So whatever and God makes it rain told the truth what can I do but try to live in a world that I didn't design try to make it and be happy in a world the I don't understand fully I'm trying to understand the fullness of God so I got to understand Lucifer I got to understand Saturn I got to understand all these other things that you say to seek in heaven will I seek I didn't like what I found but what am I going to do because if you can't crucify me again you going to sabotage me cuz it's not my design and that's all