Does this site have any secret ascended mastermind geniuses of psychology? if so ....

What you do to me, I can do to you without penalty...

ok, but i have never seen any evidence of the sensitive intuition that you claim! lol

Has your eye sight ever lit up bright with your eyes closed? And I mean really bright light that you can feel the warmth from it on your eyelids?

I'm pretty much serious...even though you're all mostly lunatics, assholes and/or living buddhas or whatever

I'm looking for someone vastly more knowledgeable and perceptive than I am on the subject. if you are a true ascended mastermind of human thought I would unironically be willing to hire. You probably don't need the work if you exist, but our actual discussions might be mutually rewarding or at least entertaining.

There was once a guy here that almost fit the profile, maybe did, idk, but he was probably cannabilized by his shady employers. Well, talking to him was very interesting because he had a novel and fundemental understanding of the subject that wasn't rehearsed or memorized.

I'm up to my asshole in raw information about psychology, it's a lot more than a sneeze which I've accumulated over the years. But I want to have an honest conversation with someone who can show me a true rendition of my shadow selves or shadow heart...



I honestly want to talk to someone that can run circles around the amount that I know, if not in the quantitative sense, in the qualitative. Which is a big ask because none of the prolific roster of experts I've spoken to has offered very much in the way of novel observations. I've had extensive and for the most part uninspiring discussions with a lot of reputable degree holding experts incapable of telling me something original. they were all smart and great in their own ways but I'm seeking a different kind of conversation.

This is a weird place to ask, but it would be way weirder asking anywhere else, so my offer stands

It's no secret who the smartest guy in the room is here.

Lol I've never seen any evidence of you possessing sensitivies generally so I can't say I'm surprised.

the infinite is undefined

to remind there is no sign that marks that shrine

how can you wish to sit where there is no seat

all the more to stand for that which possesses no feet

i think you confuse my sensitivity with my frank nature as not being congruent! that's your spin lol

well you don't sweep away your shadows...
they come whenever the sun does.
but, if you and your shadow are familiar with each other, you could even be friends.
My problem is I think I've confused my shadow because it never has discernable features these days.
probably a consequence of general complacency

thats why I am looking for someone whom likely isn't real but I may manage to persuade into becoming a real boy with the help of my fairy godmother or whatever

I have done this.

Carl Jung described the merging of the self and shadow self as a process which could take 6-7 years to complete and in his case he thought it was an uneasy alliance.

I disagree as he was a pussy who was submerged in a society who's values had superseded his own self and like most people he had submitted his true self to that of the others.

You don't know who you are. The part people call The Ego prevents this.

It stops you noticing things and behaviors you don't like. The Hypocrite doesn't know they are a hypocrite, but everyone else does. This is a fact for every person who has not integrated themselves to be whole.

The Process.
Self Observation. In particular pay attention to what you do when you are emotional. This is key. The Ego uses your emotions to do it's dirty work and conceal from you your shadow self.

The process causes you to disintegrate as you see your true self for the first time and you will not like it because the Ego has convinced you (along with society) those parts are bad.

In fact they are your true strengths, the ability to break rules and conventions at will which is what is required to defeat your Ego.

Integration.
Don't be afraid of who you are. Understand it. It is like the Tool song Schism, I know the pieces fit because I watched them fall away. But this time you are going to put them back together in the right order so it serves you.

A warning.

Balance is required. You fit the pieces so it balances you.

The warning is your dark side is seductive. It offers you everything through Power which is attractive. My dark-side almost seduced me.

It was the realization I was a Good person which allowed the last pieces to snap into place and bind that did the trick for me.

I am unbound. My mind can do anything and so can I, but that does not mean I will do anything.

It is a different world with that perspective. You stop being afraid of anything. That is the first time you are really free and free to use your Free-will.

We have free-will and it's limit is your Fears and your ability to exert your Will.

I will give more information as you need it. In doing so I am paying you back for wisdom received from viewing many of your threads. I consider this an equatable exchange.

but of course we both know, you don't know how not to be reactive and slip into a illogical defensive posture to maintain your self identity! lol

"Not only does he not know, he does not know that he does not know"
Bright patterns under the eyelids...smh, what a waste..good luck.

