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OK, this is what I suspected. I have an IR thermometer similar to yours. When you point it at your skin, you're reading your skin's surface temperature. This can vary greatly depending on ambient temperature, air circulation and what your body has decided to do with that patch of skin at that moment.

Your body can enhance blood flow to the skin and decrease sweat to raise the temperature. It can also take blood away and flood the area with sweat to cool the skin.

You also have to watch that style of thermometer because they internally bias depending on their internal temperature. I found out they were no good for air conditioning work because when held in front of a duct blowing cold air they would begin to skew as the units internal temperature dropped. You can see this for yourself by measuring the temperature of something, then put the thermometer in the refrigerator for a few minutes. Then take it out and take the same objects temperature, it'll be significantly.

They're good handy units but you have to realize their limitations.

Love you back and everyone here working thru their life's purpose. It does take a lifetime, sometimes, but well worth the amazing clarity, self respect and spiritual reward.

Self respect....I've been contending with that a bit yesterday and this morning, because I want to go out into the astral to help....yet it's been so long since I've been out there.

The last time I was in the astral it went terribly wrong. I ended up getting shot in the back three times. I was laying there feeling warm blood pour out of me, light beings came in a lifted me out. I woke up with very angry, very red, very sore spots on my body that lasted for about 45 minutes. It hurt like hell.

....my astral big toe had more power in it than 100 ninjas. All I had to do was touch whoever was coming at me with my big toe, they would "deflate" like all their bones had dissolved, and down they went. I would have purple rays coming out of my hands that would shrink the black energy down to nothing, POOF! just gone. Others viewed my astral body doing that, too. I have experience, and I was very good at it.


But now I don't feel like I'm competent enough to go "out there"....I do have a little bit of fear, I feel it.

It's really only a little bit of fear, a little flutter, but it's a fucking embarrassment within myself I have this little bit of fear....doesn't matter if it's small or large, fear is fear. It's what I always say people need to address, their fear. Not too much scares me, but the idea of going into my astral body does....I mean, I was told sometime under a decade ago not to even go out into the astral and if I did NOT to go through any portals because they were no longer safe. Some AC posted asking why they were seeing stop signs at portals around that time, I told him what I had been told.


All I can do is take comfort in knowing there are folks like Lady Jayne who can do this work....when I say I have gratitude for her, I'm not at all fooling around, I have a great deal of gratitude for her ability.


I will work my self respect issue out within myself. This is not a huge hurdle to overcome, just writing this post is doing it... there is a kind of strength associated with admitting I'm less than I was....it's just hard and sad to accept....but I am less than I was, at least with regard to being an astral warrior.

I do know I'm doing good works for the greater cause, so....yeah. It's just a little hard not being what I used to be.


Heh, glad that's done. I've been arguing with myself all morning about it....did I really want to make myself less in the eyes of others?...but I know youse guyses love me, will likely embrace me, and tell me it's okay, cosmicgypsy.


....thank you for "hearing" me out.

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I think great power is given to those who can wield it without being corrupted.

I think you are one of those CG and there is no higher compliment I can give.

Me being really just a simple person, I don't understand it all but I can see it you pretty clearly.

Well, I do have the wisdom not to throw caution to the wind and just "ride out" anyway, given what I know I have going on.

Those astral and spirit warriors don't need someone on the "battle field" who is less than fully prepared....this I have a rock solid understanding of. They wouldn't have the time to come save my ass because I falter for even just one tiny little moment....and fear, again doesn't matter how big or small, will lend to faltering.

Yep.

Thats why its in my Sig.

"Fear cuts deeper than swords"

No fear.

Lady Jayne,


When you were posting about how it went while you were out there, my vision altered and I saw the scene....YIKES! it's quite the battle....many, many good souls out there....and the otherwise, too.


I want to ask you something, though: While viewing, I zeroed in on this very large creature, demonic in nature....it was leaps and bounds larger than all the others. I then was drawn to zeroing in on its tail, it had an arrow form at the tip of its tail. It's like I was supposed to see this creature...not that it could be helped. It's a big ole nugget of nasty energy. It could not be missed.


Did you see this creature while out there?


I mean, I know that creature seems like the leader....did I view the "devil"?


What does the significance of the arrow form at the end of it's tail have....does anyone know?

Thank you, lovey....


I HAD to word vomit that out for my own peace of mind.

What do you think I have been doing for four daze ...



Good to have a place to feel safe to vomit ...

It happens to us all eventually.

A trip to the astral in July 2019 landed me in the ER. Took on a upper medium level demon. Got blasted through the heart chakra.

Woke up, unable to breathe, extremely nauseated, feeling like Bruce Lee kicked me between the shoulders. Got up and passed out. Mr. LJS could not get a pulse. I don't remember much. Bright lights inside an ambulance. My BP and heart rate was fluctuating wildly on the monitors, slipping in and out of consciousness. Doctors ran every test imaginable. NOTHING was physically wrong with me, yet there was the evidence on the monitors. Thought I was only there a couple hours, but it turned out to be 7 hours before things stabilized enough that I was released.

Be careful, there are nasties out there, and even a low level turd can inflict a painful strike.

