To A Sea Goddess

I wish this could be said directly, and for many it will mean nothing, but still it must be placed out and said.

Of the mistakes in my life, of which their are many...my actions towards you, and your crew, have haunted me for many years...

I can not justify my actions in the slightest...I could try and explain...and perhaps I should as contrition...you had some of the brightest sparks I had ever seen...and upon learning of the state of one of the brightest I'd even seen...my rage knew no bounds...and I wrongly directed it towards you and your crew...
My anger was at this world...at the injustice...at a place in which the knowledge to heal one such as her was available, both physically in hidden medicine only for those deemed worthy by money, and energetically by those deemed worthy by blood.

You and yours were doing your hardest to stand against the tide in your own way, your bravery and courage far exceeding my own...and towards you I wrongly directed this anger, infuriated I did not know how to help someone who deserved so much better, nor to punish those who would so greedily keep it to themselves and theirs.

All
Are
Worthy

Come thrown your stones ye without sin. Aim True and strike hard.

But I will pass to the void with a clear conscious if I can correct this one wrong in some small way.

Perhaps this will never be seen...but I can only hope the energy will ripple and find its place.

I am ready for judgement