We all have what we always wanted, we always had it, how much we give a fuck about things we already have? We either feel deprived or bored with what we already got and then we desire the next best thing like a fucking addict.


Even when we get it all we want a new version, new update, new model. And then we whine about depletion of resources?


We developed things like plastic, cement and concrete that's not even reversible. Everybody has their own ideas own concepts, philosophies, desires, understanding, passion. Well it's cool but what about next generation? Everybody knows how exponential series works in mathematics.


Those who live in concepts crave for materialism, those who live in materialism crave for concepts and then after a certain point they both crave back and forth.


And what about kids? We all want to consume, people are consuming emotions, feelings and everything else now, we are all addicts. We wanted to get in our own brain/mind? That's oroborus right there whatever you call it, snake eating its own tail, that's how you become demonic, the rakshas and those angels aka devas they have something else going on that keeps them HOOKED.


Anyway I'm not the God I hot nothing to do with ALL this BULLSHIT. Let me live my fucking life organically and you try to live yours too ORGANICALLY.



Everything is NOT entertainment, if you understand things how they are you might not even need entertainment so much.






I'm not exmepted from any of above stuff, I'm not some miracle either. I just try, I've been trying and perhaps I will keep on trying however I know till I die not to make a difference out in the world for others because they are all STUPID? But for my own self and I will do it with my OWN PACE I don't fucking care who already knows what! What has already written in books or what is not.


Yes I will still learn and yes i will still try,









will you?