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| eyeDR3
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| eyeDR3
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| TXP
User ID: 80383054 United States09/18/2021 03:46 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. Nope. Just a trauma stimulus event with the energy still in your body, not at all PTSD. Face it, process it and release it. Cheers! . "Stop the lockdown. Stop the masks. Stick your vaccine up your ass." - Tess....AMEN! "What does CENSORSHIP reveal? It reveals FEAR." - Julian Assange . |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 80887245  Sweden09/18/2021 03:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| eyeDR3
(OP) User ID: 79828781 United States09/18/2021 03:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. Nope. Just a trauma stimulus event with the energy still in your body, not at all PTSD. Face it, process it and release it. Cheers! I live in a natural gas neighborhood yet again and it's always in the back of my mind. It was harrowing honestly. :memorybanner: |
| TXP
User ID: 80383054 United States09/18/2021 04:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I live in a natural gas neighborhood yet again and it's always in the back of my mind. It was harrowing honestly. Quoting: eyeDR3 Sorry you fear your environment, but you can overcome it. There's a great book by a neuroscientist titled "Clean Up Your Mental Mess" that teaches about the mechanics of trauma, fear, stress, anxiety, emotions and how the trauma response can be overcome. Excellent resource. [link to www.cleaningupyourmentalmess.com (secure)] Or move.  . . "Stop the lockdown. Stop the masks. Stick your vaccine up your ass." - Tess....AMEN! "What does CENSORSHIP reveal? It reveals FEAR." - Julian Assange . |
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| Edition
User ID: 80371253 United States09/18/2021 04:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have PTSD from a drug that I took in 2012 that made me trip so hard, that I was in a time loop. In my mind it felt like an eternity. I thought I died and went to hell and that was what my hell was. I was in my car in the middle of the night when I did this. It was the most awful feeling I have ever encountered. I then had a severe wreck in 2017 and passed out (I was severely stressed and was in a VERY dark time). I hit a tree, totaled my car. I have two 12 inch rods in my spine. 6 screws each. Almost paralyzed. Seatbelt saved my life. I have severe PTSD from driving in the car at night now. I have episodes where I can't function. It sucks, SO bad. Lately I haven't been driving at night and its helping me forget, and I can talk about it. But its hard. PTSD is real. And if you think you have it, try and get help. Last Edited by Edition on 09/18/2021 04:20 AM |
| MissApple
User ID: 79473185 United States09/18/2021 04:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Most of the surface of your country is covered in pipes that move natural gas. Thousands and thousands of kilometers of pipes filled with gas. I'm no expert. But explosives underground that criss cross and cover large areas of land mass would make me nervous too... You have NO natural underground resources of water that are NOT polluted..... Those same degenerate fucking filthy twisted cunts are trying their hardest to contaminate australia right now...just like you. 10/19/2021 Jdhtt 10/10/2021 You are beautiful in every single way.. ~*14*~ 10/10/2021 Idiot spammer 10/10/2021 Are you a red head? 10/10/2021 The silver apples of the moon, the golden apples of the sun 10/10/2021 Language yes. I am. australian at heart |
| MissApple
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| 05flsts
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 73939167 United States09/18/2021 04:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would bet you do have PTSD from that event. That’s a traumatic experience to go through. People have a way of coping with things like this. If you never received counseling, you may have bottled this up. I don’t think you should feel ashamed. If I were you, I would talk to a certified PTSD counselor. Don’t go to a regular counselor, go to someone who specializes with these types of traumatic experiences. You don’t want it to manifest in other areas of your life. Good luck. |
| AussieOzzy
User ID: 78039412  Australia09/18/2021 04:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. Id say yes but its mild. Its not debilitating. PTSD can makes life very difficult. |
| TXP
User ID: 80383054 United States09/18/2021 04:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I would bet you do have PTSD from that event. That’s a traumatic experience to go through. People have a way of coping with things like this. If you never received counseling, you may have bottled this up. I don’t think you should feel ashamed. If I were you, I would talk to a certified PTSD counselor. Don’t go to a regular counselor, go to someone who specializes with these types of traumatic experiences. You don’t want it to manifest in other areas of your life. Good luck. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73939167 No, he doesn't have PTSD. Though, seeking therapy or treatment for anxiety before it gets out of hand is good advice. . Last Edited by TXP on 09/18/2021 04:40 AM . "Stop the lockdown. Stop the masks. Stick your vaccine up your ass." - Tess....AMEN! "What does CENSORSHIP reveal? It reveals FEAR." - Julian Assange . |
| panther0621
