OP I just wanna know one thing for sure. For real.

Do you really see aliens in your dreams? The tall ones? They talk to you? Do you hear messages for years?

Does Eve see similar things? For real the same voice, in her dream? You see numbers?

Or is it all just something you have built and created out of boredom? Some kind of sickness you have?

Are the aliens contacting you real? How do you know? Do they talk to you like if a real person stood next to you?