Yeah, and that actually presents a real problem if you're literally sitting at the doorstep so you can peek opportunistically into the unfathomable expanse of the infinite, it DOES happen to open. Is it worth every glimpse? Yes. But it leaves a peculiar absence because transient appearances and pretensions demanded by adult universe forces us to adopt and cultivate very pointless diversions, and pretend to care. I am trying to be motivated to pretend to appear in a way others will applaud....so why bother? Good question.

But strip it all away and I found, anyway, it's very much just myself and the inventions of self I enjoy
Nobody is left where I exist really, because I can't create chemistry of personality where there is none

well he is certainly the first to brag about his purported 178 IQ

I honestly want to talk to someone that can run circles around the amount that I know, if not in the quantitative sense, in the qualitative. Which is a big ask because none of the prolific roster of experts I've spoken to has offered very much in the way of novel observations. I've had extensive and for the most part uninspiring discussions with a lot of reputable degree holding experts incapable of telling me something original. they were all smart and great in their own ways but I'm seeking a different kind of conversation. This is a weird place to ask, but it would be way weirder asking anywhere else, so my offer stands

Okay come on, Will you be eaten by a lion if you elaborate just a little more?

you continue to internalize what you believe is your spirit animal guide! lol

in your therapy, you didn't tell your therapist about this major part of your life because you didn't wish to be challenged and defend yourself! why? lol

I'll tell you why I didn't talk about the reality benders on the conspiracy flagship insanity homepage with my therapist ... as if it were not extremely obvious.

Its because those conversations are functionally meaningless because they are so easy to predict. You can't squeeze blood from a stone, you can't be astute about books you couldn't read.

If I had to address every rebuttel before opening the conversation, how many times do you think I will feel motivated to return to ground 0 with a new person and do it all over again? Every time I challenge this notion but am ultimately proven right, do you think that this will change my motivations even more?

Lol yes, but the man in the white lab coat looks very smart and respectable, i read all the same books but since he is the one in the shiny white lab cost, lets tell him something he is scripted to misintetpret?

i wonder if youve ever enertained the idea you are too clever for your own good....

remember when you were a young one deliberately disobeying your mother to get or do something you wanted , but so craftily you thought she'd never catch on ...but she always did .

the unconscious is the same way

to master it is to submit

to understand is to accept your own ignorance

to be heard is to embrace silence

to orient is to get lost

until you can 'let go' of your need for constant control it will NOT allow you in to know it.

I would promote you talking to a psychologist better then a therapist or psychiatrist(I know you said therapist just stating for any who may read and have similar feelings.)

They are great for expansion of mind, a psychologist prime function is not to assess your health(necessarily if so it be voluntary I feel at least) but to help you explore your mind and your inner self I've had a great numerous conversations with psychologists on the theory of suicide and every single time they have conceded I'm not wrong but to the untrained mind thoughts I hold could be dangerous if relayed to others. So I generally keep my peace on certain subject matter as to advert catastrophe

I'm pretty much serious...even though you're all mostly lunatics, assholes and/or living buddhas or whatever

I'm looking for someone vastly more knowledgeable and perceptive than I am on the subject. if you are a true ascended mastermind of human thought I would unironically be willing to hire. You probably don't need the work if you exist, but our actual discussions might be mutually rewarding or at least entertaining.

There was once a guy here that almost fit the profile, maybe did, idk, but he was probably cannabilized by his shady employers. Well, talking to him was very interesting because he had a novel and fundemental understanding of the subject that wasn't rehearsed or memorized.

I'm up to my asshole in raw information about psychology, it's a lot more than a sneeze which I've accumulated over the years. But I want to have an honest conversation with someone who can show me a true rendition of my shadow selves or shadow heart...



I honestly want to talk to someone that can run circles around the amount that I know, if not in the quantitative sense, in the qualitative. Which is a big ask because none of the prolific roster of experts I've spoken to has offered very much in the way of novel observations. I've had extensive and for the most part uninspiring discussions with a lot of reputable degree holding experts incapable of telling me something original. they were all smart and great in their own ways but I'm seeking a different kind of conversation.

This is a weird place to ask, but it would be way weirder asking anywhere else, so my offer stands