User ID: 80727864 United States09/18/2021 04:48 AM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you have real PTSD you will know it. Quoting: 05flsts PTSD is forever. Educate yourself. Good luck. I would bet you do have PTSD from that event. That’s a traumatic experience to go through. People have a way of coping with things like this. If you never received counseling, you may have bottled this up. I don’t think you should feel ashamed. If I were you, I would talk to a certified PTSD counselor. Don’t go to a regular counselor, go to someone who specializes with these types of traumatic experiences. You don’t want it to manifest in other areas of your life. Good luck. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73939167 I agree with both. However you cannot self diagnose or anyone without the credentials. Go seek help. There are therapies. |
| TXP
User ID: 80383054 United States09/18/2021 04:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you have real PTSD you will know it. Quoting: 05flsts PTSD is forever. Educate yourself. Good luck. I would bet you do have PTSD from that event. That’s a traumatic experience to go through. People have a way of coping with things like this. If you never received counseling, you may have bottled this up. I don’t think you should feel ashamed. If I were you, I would talk to a certified PTSD counselor. Don’t go to a regular counselor, go to someone who specializes with these types of traumatic experiences. You don’t want it to manifest in other areas of your life. Good luck. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73939167 I agree with both. However you cannot self diagnose or anyone without the credentials. Go seek help. There are therapies. Yes, for the anxiety he describes. One does not need "credentials" to assess behavior. In fact, the process is innate. . . "Stop the lockdown. Stop the masks. Stick your vaccine up your ass." - Tess....AMEN! "What does CENSORSHIP reveal? It reveals FEAR." - Julian Assange . |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 79260144  United Kingdom09/18/2021 05:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | PTSD it’s is! Iv suffered with it for few years myself. I fled domestic abuse. He was skitzo bipolar. I fleed him after being starved, raped and beaten every minute of the day in the last weeks. It truly traumatised me. My ptsd started off with sounds. I would hear my own screams echo in my head but it would sound like it was outside my head. This then moved to prickly sensation in my skin which was anxiety ridden, it consumed my every nerve in my body. Every little part of my body was so tense and heavy. Years on and still lingering ptsd. I still feel edgy throughout my body. Cold clammy hands and racing heart, deep breaths and sighs. Counselling doesn’t fix it coz once that traumas in u it’s impossible to remove it. It becomes who u are. Finding away of coping and dealing with it helps the sysmptons of ptsd |
| Agent 99
User ID: 77082640 United States09/18/2021 05:45 AM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | YES. PTSD. For sure! The brain relives the experience over and over again trying to cope with fear. Watch the movie Inside Out. It's animated but get through it because it's easy to understand. PTSD mostly is when Fight or Flight turns into freeze, because we are cornered (in our brain) without choices. So finding that choice is shattered by the trauma. |
| BRIEF
User ID: 79662918 United States09/18/2021 05:49 AM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. So you are afraid of loud noises that don't injure you, I think that's called being a big fat pussy... I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked.  |
| Agent 99
User ID: 77082640 United States09/18/2021 05:53 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. This sounds like a War of the Worlds scene. After an encounter with a natural gas accident, I moved to a neighborhood without natural gas, and I feel safer. Ironically the first year in the house an F2 tornado blew by, which didn't scare me as much as natural gas. What helped me with my PTSD was understanding the situation. Without information I couldn't logically figure out the actual danger. Pinpointing the source was necessary to secure my safety, then my Fight or Flight response could adjust. Homeland Security secured your area because natural gas backwash explosions is an asymmetrical warfare tactic. So terrorism is one thing we have to defend against. In my case it was a murder attempt. Like a detective I had to put the clues together by myself to determine my personal safety. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 79260144 United Kingdom09/18/2021 05:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. So you are afraid of loud noises that don't injure you, I think that's called being a big fat pussy... That’s not very nice |
| Agent 99
User ID: 77082640 United States09/18/2021 05:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. So you are afraid of loud noises that don't injure you, I think that's called being a big fat pussy... More to it. Before you name-call it's probably a good idea to understand the human response system. 5 basic emotions, joy, sadness, disgust, fear, anger. We all have these and all balance them daily according to what happens in our individual worlds. Men experience anger and fear the most, at some point it's possible for those to become overwhelming. Little boys are conditioned to be brave, this becomes destructive in adulthood because parents don't allow a child to grow in a healthy manner... just sayin. |
| BRIEF
