I called on Jesus and his Dad a few days ago and it really helped. You gotta come clean though and tell him what a piece of shit you think you are and why.

The response might surprise you.

Its not a loudspeaker and flashing lights... but if you are humble and sincere... something happens.

If you can't find God it's because you aren't ready to hear what he has to say, so he won't waste his time.

You have free will, and you get to use it as long as you want.

When you find that you don't know how to use that free will and admit you are failing, then he can help.

Not before.

Took me a long time and a lot of gods to figure that out.

Trust me, I've seen a lot of shit.

The matrix can't be explained. You've got to feel it for yourself.