Food with Attitude!

That's how I used to be before. I would nibble a little in the afternoon just to keep the pain at bay. I would rarely get high.

Now though, I get blitzed probably 5 nights a week. I take the oil every day, usually twice. I only take a smidge to make it last, maybe half a grain of rice. I've been able to get 2 tubes this month. I love the brand - Dr Jolly!

You'll have to get yourself a Hawaiian shirt, grow some dreadlocks, & saying "hey mon".

Please, don't apologize! I wish I could do more, but I'm a good listener.

I'll need to listen to the Reggae Dub Side of the Moon.


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Thank God she has gone upstairs so I have some respite away from that vile demon for the moment.

I know.

You and Lance contacting me have been my lifeline more times than I may relate.

That is so cool! I'll have to listen to the whole thing tomorrow.

I just need a hideaway from this life.


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This a good one!

https://imgur.com/qXNRph5

Jus a beans on toast. Think it might be better with parmesan instead of cheddar. Keep meaning to buy worchester sauce. Even if you add too much. You add a bit of butter to the beans.

Interesting. I am allergic to legumes, all of them. But your bread looks tasty. I bought some marked down rye yesterday. I could smell it thru the plastic wrapping. something tells me that rye is gonna make me stink too.

My past few days have been terribly difficult. I'm on the back side of plantar factitious...fasciitis, whatever, it fucking hurts but I've managed to fake being alright. So all is well with a pair of Crocks. Which I hate wearing shoes in my house. I've been barefoot in my house my entire life. ugh. Plus my best friends daughter was killed in a senseless car wreck, and all her pain has boiled up my old pain from losing my husband 6 years ago. What a mental mess I've been. But, I'm staying focused and not blaming anyone, even though I need to compensate for a terrible bouquet of flowers sent yesterday..I can only compensate so much for other people, then I too take care of things to make them right if they are a reflection of someone dear. So, the food and wine has been flowing for a few days, catered meals, which I'll take a bite socialize with grief as much as possible and then excuse myself. I don't want to leave a bad mark anywhere. But at least my feet are still functioning, otherwise I'd need a jet pack to leave their grieving spot faster. More food today for tonights incoming for the services tomorrow. I'll get to sit back and hear the same stories another 10 times with open heart, broken heart. RS has run away since I've said cruel honest things during this massive burial event. Ugh, how could anyone make sense of this?

Good morning.

Yesterday was horrible in my home as usual, I pray for a better day today.

At least she left me alone and stayed upstairs so I had the first full night's sleep in months without her constantly waking me to keep me from getting proper rest.

I pray Para has a good day with tests.

Why would a rye make you stink? Sweating rye. This bread is just a cob. Its good for most stuff but passed a bread store with some artison breads but about £3.50. Which is $4.77.

Hey Louis, good friends make bad days better. She's got us, you've got us, we've got us.


When I read your words about "her" I can't imagine what it would feel like to read negative things about me. RS was terribly upset when I wrote bad things about him. I hope your wife, W.I.F.E., doesn't read about herself here.

Oh fuck, ffs, it's Friday. I might need a molly. fedex one thru the aether for my mental meditations are failing....j/k

Its good to talk Poolio. Sorry for the troubles. Will check out Plantar problems to see if theres any help. Anything that you may have overlooked but will also speak to a bloke down the road. Who knows someone. Who maybe makes jetpacks.

I bought my loaf for $2.07 or £1.80.. sweating pipes with rye bread, probably.

You will be all rye

You're obviously miserable, why not just divorce her?

Sell the house or any property you two own together and pay her alimony to get rid of her.

Sure it will cost you a lot, but divorce is expensive because it's worth it.

You know you'll regain your positive peace of mind and who knows you might even not just make yourself happy, but her too! She's probably being mean to you so you'll divorce her and she'll be able to tell her friends and new leading man that you were an awful husband who didn't deserve her.

Both of you want to be free, so that is what you should want for the two of you.

You're a doll. I just ate a piece of the rye, tasted like stinky shoes. omg...my tase buds have not humored.

Can i do anything for you today? Set a bird free?

perfect!! hahahaha.

Set a bird free.

Turn into a bird yourself and land on my shoulder.

Be happier.

oatmeal with lil butter and muesli sprinkled on top plus some almonds.

rye bread with ham and cheese.

breakfast!

I am happy, even in my misery. For my troubles have kept me company in every way possible until I have let them go. How could I embrace such a need for change any other way? I'll watch the bird fly with one loose feather which will drop and the air will cleanse it of everything burdened.

Good morning SKNEE BOY™. Your rotating avatars light up the forum every day.

:bighugs: You are all rye too.

Forgot to add. Send or drop molly