What are examples of PTSD due to childhood sexual abuse?

This is an uncomfortable topic to talk about for me, so im going straight to the point without having to dig deep online only to succumb to ignoring the possibilities than forgetting. Please help and give me answers to save me from avoiding inevidible demise of the answers.

Found myself screaming as if in agony and pain and pleading for help when forces reminded me of something that might of happened to me. The extreme event made me believe i was in inescapable suffering when no such thing has happened to me that i can recal. My childhood memories are nearly void and non existent...