I refuse to let it stop me. God gave me demonology as the primary in my wheelhouse, so His bidding I will do.

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I did not see that one out there, but it would make sense he was lurking. That would explain the presence of Uriel and Raphael. It does not sound like the actual devil, but one of his very senior minions.

I back viewed the other demon that was pounding away at Trump a few days ago. That demon was likely working at the command of the senior minion.

There is a heavy defense mounted. It is not just the astral attackers, dark astral entities & demons, but also the dark thoughtforms of the the unadulterated hatred from those of non/limited abilities directed at him.

I popped back in this afternoon to join the defenders for about an hour. Will try to send him energies again this evening.

For anyone lurking, I am a Christian Mystic. I banish in the name of the Holy Trinity. So please don't come in here and try to tell me I do the work of satan.

Look at my current avatar. It says Hell squared, under new management. It means shit is going to get real, and the nasties need to hide.

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It was mammoth in size. If I was still as I was, I'd go after it, big girlie balls out....that was the spirit I had back then. Nothing too big or too bad. But I feel a lurch in my heart, not my solar plexus, when I even think about it now.

I don't think I was "bred" to be a spirit warrior, not like you've said the task was given to you, although I have been. I really was very good at it.

I think I've grown through all of my experiences into being an Agent of Love and Joy....and those shoes I know I can fill.

Of course, I'm happy you survived the attack you told me about in your other post. It's dangerous work, and you are beloved by me and others for what you're doing.

I know that likely doesn't matter to you as much as it does me, me saying thank you....because you're doing the work for God. I know the feeling of wanting no thanks....heh, but I gotta give it to ya anyway....


I just was "woken" from a lengthy meditation wherein I was flowing love energy....I am so calm right now. I had been feeling antsy, so I stood and did the beginning Sun Salutation again. My body was being moved around while in that pose....the integration that began yesterday is still working to get seated. I'm not feeling antsy now....heh.

It's been so long since I've had an integration....they are so precious for me while happening. It does feel like something very sacred is happening....and something sacred is happening, I'm becoming more whole, one step closer to....heh, I don't even know what to call it right now....


BUT, youse guyses, while in that meditation I did view the planet from out in space.....lawdy, there's what looks like DENSE smog covering the entire planet. I could barely see it through all the dark energy about the planet.

I PUSHED cleansing energy towards it from out there, but that's some thick crap. I'm going to do more energy work later with our home's atmosphere, from down here and out there.

PLEASE, if youse guyses will take a few minutes to center yourselves and lift your spirits of cleansing towards the atmosphere of the planet, it really needs to be cleared out....that energy...I mean, it looks just like a "cloak" of negative energy surrounding the planet. It's almost obscuring the planet from view.

It's thick....and it's from Humanity. As a collective, we
made that mess. We need to clean it up....please, the "atmosphere" needs a hand.


Love-love, youse guyses.....

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That brought me a Cry of Loveliness, thank you....

Always, beautiful soul

God helps those who help themselves........


It's like it has a heart beat.....heh.

It does. A thump de thump beat of existence transcending time and space. Ahhh it will be ok . : )

The all out spiritual battle continues, had a nasty sleep paralysis attack with my mattress flopping up & down and my name being chanted by a creepy voice, so scary I snapped awake out of it to turn the lights on

Be careful what one thinks, speaks & manifests these days it comes about very, very quickly & they seem to be targeting spiritual, sensitive ppl & empaths, & those who can see thru veils, creepy stuff


We all know how this ends, good triumphs over evil, even with all its parlour tricks & fake power it is just to induce fear
Take heart

No, I don't need or want thanks. For a long time I did not know what I was or what this was about. As a child, the things I saw terrified me, and I slept with my head under the covers.

My kundalini rose at age 9. Had zero idea what that was, and thought I was going to die. After that is when I realized that I'm kinda "weird". In college is when I started to figure things out.

Gave some thought to the demon with the arrow tail. CG, I think you drew some tarots and one was an arrow card? Maybe connected? I know little about tarot, but I understand that one means defense of the manor. There may be 7 of those beasts.

ITS LIKE I SEE THIS TRAIN WRECK A MILE AWAY ...
AND EVERYONE IS STILL DANCING TO THE PIED PIPER!

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I drew from a different deck, not tarot, but will go back and see if I can't find what you're talking about...but I think I was just to know it was a demon.

I did some research, and an arrow form at its tail is I suppose standard for a demon. Normally, I only see the energy color form which I use to distinguish, but I saw it in its definitive form.

I found out that nowhere in the Bible is the Devil described.....so yeah, not the Devil. It sure seemed to have the power of the Devil, though.

Too I found out that the Greek origin of the word is "daimon," and in that form it references a divine power.

I'm tellin' ya, the way they've messed around our language, construing it, is something else....

The tarot’s can only speculate. You already know IMO. You are more powerful..we are more powerful than predictions. Free will. Take it for what it’s worth. The heart of a child is more in tune. That is the treasure. That knowing. I haven’t found anything in comparison. I welcome all thoughts that may prove otherwise.




Knowing isn’t easy.