides)

all of your colony revolutionaries were white nationalists...every single one

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Racism exists in the minds of those who watch or read MSM bull$hit. I'm in NY and work, hang, chill, laugh, do business with blacks, never have an issue. Like dude above said, we all Americans. Don't believe the lies.

I fully expect for trolls, ignorant users and otherwise hateful replies. but I am posting this to get it off of my chest before I goto sleep.

I just witnessed an interaction between a Black Man and a White Officer and the shit broke me. as I am typing this, tears are welling up in my eyes.

The Black Man was under the influence of something (what exactly I am not sure) but I watch this all unfold and could tell the Black Man was high off of something. The Officer was called to the guy in his car. The White Officer was more than bending over backwards to not cause another shooting; the Black Man was continually moving around in his car, sticking his hands out of the window and even attempted to climb out of the driver side window.

The entire time the White Officer was speaking to him calmly, speaking to him with respect, Never once put his hand on his weapon - just had his flash light on the guy and also his chest camera. now this is where things got almost dicey,

The Black Man said he needed to piss, and even started fumbling around in his car. the man then opens his passenger side door and gets out of the vehicle, all the time this is happening the White officer kept telling him "Stop" and even told him "Man, You're going to escalate this. Please stop".

The Officer then allows the man to take a piss, and tells him "Ok, you can take a piss. but piss right there". After the man pisses he tries to evade the officer, then he took off running.

The situation ended in no shots fired, no injuries or anything. but this is what hurts my heart,

Had this situation went left, he (the Black Man) would've been another name and face used by protestors to claim further racism and prejudices. no one would've want to hear the officer's side, and me personally - I feel this specific officer went above and beyond his means to 'bend over backwards' for this man and part of me knows it is because of the increase scrutiny that officer have upon them.

The thing that angers me, if this had turned into a shooting and me being a Black Man myself - If I were to speak up in the White officer's defense, I would be called a "Coon" or an "Uncle Tom" and other derogatory terms by my own group. and no one on my 'side' would've heard me out and listened to how this White officer tried his best to not shoot another Black person.

I hate humanity,
I have little to no faith that there is any chance this country will not self implode.
I want to escape this society and go live in the woods with books and never speak to another human soul ever again.
my emotional state right now is not good,
and I sincerely believe the longer I live in this corrupt and fucked up society the more it will corrupt me.

As I've said on the onset to this post; I fully anticipate very negative and hateful replies but I posted this mainly for the following reasons;

A. Not all situations is as cut and dry as the news makes it.
B. If you were not at a cop shooting, even with the camera footage they splice and edit for news prime-time, you should never automatically judge either side
C. For the Good officers who frequent this forum, regardless of your ethnicity - some citizens realize the tough position you're placed in
D. To my fellow Black Men and Women, some of us have been unjustly murdered but there is some of us who also unnecessarily escalated the situation and caused themselves to be hurt

Its extremely difficult for me to compartmentalize my feelings as I know there is Good and Bad on both sides. and it's going to break what little humanity I have left attempting to try and make this shit make sense.

Hopefully this post helps me defuse the hurt and frustration I currently feel.

I’m in the Deep South- same here.

Who effing cares how much melanin you have or don’t have.

well how about this.. don't threaten a person with DEATH if they comply with your orders... it's that simple.. until then it will the OFFICERS dying more often from now on i guarrantee it

He will judge us for all of it.

well how about this.. don't threaten a person with DEATH if they comply with your orders... it's that simple.. until then it will the OFFICERS dying more often from now on i guarrantee it

God your a dumb shit

Yeah.

Maybe just tell them they’ll get a time out when they pull a weapons on a cop.
Or how about a strongly worded letter?

cool well if i kill you first who cares what you said lol

God your an airhead

a cop is just a gang member or an enemy soldier they deserve to die if they threaten violence to enforce anything

God your a dumb shit

Love the buzz phrases!
Cops are gang members? Guess your parents were to?
If my mom told me to sit my ass down, I better sit my ass down- whether I liked it or not.

Same principle.

