I have had an interesting life.
And things I witness but don't have context to understand get put on the back burner until they do make sense. I don't memory hole experiences like most others.
I have the belief that no experience is mundane or of no value. That each moment of life, every encounter that we have holds importance.

In one of the evolutions of my life I was involved with a certain network. While my involvement was peripheral when it came to the inner network, I did hold a position of importance, albeit brief.
It was in this experience that I was exposed to and was able to understand how the network operates although at that time I didn't fully understand it's purpose.
Yet I did understand that there was a "there" there of significance and so even though I didn't have a full picture I paid attention. As I said, there are no mundane or valueless experiences.

The last 4 years and specifically the last year has revealed enough tertiary information that I am now able to extrapolate a bigger picture with a fundamental understanding of it's network structure, operating mechanisms and purpose, the last being the main missing piece needed to tie it all together.
Who, what, when, where, how and why. The why being necessary to understand all of the preceding steps.

I hope this makes sense.