You couldnt hate enough to love

You claimed piety enough to have authority to punish and were a liar, which is worse.

I never punished or will ever punish anyone....I leave that for devils and incels...

"Strategically betrayed or lied to" or whatever. There are no devils outside of conversation with you, and there is no worry of inceldom outside of the restrictions you place on relationships with threats. Health, mental and otherwise, lies on the horizon, but you can't let someone live their own life if they offer some potential use to you. Better to be useless entirely than to help a group of people who live like that do so with no consequences for it.

Just think about it. What's it been, like ten years? You want to change written history, science, human origins, just so you can look like the good guys. Doesn't that tell you something? If you are afraid of death so much, why did you put people to death just because they got tired of listening to you lie to them? Have you convinced or saved a single person? Do you know the difference between my trying to defend myself and your being told I'm trying to lead you astray? We could have had a healthy relationship if only you hadn't felt the right to try and get so much out of me. And here we are.

I do believe you may have me confused with someone else. I am not trying to change anything I wish for the truth to be told. I do not fear death it is the inevitable outcome of life if that is what you wish to call it.

Cool. Nothing has changed then. I won't lie for you.

I do not want you to. really I am not sure who you think I am but I do not lie nor wish anyone to. I can not say with certainty that our paths have even crossed. just to be sure who do you think I am?

One of this site's paid posters. It's obvious from the title and content of your thread. Even if you are compartmentalized from the narrative, whoever needs to read my words will do so.

well that narrows it down. lets see 10 years nothing. Ok have you always went by the name you do now?

Irrelevant question. This site pays posters to harass and intimidate people then quote the Bible. I only don't leave because you threatened to hurt me. There is no rising above that initial relationship.

now you can keep spewing your lies but now I know for sure you have me confused I have never received a penny from this place when you said paid I thought you meant pay the site not from the site. I am sorry you have been through some shit but I assure you it was not by my hands

What then is your initial post about? Strikes me as one of those "You need to have a killer instinct/hate in your heart to be one of us" posts, of which there are too many here to count.

When the time is right

no it is more of an apology though I guess it really does not matter. Sometimes we lose something so important to us that we are never the same. And there was a time my heart was full of darkness so to speak

Another liar. Don't threaten me with losing anything you never intended to give.

Learn the better road, not the bitter one. Don't clang about like a cymbal crashing the musical score.

what makes you so sure it was meant for you. I am willing to give fully. I also am not threating you with anything once again I was referring to myself I lost and will never be the same.

If you're not a Christian then don't quote Paul. I suppose I could have had my disabled child molested by a rabbi then been coerced into silence, but I suppose they are bitter too--right, "lightworker"?

No, you're role-playing to suggest consequences for me not playing ball. I.e. threats. Liar again.

Your bitterness is showing. I would never even want to think that. Hope it does not happen. Wish for the best, in all cases. Why suppose bad? I look for bad indications, but to suppose actions bad will happen is self defeating and baggage you are carrying around telling others about not to paul and this.

And since I said something, suggest not a church made with human hands. Half the problem.

I said it because it actually happened. No need to make things up. I have no reason to regret wasted time or opportunities because I said no to you, and have had my gut feeling about you proven right again and again. That bitterness you speak of is the byproduct of the hate you counsel as being necessary to "love." Your idea of family is fucked up, period.

no I am not role playing sorry try again though maybe you are

Nope.