I'm in a bit of a jam and don't know what to do so I am burying my pride and asking for help and solutions

Long and short of it, I had been living in Central Iowa since the beginning of 2017. 2020 wrecked my plans for the year but not my roommates/cohabitor who turned out to be a far lefty who gets off on hurting people when they're down.

The 2020 plan was moving into a house with said roommate. Returning to school. New work in the area. Along with moving forward with creative projects. That turned into covidsaurus rex trampling my plans while roommates job carried on. Roommate turned into a complete ahole by Sept when I wasn't able to end covid and started bum rushing me onto the street in the winter during race riots.

That was finally achieved at the end of January 2021. I had one option with such abrupt notice and went to Palm Beach, FL. That option wasn't a good one and disintegrated upon arrival. So that left me here where I am now, without a local ID. Or change of clothes at this point. With my phone service running out in three days. I'm having to shoplift clean water.

I am 40 yrs old. I don't need the lies about Salvation Army helping ppl cuz they don't help adult white males. I don't need to be directed to a nonexistant homeless shelter full of junkies. I don't need to me told to find a church that will hand out a can of expired spaghettios every three weeks. Anyone who suggests these things is a p.o.s. directing someone off a cliff instead of saying "I might be able to help".

I know life isn't what we think it will be when we're young. What I am dealing with isn't life. I am surrounded by millions of people who's left over crumbs could lift me back up to a reasonable life, but they would sooner kill or be killed than offer what they're about to throw away.

You have a tomorrow. I may not.

I am open to ideas, real help of any kind. Ty.