You will not be held guiltless

All of this has taken a great toll on my mental health, as well as my physical.
I don’t know that I can fall any further without losing it literally.
I am not willing to go back to prison, I would rather die first.
I don’t like this game
Who ever is doing this to me, needs to stop it. They are violating my free will. I do not consent to suffering anymore for this mistake someone or something made.
All of my life has been some sort of fucked up ritual with no direct benefit to me or my soul.
Playing with my being in this life or the afterlife is a direct violation of my free will.
All of those people in the know will be held responsible as is reasonable and appropriate for their indiscretions.
Furthermore I demand a full accounting / explanation as to why this is being done, immediately.