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BBQ BOY™
(OP) User ID: 80860776 United States 09/17/2021 07:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Today is Donna's Birthday, she would have turned 58 today. "Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better at hiding it than others." Everyone has to work out their own salvation. Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. |
Xeven
User ID: 80683137 United States 09/17/2021 07:12 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dakota came by yesterday and spent about 3 hours with me, we were masked up and social distancing in the house. We decided it's best for him to stay at his Aunt's until we sort all this out. Everything was and is in Donnas name here. I strongly advise that everyone discuss their wishes with their spouse and write a will. Matthew 24:36 “But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only." I reserve the right to declare my comments and posts as satire. Nothing I post should be considered or interpreted as advocacy for illegal activity. My comments are designed to inspire critical political thinking. I only mean half of what I say and only say half of what I mean. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77547432 Canada 09/17/2021 07:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hmmm. Don't really know what to tell you my friend. I can tell a story since you know me and i'm not coming out of the blue with one. We, shit, still hard to write, we pulled the plug on my Father, it was terrible as only my mother and I made that choice. My sister was too young we figured. I was 19. My sister 14, but my father was clear to not be subjected to long treatments. So...ths fucking hurts to say, my mother and I decided to pull the plug on my father. I drove home from Brantford to Hamilton ON. About 45 mins. I got home about 11pm and I got half way thought this [link to youtu.be (secure)] Then was asked to drive back to Brantford to bear witness. The witnessing of 'designed' death is harder then the witnessing of 'time is up' death. I can not imagine what you are going through. The 'timed death' (been there saw it) is still death. Death is death. You and your family are deeply embedded in my heart. Stay strong. You never leave my prayers. And if you need a chat, you can find my number here. Stay strong brother. You are still holding up those left behind. New fangled Job. XO to you and Dakota. |
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Eireann
User ID: 79722836 Ireland 09/17/2021 07:53 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We love you! We'll pray to help you stay strong, BBQ Boy! Eireann~ I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me. - Galatians 2:20 |
Happy in Nature
User ID: 80796606 Nicaragua 09/17/2021 09:03 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Donna's difficult journey and your willingness to share your pain and grief has touched us all in a way that is difficult to put into words. Maybe some found strength, maybe others let go of judgments or held their loved ones a little tighter. Perhaps some found closure to their own pain. The AC post after her passing brought tears to my eyes. Even those we all may disagree with one another at times - even some shills wanted to reach out and comfort you. Her passing brought our odd little community together in a way that monkeyflower did in her hospice thread. Donna's physical presence is gone, but she is always in your heart. Love never dies. Donna's soul is celebrating a new turn, a birthdate with the heavens. Happy birthday, Donna, and the deepest of hugs to you, Pete. May God ease your pain. |
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~LSDMTHC~
User ID: 80745252 United States 09/17/2021 09:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not a day passes that my whole family doesn’t think about you two and pray. Hope you’re doing OK! Floridian. Christian, Father, Hard worker and a millenial. Fuck Big Pharma! Don’t be a pussy, if you leave red at least leave your name. I can’t guarantee I’ll be alive come this time next year… |
DMJ
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DaKine
User ID: 78779227 United States 09/17/2021 09:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dakota came and got the dog and the bird yesterday. I may be offline for a few days. I'm going to stay out on my Brothers property he has Motorhome I can stay in. I gotta get out here for a while all the memories are just to depressing right now. Quoting: BBQ BOY™ See ya soon everyone. Let the prayers sustain you, and rest in that |
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BBQ BOY™
(OP) User ID: 80860776 United States 09/17/2021 11:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better at hiding it than others." Everyone has to work out their own salvation. Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. |
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Bastetcat
User ID: 76585521 United States 09/18/2021 04:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Add my--- Prayers and hugs. Suggestion--- While you are away, weather permitting, ground yourself by putting your bare feet on the ground--grass is fine. Likely you have heard of this---I did a search and came up with many results, this is one as a FYI--- [link to greatist.com (secure)] I liked this one because the author discussed the connectiveness of us all... I always find healing by watching the sky and clouds when I am barefoot. Also putting on headphones and listening to music, like songs you both enjoyed listening to I believe--- The love you shared so deeply transcends time and death. She is watching over you. The times you shared, both happy and sad, the high points and the low points, are a sacred journey. As much as you can, give thanks for this journey that will resume together in the distant future. But when you love someone so deeply, that connection overrides the time separation--I believe this to be true. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I wish with all my heart you didn't have to. When my mother passed and years later, when my father passed, I found some comfort reading the book on which the movie "What Dreams May Come" was based. The book has so much to it and it helped me. Just a suggestion. I share this from my heart and in the hope that it helps you to find some peace. You have to find your own way through this and no one here can really know what you're going through. All we can do is send all the prayers, love and comfort that we can. Please take care of yourself. Life finds a way. |
Botany girl
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FightForGod!
