the Cross is your station in life. before,or after higher thoughts or carnal. That why the higher portion of the cross member is elevated. The anti cross line is lower on the carnal plane. the cross point is you, when you started this journey, that's the epicenter. Your cross is your station, find out who you are. Once you find out, learn your "as above so below" rules to help navigate your way into seeking the Kingdom of God. Every little hurdle reveals the Creator's Plan, little by little.. I'm on the path but please don't think I think I know it all..so wrong. Im at the point where I can't even imagine the unknowable but I am fervently seeking what is to be known.