I will tell you one thing at least most Marine Combat vets might tell you if you are close. I am sure the army and other forces in enemy lands have done this as well. I will not kill myself. If we were done, we can't have our crypto radio gear captured. we kill the radios and then have a partner to off each other.

I would never would be at the mercy of the enemy; especially the beast. Jesus is my Savior. I think God can save people other ways and religions as well. i just have my way that was taught to me, and more so I have faith in.