I felt like finally making a post about this, so here I am.
I've been communicating with a demonic entity for going on six months now.
It's my Pastor's doing, all his doing.
He invited this traveling prophet to the church, something you'd normally expect from the charismatic churches around here, the ones that dabble in all that voodoo and invite in all of these demonic spirits.
Satan worked on my pastor's spirit.
It's led to six months of hell for me. Turns out I was the target of this "thing" he invited in along with another guy in the church.
Now I'm really scared because I've got doubts inside of me, I can feel them, every time I doubt God, this thing does things to tempt me. The doubts are killing me. I've always had doubts, about God and my faith, but I always hid it and buried it. Scared me to death.
When I was a little kid, I'd be scared when the doubts would be there, that I didn't really believe or truly accept Christ into my heart. What if I didn't mean it? What if I wasn't sincere, just thought I was? Am I going to hell? I'd think about these things, over and over.
Now I know and I've seen the power this thing has. The power to change people's hearts, twist things, lie, get people to lie, and to tempt. It offered secrets, secret knowledge, stuff I verified and so did my friend.
That's when the doubts flooded in, and when I felt my heart struggling.
I was so deluded because I thought my faith was stronger, I thought I had overcome all of that and I was so strong in the Word.
I'm not, though.
This thing showed me what's coming and then it gave me a way out and tempted me. A way to save my family, my self, and now I've got a short time to decide on my course of action. If I follow what this thing showed me, we will be saved. If I don't, we probably will die.
My friend made his choice and he's gone, he didn't even hesitate. We talked it over and he didn't care, he left.
Now I have to decide and I'm scared and I don't know what to do. I pray, and pray, and there's just nothing. Nothing. Meanwhile this thing, he's very clever, always there, it's almost like comforting, the stuff that keeps coming up, all these signs. He's damn good.
I told my wife, she thought I was nuts until I explained it all and showed her what I'd found and now she wants it, wants to go like my friend did with his family.
I'm dying inside because the choice is life or death and we need to make it really really soon. I think about my kids and what happens if I do nothing, makes me sick.
I don't know why I'd even share this here, this site is crawling with demon-possesed people. I guess because I know there's some good folks here, too, among all the bad apples.
Quoting: Mike_R Take a deep breath and take a step back.
Start to analyse what you write, think and say from an outside perspective, from someone looking in. This will enable you to remove all the subjective, feeling, emotive language from your thoughts.
In your post you have not listed a significant fact, IT IS ALL EMOTIVE. You are believing and taking a course of action based purely on how you feel. This is a very dangerous downward slope. The logical, factual side of your brain is there to put on the brakes to downward spiralling thoughts.
Your paster & his friend, has used either knowingly or unknowingly, a form of self-hypnosis. Once you recognise this it is easy to break. You do this as follows.
Everytime you have a thought you dont like say cancel, cancel. If another immediately comes up say it again. And again, and again... whatever is necessary. After saying cancel, cancel, tap the back of your hand 3 times. Then pick up a book, watch TV, watch you tube. This redirects your thoughts to things outside of you and not inside of you.
The problem you are having is that you are living within your head with very few checks and balances, your thoughts are spiralling and you are letting it happen. It become a habit. What I suggest will solve your problem within days as it kills the habit.
Now, you will come up with all sorts of reasons why you cannot do this. But the reality is, if you strip away the emotion, is that you are being asked to say cancel, cancel, tap your hand, read book/tv/you tube/netflix. ANYONE CAN DO THIS. IT IS NOT DIFFICULT OR ONEROUS. If you are objecting it's because there is a subconscious part of you that likes the drama and the habit, and make your life less mundane.
So use your will power, cast aside doubt, and do this.
Take up a hobby.