User ID: 79662918 United States09/18/2021 06:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. So you are afraid of loud noises that don't injure you, I think that's called being a big fat pussy... More to it. Before you name-call it's probably a good idea to understand the human response system. 5 basic emotions, joy, sadness, disgust, fear, anger. We all have these and all balance them daily according to what happens in our individual worlds. Men experience anger and fear the most, at some point it's possible for those to become overwhelming. Little boys are conditioned to be brave, this becomes destructive in adulthood because parents don't allow a child to grow in a healthy manner... just sayin. A jolt of adrenalin over a loud noise does not a mental illness make... I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 80849531 United Kingdom09/18/2021 06:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | PTSD it’s is! Quoting: Anonymous Coward 79260144 Iv suffered with it for few years myself. I fled domestic abuse. He was skitzo bipolar. I fleed him after being starved, raped and beaten every minute of the day in the last weeks. It truly traumatised me. My ptsd started off with sounds. I would hear my own screams echo in my head but it would sound like it was outside my head. This then moved to prickly sensation in my skin which was anxiety ridden, it consumed my every nerve in my body. Every little part of my body was so tense and heavy. Years on and still lingering ptsd. I still feel edgy throughout my body. Cold clammy hands and racing heart, deep breaths and sighs. Counselling doesn’t fix it coz once that traumas in u it’s impossible to remove it. It becomes who u are. Finding away of coping and dealing with it helps the sysmptons of ptsd I'm sorry men like that exist,I understand your pain 🌹 |
| BRIEF
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 80849531 United Kingdom09/18/2021 06:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. So you are afraid of loud noises that don't injure you, I think that's called being a big fat pussy... I think it's clear to see that you are one of those types she is talking about.  |
| Agent 99
User ID: 77082640 United States09/18/2021 06:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There was a known terrorism cell near Waynesville IN around 2005. Prominent doctor, and traffic in and out of his house with trainees and operatives. They also worked in Chicago area. On the map all those cities are in a line. Sometimes these homes blew up from experiments they did inside. People would be surprised how close to home these incidents happen. Thus Homeland Security, otherwise it would have just been the Fire Department. Perception of danger. Knowledge suppressed. Creates inability to move, we freeze. |
| BRIEF
User ID: 79662918 United States09/18/2021 06:07 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Back in I think 2012 a house was rigged to blow up less than a quarter mile from my home using natural gas in Richmond hills Indianapolis Indiana. Quoting: eyeDR3 I was laying in bed as I am now and when the explosion happened, was almost knocked off the bed. From a moment of absolute peace, quiet and rest to the loudest sound I'd ever heard and felt. Like a jolt to the heart. Several homes were knocked off foundation, many were destroyed. There were articles of clothing, insulation, and burning bits of things falling from the sky and in trees for weeks. People heard the blast many miles away. That night, we were blocked into our neighborhood while department of Homeland security secured the area. You could smell burning flesh and hair and a green flame. People were running to and fro speculating what had happened. Many were saying they saw a drone, but the narrative was it was an insurance con job gone WAY wrong, which is more believable to me. Green flame is natural gas. So some nights, like tonight, I lay in bed enjoying absolute peace, quiet and rest, and I remember that night. My body will sometimes have a similar jolt and I feel a little panicked. I do not feel manic paranoia or anything, nothing like that. I just always have this slight discomfort and worry that something extremely loud and potentially deadly might break moments of silence. So you are afraid of loud noises that don't injure you, I think that's called being a big fat pussy... I think it's clear to see that you are one of those types she is talking about. Someone who can spot a fake disease at a hundred yards? I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
| Agent 99
User ID: 77082640 United States09/18/2021 06:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | PTSD it’s is! Quoting: Anonymous Coward 79260144 Iv suffered with it for few years myself. I fled domestic abuse. He was skitzo bipolar. I fleed him after being starved, raped and beaten every minute of the day in the last weeks. It truly traumatised me. My ptsd started off with sounds. I would hear my own screams echo in my head but it would sound like it was outside my head. This then moved to prickly sensation in my skin which was anxiety ridden, it consumed my every nerve in my body. Every little part of my body was so tense and heavy. Years on and still lingering ptsd. I still feel edgy throughout my body. Cold clammy hands and racing heart, deep breaths and sighs. Counselling doesn’t fix it coz once that traumas in u it’s impossible to remove it. It becomes who u are. Finding away of coping and dealing with it helps the sysmptons of ptsd I'm sorry men like that exist,I understand your pain 🌹 I can relate too. Getting to a safe place really helps. |
| BRIEF
User ID: 79662918 United States09/18/2021 06:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you need to claim PTSD to get your doc to prescribe pot or some drug you want to try, go for it...just don't lie to your friends about it... I never forgive and I never forget I am a licensed firearm holder. I will, under protection of law, use lethal force if attacked. |
