i decided that i never become thankful/grateful again

the matrix/reality has turned into some insane Islamic-liberal/feminist simulation and gone made trying ceaselessly to send me the same retarded message about how everyone in the world, especially the people that i think that they are good or that i think that they are like me, are actually my enemies(like liberals and/or Muslims) that is also grateful for any insignificant thing in their life that could be seen as good thing

and about how i am a bad guy for not being thankful in the eyes of the matrix/god/humans, therefore Allah/humans must make my life even worse by taking from me whatever insignificant few good things they still let me own/use

and about how i must be both Muslim and liberal, that must feel satisfied with any shitty fate script they want me to play, must ignore all the hell and all the shit that they but me -and blame me for- so i focus only on any insignificant few things that could be seen as good thing and that they may still let me use, or else the matrix(Allah/humans) will file lawsuits to imprison/fine me, or will take my apartment and throwing me in the streets or with other more horrible things like rape/castration
they use silly insane excuses like you are "coward/ungrateful/arrogant/unskilled/mentally-ill/idiot/porn​ watcher" or "it is an assault crime if you laid your eyes on a female"

therefore i decided that i never be thankful ever again to Allah/humans and their world and that i will always be curseful to them

i can never be thankful to any god/world/human when this god/world/human feed me some loaves of bread with a one hand while stabbing in my dick with the other hand then ask me to be thankful or else he/it will stop feeding me and will stab me more from here on

i will only be thankful when these to conditions are met:
1-i properly punish Allah, Muslims/Egyptians and all humans and non-humans who are like them and who tolerate them, like by putting them in eternal absolute hell, as they kept threatening me

2-i live in a life that is good/suitable for me, good and suitable in my eyes, not in the eyes of my enemies
like i live while i am youthful, 100% healthy and not suffering from any degree or type of mental or physical illness or pain
and when i am married from the type of wife that i want, using the type of marriage that want, not that the enemies/humans/god want for me
when i own and can have all important services like gas/electricity and all the types/quantity of food and drinks that i want, at any time
when i legally, fully and solely own a house that i consider suitable for me, in a country/city/neighborhood that i consider suitable for me together with the land under this house
when there are nothing and no one to threaten me or my threaten wife with any type of the things that i consider harm

and since my life are already wasted and will never get back the years and youth that i lost, except maybe if i became wizard strong enough to make myself youthful again
therefore i can never be thankful again, at-least to Allah and his humans or to the entity that keep sending me these messages
it is mostly some fire entity because most of people who send these messages are fire signs and because the positive mentality it want me to use is the mentality of fire zodiac signs

Last Edited by Apocalypse guy,, on 11/29/2021 02:48 AM