I just want god to give me a heart attack and then i die

I feel you but be strong. Jesus is coming soon. He told us that last days will be like this. There are days that I feel absolutely worthless and I want to die, but this just a tribulation. Earth isn't our final destination. It is just short period of time here. 70-80 years and goodbye Earth.

And yeah, every year is worse and worse. Just as Jesus said that it will be like this.

Living here will NEVER be better again. Darkness will cover the whole Earth soon. But only for a while.

Huge victory is coming. Jesus is coming!

Don't make something stupid like suicide, it would be stupid.

OP, are there any things that you like to do? Do you have hobbies? Do something what you like, everyday. Time will pass. God bless you.

I like to shoot , ride my motorcycle. Theres a preserve with several trails i like to walk through the woods and see wildlife. And have sex

.but id give all of that up to die right now. Without a second thought. Bags are packed .

Life sucks generally, and the whole 'be grateful for xxx' is kind of pointless. I know people, very good people who got into accidents and lost health, I know people, very bad people who are in great shape with tons of money.
I don't see any scheme here. It is like it is.

I am happy that I am healthy. I am broke so much, in debt all my life but I am healthy. So that's something. Only 40 years and I will naturally die!

Im 44 and have no debt. And relatively healthy. I lift weights and with any luck this thread will alert god to my request and today will be my last day and I will suffer an acute myocardial infarction asap

OP sounds like a bellyaching, spineless piece of shit coward looking for attention.

Man the fuck up and face your challenges. Be a better man and pull your fucking head out of your ass.

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I can relate. I don't want to be here either. I have three wonderful daughters and grandchildren. I can't help them as I have been jobless since April of last year. The Entertainment industry which I have been a part of for over 30 years came to a sudden halt. I experienced divorce from a woman I loved. Lost a home due to the housing bust. And been through all my savings and had to sell my newer car and step down to an old car but that is fine. Renting a room now and really why go on.

Prayer is useless as I had prayed for death also and got angry because I can't gather the strength to end it. So I am stuck. No woman in my life especially needed since the lockdown so no dates. I have nothing to bring to the table and no job and no money doesn't attract a lady no matter what anyone says.

So yes why live? For what purpose? Except for my 3 daughters who would be crushed if something were to happen to me. But I can't help them.

But who knows if suicide ends your life Someone said that life after death could be worse who knows. But I want to go but peaceably. That's all. So you are not the only one. And life will take you out the way it does and nothing you can do about it. And they say there is a God? Nope. God exists as a mental creation. Not in life.

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Hae a little sympathy for the man. He is in pain and I know pain. He is looking for attention and you are too. All men want attention. All women want attention and that includes you, Bring your wife on here, and let's question her how big of a man you are. You are on this site for attention as well.
If you don't need it why are you here? No one asked you to comment. Have a little compassion for the guy. That is what you need. That is being a good man. YOu lack so grow up.

okay op, I want to tell you that I know other people like you and I assure that to a certain degree I am the same but I think there is some sort of acceptance you may have to do on yourself.

There is something you can learn from others and others can learn from you despite the distance you feel.

When you say you don't fit in do you mean you don't fit in things you down even value??

Amen. That was a beautiful prayer.

I have asked the same thing a few time (nope) here i sit the song this is the playing in my dreams
Im here till God calls me . Lets see things unfold

The Bible tells us that in the end of days, man will pray for death and death will flee from them

Do some volunteer work. You need to do something to feel fulfilled.

Thats not in the Bible

Haha you think God is that nice?

Is OP dead yet or is he still whining?

Hang in there, we kinda like you.

You want people to feel sorry for you. Sorry, but I'm not sorry. Stop being a child and figure out how to make your life better.