So 10 years ago. What did I see in my future self?

So there you vegetate; pushing 40, thinking comic book themes are the be all/end all, nothing to show for your life but a growing waist line and blood sugar count.

And ten years from now? Empty cup, small sign, sitting on a piece of cardboard on a cold, wet street begging for change.

120 euro p week instead of 80, then I can play and adjust my wellbeing and life schedules.

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"I met him, fifteen years ago; I was told there was nothing left; no reason, no conscience, no understanding; and even the most rudimentary sense of life or death, of good or evil, right or wrong. I met this six-year-old child, with this blank, pale, emotionless face, and the blackest eyes...the devil's eyes. I spent eight years trying to reach him, and then another seven trying to keep him locked up because I realized that what was living behind that boy's eyes was purely and simply...evil."
— Dr. Sam Loomis, about Michael Myers, Halloween (1978)

the new me:

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After you die your consciousness folds back in on itself where you become the CONSCIENCE for your still embodied self.

Now you are a space dweller, impacted by time there is nothing you can do to influence it.

After you die, you are a time dweller locked inside the space-time envelope YOU CREATED from conception-to-death and there is nothing you can do to change it. However serving and your CONSCIENCE, you might be able to rescue yourself by listening to it.

That sounds very creepy and nowhere near correct.

"You will watch and you will learn what happens when I am displeased!"

Easy...

Still dick in the dirt, fucking the earth...