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I fully expect for trolls, ignorant users and otherwise hateful replies. but I am posting this to get it off of my chest before I goto sleep.

I just witnessed an interaction between a Black Man and a White Officer and the shit broke me. as I am typing this, tears are welling up in my eyes.

The Black Man was under the influence of something (what exactly I am not sure) but I watch this all unfold and could tell the Black Man was high off of something. The Officer was called to the guy in his car. The White Officer was more than bending over backwards to not cause another shooting; the Black Man was continually moving around in his car, sticking his hands out of the window and even attempted to climb out of the driver side window.

The entire time the White Officer was speaking to him calmly, speaking to him with respect, Never once put his hand on his weapon - just had his flash light on the guy and also his chest camera. now this is where things got almost dicey,

The Black Man said he needed to piss, and even started fumbling around in his car. the man then opens his passenger side door and gets out of the vehicle, all the time this is happening the White officer kept telling him "Stop" and even told him "Man, You're going to escalate this. Please stop".

The Officer then allows the man to take a piss, and tells him "Ok, you can take a piss. but piss right there". After the man pisses he tries to evade the officer, then he took off running.

The situation ended in no shots fired, no injuries or anything. but this is what hurts my heart,

Had this situation went left, he (the Black Man) would've been another name and face used by protestors to claim further racism and prejudices. no one would've want to hear the officer's side, and me personally - I feel this specific officer went above and beyond his means to 'bend over backwards' for this man and part of me knows it is because of the increase scrutiny that officer have upon them.

The thing that angers me, if this had turned into a shooting and me being a Black Man myself - If I were to speak up in the White officer's defense, I would be called a "Coon" or an "Uncle Tom" and other derogatory terms by my own group. and no one on my 'side' would've heard me out and listened to how this White officer tried his best to not shoot another Black person.

I hate humanity,
I have little to no faith that there is any chance this country will not self implode.
I want to escape this society and go live in the woods with books and never speak to another human soul ever again.
my emotional state right now is not good,
and I sincerely believe the longer I live in this corrupt and fucked up society the more it will corrupt me.

As I've said on the onset to this post; I fully anticipate very negative and hateful replies but I posted this mainly for the following reasons;

A. Not all situations is as cut and dry as the news makes it.
B. If you were not at a cop shooting, even with the camera footage they splice and edit for news prime-time, you should never automatically judge either side
C. For the Good officers who frequent this forum, regardless of your ethnicity - some citizens realize the tough position you're placed in
D. To my fellow Black Men and Women, some of us have been unjustly murdered but there is some of us who also unnecessarily escalated the situation and caused themselves to be hurt

Its extremely difficult for me to compartmentalize my feelings as I know there is Good and Bad on both sides. and it's going to break what little humanity I have left attempting to try and make this shit make sense.

Hopefully this post helps me defuse the hurt and frustration I currently feel.

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The thing that angers me, if this had turned into a shooting and me being a Black Man myself - If I were to speak up in the White officer's defense, I would be called a "Coon" or an "Uncle Tom" and other derogatory terms by my own group. and no one on my 'side' would've heard me out and listened to how this White officer tried his best to not shoot another Black person.
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And the murdering chinese and the comanche indians that raped and skinned millions of babies women and young children. Indians were murdering animals!!

No, we are doomed because dumbfucks like you have to bring your fucking skin color into every fucking discussion. You know...ike you JUST DID. Fuck off di nd u.

Honest real question that you need to answer...and please search yourself before replying:
Do you fucking wake up every morning, see yourself in the mirror and go "Aaaaaah goddamnit I have dark skin! FUCK!WHY?!!"

Cuz I just get up in the morning,look at myself in the mirror and go "well another morning of brushing my teeth and shaving."

Answer my question honestly bitch.

You hate your dark skin, not us.

And so you put THAT on us.
Cuz you all are mental.

Do you know native africans hate and despise you American blacks?? They do.

You are fucked up. And real africans want nothing to do with you. Think about that... lol pointing my finger at you derisively.

Now watch me get the B Hammer for being real....