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This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.

 
Gummedchromeroller
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08/14/2021 07:01 AM
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This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
So a half a lifetime ago I was a lost and disturbed youth like many of us were. No point of going over it now, but as such, I attempted suicide by taking a large quantity of over-the-counter medication.

I have spent the time since trying to extrapolate why I lived and pledged to just dredge on. Like it's all a test and at the end of it someone will go over the results with me.

Over the last 4 years or so, though, it has become more apparent to me that it wasn't a meet attempt. I did not survive and this is my punishment. To live. To watch the devolution of man into beast, for everything good to go away and to not be able to do a thing to stop it.

Strangely enough I've accepted this.
Deserve it too.

Sorry if this post has made any of you have an existential crisis.
We'll meet in Valhalla or Fréja's garden. Until then, live free and find your happiness.
Anonymous Coward
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08/14/2021 07:06 AM
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
You should apologize.
Gummedchromeroller  (OP)

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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
You should apologize.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 45709625


Same boat huh?

To say I'm surprised would be lying.
We'll meet in Valhalla or Fréja's garden. Until then, live free and find your happiness.
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
I will apologize if you go first.
Gummedchromeroller  (OP)

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08/14/2021 07:16 AM
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
I apologized for your crisis in my post.

I apologized to god a long time ago. That's how I've come to know it's punishment.
We'll meet in Valhalla or Fréja's garden. Until then, live free and find your happiness.
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08/14/2021 07:25 AM
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
In my case permanent handicap by accident or by mistake this mean by believing that someone is expecting something from me, she says that she is waiting, she even comes to visit me. there was even a theory that someone had turned a person against me.
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08/14/2021 07:33 AM
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
I know exactly what OP means
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08/14/2021 07:44 AM
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
5 years after I recived permanent handicap from her she came to me and she said that she killed 7.

I dont know who was 7 peoples .

I asked what ? How ?

She answered by knife.
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08/14/2021 07:55 AM
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
Perhaps now the concept that you are being repeatedly recycled into a loosh energy Soul prison farm governed by a malevolent benefactor isn’t so far fetched, is it?

All that low vibrational loosh energy (depression, fear, regret, anxiety, guilt, remorse, despondency, emotional trauma and suffering, mental anguish, pain, etc) is being harvested by other forces.

After all, do we not imprison cattle, poultry, and pigs for food?

As above, so below. As below, so above.

You are a prisoner in a system that is producing loosh energy.

Consider your situation and your life ....that it feels like a prison sentence. Consider the world around you and the events that cause the inhabitants of the world to produce massive quantities of low vibrational loosh energy. Consider the plight of billions of people and the low vibrational loosh energy they produce.

Consider the final comments in this new thread that just posted in which he says, ” I've grown weary of being manipulated by things that just dont fruit out in reality, and most importantly KEEP EVERYONE SEDATED/DOCILE, and accepting of things in play with the hopes of military/aliens/God to come save the day...”

[link to godlike.com (secure)]

Consider you’re being kept ignorant and docile of the horrid truth of this reality so you continue to voluntarily accept your imprisonment, hoping and praying for a savior that never arrives?


...not so far fetched is it?

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Last Edited by Zovalex on 08/14/2021 07:56 AM
“Mental slavery is the worst form of slavery.
It gives you the illusion of freedom,
makes you trust, love, and defend your oppressor,
while making an enemy of those
who are trying to free you or open your eyes.”
-Fiyah

“None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free.”
-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

“You have been programmed to resist the very person that is here to set you free, from the prison of your Mind... You are not free... everything you are has been manufactured by Minds that have not your best interest. You are imprisoned by beliefs and not reality. Religions are mental programs to imprison your Mind.”

-SOL
Gummedchromeroller  (OP)

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08/14/2021 01:26 PM
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Re: This is my Hell. Her beauty is one-sided.
I've thought about the "mind prison" but there is no more depression. No suicidal ideation. No anger. No hate. There's pain, but it's as a whole if that makes any sense. There's also love but it's also felt as a whole. Far less love but it's still there.
We'll meet in Valhalla or Fréja's garden. Until then, live free and find your happiness.





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