the Islamic simulation keep repeating the same message

reality now -at least around me- is like a crazy Islamic-liberal simulation that ceaselessly keep repeating the same messages to me, like :
you was and still ungrateful to god, because god give you somethings that he conceive as good, while he force you to live in this hell
but even if you sometimes said that you are thankful for these things, he did not judge you as being thankful
therefore god has put you in hell in life, will keep making this hell worse and will put you in absolute eternal hell in the afterlife

also it keep repeatedly manipulating me to make me love someone or something, then make this someone/something harm me or reveal to me that she/he/it are my enemy and/or are extremely Islamic

also it repeatedly keep manipulating me to make me hate/despise someone or something, then make this someone/something become rich/successful/loved/respected and keep bragging about how this someone/something are now better than me

what the fuck is that?
why the fuck they believe that i will treat their utter nonsensical bullshit as truth, or as lessons that i must learn, just if they kept repeating and repeating it?
this thing they call god and it's human chess-pieces are simply insane

they put me in hell by severely harming/depriving me most of the time using most possible methods
and -rarely- give me somethings that could be somewhat good or useful to me
then ask me to ignore all the bad things and be thankful for the rare good things, or else they judge me as ungrateful who deserve hell

for example:
they give me the ability to live in many apartments, but they refuse to give me their full legal ownership papers, so i can't sell it, at-least without many possible legal troubles and they make these apartment unsuitable for me to live in it
they force me to live on the line that lie between complete ownership and no ownership
then they ask me to be thankful or else they will take those apartments from me and/or throw me in the streets

what they and their AI-like god is doing to me, is like someone who are handshaking you with one hand, while stabbing you with the other hand, then call you ungrateful that deserve eternal absolute hell if did not become thankful to him for handshaking you

they want me to be positive-thinker like fire signs who can so he focus only on the things that they like
and want me to think with selective memory like air signs who can ignore/forget anything that they do not like
so i can twist and bend reality/truth/fact and judge people/reality as i want it to be not as how they actually are

what i do against such insanity?
they are obsessed with haunting me, everything and everyone that usually are around me is just tools that is used by some obsessed insane entity to send me this message and to put me in hell and blame me for it

Last Edited by Apocalypse guy,, on 11/28/2021 11:08 AM