User ID: 80146778 United States 09/18/2021 06:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hang in there, brother. It is good that you are going to spend some time elsewhere to get your mind off of things. You've got to find a way to look forward to the future as you still have a life to live for you and your son. 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 ESV Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who practice homosexuality, nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, |
BBQ BOY™
(OP) User ID: 80860776 United States 09/18/2021 07:10 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Add my--- Prayers and hugs. Suggestion--- While you are away, weather permitting, ground yourself by putting your bare feet on the ground--grass is fine. Likely you have heard of this---I did a search and came up with many results, this is one as a FYI--- [link to greatist.com (secure)] I liked this one because the author discussed the connectiveness of us all... I always find healing by watching the sky and clouds when I am barefoot. Also putting on headphones and listening to music, like songs you both enjoyed listening to I believe--- The love you shared so deeply transcends time and death. She is watching over you. The times you shared, both happy and sad, the high points and the low points, are a sacred journey. As much as you can, give thanks for this journey that will resume together in the distant future. But when you love someone so deeply, that connection overrides the time separation--I believe this to be true. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I wish with all my heart you didn't have to. When my mother passed and years later, when my father passed, I found some comfort reading the book on which the movie "What Dreams May Come" was based. The book has so much to it and it helped me. Just a suggestion. I share this from my heart and in the hope that it helps you to find some peace. You have to find your own way through this and no one here can really know what you're going through. All we can do is send all the prayers, love and comfort that we can. Please take care of yourself. "Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better at hiding it than others." Everyone has to work out their own salvation. Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. |
Simple27
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thinking...
User ID: 78212432 United States 09/19/2021 02:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hopefully the change in location will start making each day a tiny bit easier for you, Pete. In his poem Human Pride, Marx admits that his aim is not to improve the world, reform or revolutionize it, but simply to ruin it and enjoy it being ruined: With disdain I will throw my gauntlet full in the face of the world, And see the collapse of this pygmy giant whose fall will not stifle my ardor. Then will I wander godlike and victorious through the ruins of the world And, giving my words an active force, I will feel equal to the Creator. “Looking for consciousness in the brain is like looking in the radio for the announcer.” – Nasseim Haramein, Director of Research for the Resonance Project |
BBQ BOY™
(OP) User ID: 80860776 United States 09/20/2021 08:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hopefully the change in location will start making each day a tiny bit easier for you, Pete. Quoting: thinking... "Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better at hiding it than others." Everyone has to work out their own salvation. Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. |
BBQ BOY™
(OP) User ID: 80860776 United States 09/20/2021 12:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Got the Death certificate yesterday. This is what it said. Immediate cause of death Hypoxic respiratory failure Spontaneous right sided pneumothorax Covid 19 pneumonia Covid 19 virus infection "Never underestimate the pain of a person. In all honesty, everyone is struggling. Just some people are better at hiding it than others." Everyone has to work out their own salvation. Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. |