To A Sea Goddess

It isn't over until its over

never give up

on others or yourself

its all you really have no matter your angle

nice mix....

to swim in a sea with her.....
allowed to anyone?.....
ihihihihihihi

Allowed? Yes
*touches hand to head, hand to heart, hand to soul*
Deepest currents imaginable...
One must be strong, yet soft
To strong...brittle and shatter...to soft...bends and snaps
Balanced

strong... ;)

and to take her to the beach, to swim in a sea with her?....
ihihihihihihi

well....
you see(sea), not everything it is as it seems...

To be pulled by a rip tides into the Deepest sea...with naught to know ones position but the stars above...
To ride the waves back into land...and know not where one is...or will be...

read "sea" as universe.....
ihihihihihi

Into the Deepest black was how I originally wrote it...

that was white....
iihihihihihihihi

*points at the stars...twirls finger... light and the dark blending*

I wish this could be said directly, and for many it will mean nothing, but still it must be placed out and said.

Of the mistakes in my life, of which their are many...my actions towards you, and your crew, have haunted me for many years...

I can not justify my actions in the slightest...I could try and explain...and perhaps I should as contrition...you had some of the brightest sparks I had ever seen...and upon learning of the state of one of the brightest I'd even seen...my rage knew no bounds...and I wrongly directed it towards you and your crew...
My anger was at this world...at the injustice...at a place in which the knowledge to heal one such as her was available, both physically in hidden medicine only for those deemed worthy by money, and energetically by those deemed worthy by blood.

You and yours were doing your hardest to stand against the tide in your own way, your bravery and courage far exceeding my own...and towards you I wrongly directed this anger, infuriated I did not know how to help someone who deserved so much better, nor to punish those who would so greedily keep it to themselves and theirs.

All
Are
Worthy

Come thrown your stones ye without sin. Aim True and strike hard.

But I will pass to the void with a clear conscious if I can correct this one wrong in some small way.

Perhaps this will never be seen...but I can only hope the energy will ripple and find its place.

I am ready for judgement

..."hello, what up kiddo...." ...
glp in glitches...to much for it....
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lets say it like this....
sometimes, that what has been called blackness, sends something white from it self...
to SEE(sea)....
generaleeee......

o no you want....

you can, but, will U?....