please never kill yourself despite how bad things get

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I agree.

The opening song to M.A.S.H., odd?

Johnny Mandel Suicide is painless

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Never knock off the nicest person you should know...YOUR SELF!

Last Edited by Victor Vectors on 11/18/2020 11:06 PM

Not how Im going down.

ask yourself.


do you want to be the jumper


or do you want to be the one saving the jumper at his weakest moment.

we can all be heroes. choose.

I've even seen a few posts on here...




I'll joke about atrocities to no end, but never about suicide.

Kill myself?

Nah.

They wish!

yeah me too. and the posts get deleted which is a shame. well... im here to give those people a nod and a hello. let em know they are not invisible.

hello. i love you.

They took away music.
It was my outlet.
I love to get on stage and play my guitar and sing or just do some karaoke.
I love to sing.
They took it away.
I have nothing.
I have no one.
No one loves me, not counting my mom but she and I have a strained relationship.
She was really abusive and it makes it hard to see her for more than a few moments.

I have no one.

The love of my life left me in 2016.
We didn't see eye to eye and then I had a bad back injury at work and in the middle of dealing with the worst pain I had ever experienced I then had to also feel the worst heart and soul pain I had ever felt at the same time.

It really destroyed me. I haven't recovered.

Sometimes I do think about ending it.
I doubt I would ever actually do it. Its more of just that place my mind goes too.
I miss her so much. Even 4 years later I still cry sometimes. My back tortures me with pain that I will never get relief from.

My life was stolen from me with that injury. I was only 37 and I had a great career in construction paying almost six figures.
Now I have nothing and no one and it will probably always be this way.
Lonely and tortured by agonizing back pain.

This is my life.
And then Covid-19 happened and they took away the last thing I had that I loved.
Music.

Last Edited by Oak_Redhammer on 11/18/2020 11:26 PM

The problem is the suicidal mind leaks into the soul and when the soul leaves and goes back it carries with it that trauma and emotion energy and the spirit world responds immediately. So a troubled suicide soul at first may see a gray world that they created and it may have little demons fucking with them that they can control and make leave or disappear. Thats the risk you face a a soul wanting to commit death. Death , the leaving is not the problem but the state of consciousness and what happens to the soul after it leaves here and goes back there. In the spirit world creation is quite fast and if you are creating hell in you consciousness in hell you will find yourself.

in the universe things have a tendency to go cold...

well same with a camp fire if you dont add fuel and stoke it, it dies out


ntropy.

but im here to say, ife is something beyond the simple phyisics. there are innumerable reasons why one shoud not purposely end their life.

let it get real.... let these people really feel it for a moment.

what if.


okay, what now? are you ready to re join the group? here.... you need a hug real quick comrade? alright... now back to your ranks... there is work to do.


of course people feel shitty right now.


PEOPLE do. fucking demonic animals...... dont feel a thing. humans feel depression, guilt, anguish. fucking demons feel.... idk. hungry?

I would never give my enemies the satisfaction.

exactly!! fuckin A! thats the spirit... exactly how i feel.

Bump for those that are feeling down. You are valuable, you are loved

amen breddeh. so loved.

does love ever end, when two hearts are torn away? or does it go on, and beat strong anyway?

Agreed. No bad situation is worth it.

dim the party lights. youre passing. what will come next? are you ready to go yet?


suicides sometimeshave second thoughts after its too late. ..... fact. its a gruesome way to go.




Last Edited by Plato II on 11/18/2020 11:44 PM

I think God sees what a shithole this place is and is allowing suicide by now .

i dont even think thats the issue here.


no matter how bad your life is. there is another option. the suicide hotline cant tell you about how to break out of the matrix and renew your contract with life. we can...us glp'ers.

I think thats exactly the issue here. This earth is a shitrole run by psychopaths and child molestors and any decent person should be atleast considering suicide .


This place is nothing anyone should want to renew a contract with . Its a place we should be working to exit . EN MASS .