Don’t sell God short. He is working miracles in your life even if you don’t see it. Even if you hate me for saying it.

You gotta realize there’s your life time line, a life span of 60-90 years now maybe a little longer with advancements in science. This is a temporal world and a temporary life. This world is full of vanity and greed and is at complete enmity with all things good and holy. My point here is that you have 60-90 years. God understands you might not GET everything . It really isn’t that long of a time.

There’s also the eternal time line. This is forever . We as humans can’t even begin to fathom this time line. What seems like years to us might be seconds to God. In this time line nothing is created or destroyed. It just is. Thus I AM statement from Jesus in the Bible.

So what might seem forever for you. Is really not that long for God. So you might be like God wtf dude I been honestly searching for you. I do what you say in the Bible. I literally hunger and thirst for your righteousness God. Why don’t you answer me. Why don’t you speak to me. It’s like you hate me. You know my heart God. You know my thoughts. You know my intentions. Why aren’t you making yourself fully known to me. I don’t understand . It’s like you are abandoning me or mocking me for my devotion to you.

And I completely understand why you would say that to God.

What I’m telling you is if God made himself fully known to you 15 years ago would you have believed it? Would you have trusted it ? Would you have had the perspective you have now? Could you have lived out the trust of a life filled with Gods revelation within your mind on a daily basis? Could you have handled that 15 years ago? 5 years ago?

Or maybe you made an awful decision 10 years ago and it’s haunting you. It’s making you anxious and full of stress and guilt and you just can’t stand it. You might think how is this Gods plan. How is this Gods will. This isn’t joy. This isn’t peace. This is pain and grief.

And once again I understand why you would say such things.

But what I’m telling you is what if next week because you live where you live now and have made all the choices whether you think we’re bad or good over the last 10 years since that awful choice. What if next week your walking and someone faints outside next to you and is dying and so you give them emergency cpr and save their life or call 911 in time to save them. What if everything up until that moment was so God made you! Yes You! That amazing wonderful miracle in someone else’s life. Like literally every free will decision you made, even decisions that brought you farther from God in your mind, led you to this moment. So are you really at fault? Or is it the flesh? And is God powerful enough to even use your sinful moments to advance his will? Yup. That’s God. Bible says so too. It says that the flesh is sin and death. But spirit is life. And even though we are sinful in the flesh and dead to sin. We are alive to God within us. And when you come to this realization. That you are not Good. And that the only good in you is God and his grace mercy and power. When you see this you understand forgiveness. It will change you. And it will make you stronger. So even in weakness God strengthens you. It’s so amazing. Just trust him. Even if it hurts right now. Your gonna be so confident in Gods presence in your life if you just endure and hold onto Gods promises.

Seriously God is amazing. Once again don’t sell him short! You might not save someone’s life next week like I was saying above . But you might feed a homeless man tomorrow. Or give shoes to a person with no shoes a month from now. Or tell someone about Jesus waiting for a bus in three days and save their soul.

Once again. Don’t sell God short. He gonna use you even if you stupid. Trust me I am king of stupid. And somehow God puts me where I’m spose to be even if I am not aware of it. Like I might have the urge to get beer and get drunk and I end up doing that plus feeding a homeless man. Does that make it okay for me to sin ? No not at all. Alcohol poisons the body. I definetly is just as much a sinner as the rest of the world. But I wasn’t planning on feeding a homeless person. I wasn’t like oh God send me out into the world to feed a homeless man. I wanted beer. I had selfish flesh desire. I wanted to get drunk. But when I got there and the guy said dude I haven’t eaten all day can you help me. I did .

Things are going to happen in your life where your gonna be confused and not understand . I’m telling still have faith in God. Still trust him. Because this temporal life is just that temporary. But God promises us and eternity with no sorrow or pain. And that we will have eternal bodies that don’t decay and don’t get disease or sickness. So this world gonna call you crazy for believing this. Say your crazy. Don’t let it hurt you.

Stay strong. And if you fall. It’s okay. Because we have a mighty advocate. Jesus Christ. The Lord of all creation.