5:40PM SAT. 5/28/2022
To speak into you not knowing who you might be - I do that as given in obedience to the one that has taken me by the hand and saved my soul from death.  When I say that I mean it not as saving my spirit being, but I say that it was my Lord God that just in time saved my life. 

In those days I had fallen into a dark hole with no hope.  For years of doubt and being pushed down deep into that which we see as failure.  I had no hope in me at all in any future that would come my way.  

It was in that moment that life came to me in a very small way at first.  It was this life spoken that gave me that small light as seen.  In darkness the ones of the darkness only know how to pull one deeper into total darkness of the death of you that they seek.  My Lord God broke into my life as the only source of life given and the only hope I needed.  I broke out of the meds of delusion offered by those that would dull my spirit of life. 

My Lord God started speaking into my spirit at first life and health.  My soul stood up to walk toward that given often and early in the morning.  The best part of the day turned around that guilt of my nights.  As I would lay down to try to go to sleep for years tears of all the failures of my life would pour through me.  It was rare in those days I did not move into sleep with expressing any joy of this life. 

The sad moments of those days when one thinks of how to stop life and stop the pain of living would bring an odd peace to me.  

Why share such pain?  Much pain is in this world today and someone walking out in pain could be reading what I share now.  How was I set free - His spirit of truth moved into me and started walking out life in me.   My Lord would speak life into me

Colossians 3:

3 Therefore, if you have been raised with Christ, keep seeking the things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. 2 Keep thinking about things above, not things on the earth, 3 for y​ou have died and your life is hidden with Christ in God.



I started seeing a new way of living - to be hidden with Christ in God 

I started reading my Bible often but now it was Jesus Christ sitting with me as I read. 

It is on me with much to share - In the morning I will spend that time needed to start an honest expression of that given.  



This voice spoken and to share that given 



Blessings