Cleaning Your Consciousness Clock

The very first consciousness clock cleaning I did was on tears I had in my aura.

A Medicine Woman had come into the place where I was working. We were drawn to each other, so we became new friends. I was at her house, she was doing a reading for me, and I blurted out that I always got a headache at this one part of my head. She informed me that I had a tear in my aura lending to them happening....ACK!

A few days later I was at the Flea Market, was looking around, and I saw these ankle bracelets, the kind that has the little bells, Eastern Indian type. I bought myself one, despite that I did not wear jewelry (anymore). I saw a plan form in my head. The Medicine Woman had said I needed to get the tear fixed up, and I knew she was right.

What did I do with this ankle bracelet to fix up the tear? How could one help the other?

Well, I put it on my left ankle, and with every step and ringing of those little bells, I would say, "The White Light of Christ is with me," and with every step on my right foot, "The White Light of Christ is without me"....and no one told me to do that. I formulated that myself....heh, youse guyses, you've got to think outside of the box while doing this work.

I would say it aloud, or to myself if around others....every single step. It only took about two days for those two things I was voicing to be automatically happening in my brain while walking. It all became very simple.

Heh, I was walking around with the beautifully healing Christ energy happening in all ways.

While I may've had an issue with "God", I did not have an issue with Christ energy.

I wore the ankle bracelet for about two months, but I'm sure the tear was healed before that....I just liked what I was doing. And yes, indeed, the tear had been healed, and the headaches were gone....like "magic", eh?

When I took the bracelet off, I felt such a sense of personal satisfaction, as I should have. There's not a single thing wrong with patting ourselves on the back when we get it right, eh?....celebrate yourself when you get it right.

And while it's perfectly socially acceptable for a woman to wear an ankle bracelet, it's so not for a man. When talking about this method before, I'd have men tell me, 'But I'm a maaan, I ain't wearing no bracelet'. So, I made the suggestion they get a little wrench, hook it to their belt loop with a piece of string long enough so that it hits your body repetitively, and proceed from there the same way....heh, but we should never be ashamed of healing ourselves.

You don't have to call on Christ energy, either. Do what you're comfortable with....but you see, it's the repetitiveness of something touching you, at a relatively conform rate, along with the voice of reason you give it, that gets the message into you.

You don't have to wear an ankle bracelet or a wrench, or call on Christ....although I know most of you will see the "perfectness" and sensibility of calling on Christ energy to help with healing yourself.

You can formulate your own plan...but like I had to be screaming and yelling for my own truth, I also had to be repetitive in what I was doing to fix the aura tear, so the message I was sending GOT THROUGH.

Do you know what shape your human energy field, your aura, is in?....I'm telling you right now, straight up, you DO NOT want to be going through the transitioning process with a shredded energy field. Fix it, if it is in poor shape. This is a NECESSITY.

I do believe my energy field is rock solid. Jeez, the day before this last election I all of the sudden found a whole gaggle of negative energies, like pounding on my field....like the gates of Hell had been opened, and all the dark entities all rushed out to get us.

I hadn't seen something like that in ages. I "blew" them off with ease, but it was a huge sign to me. A few days later I found out that we had been shifted into this timeline.....because we're too comfortable here in this reality, and we needed a "push" to help us get out of our comfortable misery. Brutal, but it's worked for some of us....once we stopped crying and complaining about it.

Complaining ad nauseam does no one any good. In fact, complaining without finding some resolve will shut you right down. I have to watch myself about this too, just complaining without doing something about it. Is there nothing I can do about it?....then I let go of it, because it otherwise is just fucking with my consciousness.

So, very important in consciousness cleaning, is your energy field all "sewn up"?

If not, or you're not sure, then get to work. I've given you an example of how I found out that my aura had tears in it, and how I got it fixed up.

If you have tears in your aura/energy field, then know that you are open to "attack", okay?....I'm sorry, but you are....

Cosmicgypsy

I really tried to embrace the unconditional love you spoke of previously in this thread

It’s so easy for me to love others and help others yet I have such a hard time loving myself. And I know on here I say a lot, yes have compassion on others but also yourself. But it’s difficult sometimes . I’m working on it. I have been better lol

Also you said draw my spirit to me. I don’t have to draw it. We are one :)

Tears of pain, strengthen us in due time.

Tears of gratitude , heal us in due time .

I say you should buy yourself a gift. It could be an ankle bracelet or some really nice herbal tea, just ANYthing that you really want. You would not only be helping yourself, you would be helping the maker and the seller of the gift as well. If the item is shipped to you, you are helping the delivery company and all the workers there including the driver who brings it to you.


When you love yourself, you are making yourself happier and that is a gift to everyone who knows you.

I love you just for posting on this thread.

I was referring to the type of demon that comes "straight from hell", and in a general sense. And if an addict is constantly brought back to use, then there's something still in them bringing it to them....an underlying reason, like body memory/cellular memory.

It's why I had the nightmares, standing in front of the mirror with an ungodly amount of cocaine just ready for me to use. My body remembered the abuse, wanted it cleared, so it kept taking me back to it.

Given I had that major heart attack a few years ago, I have wanted and tried so hard to quit smoking cigarettes.... I have not been able to....and I feel like such a failure within myself. Pfht, and I've been an addiction's counselor, go figure.

Heh, I'll probably die trying to quit smoking/ it'll be the death of me.

I mean, what part of having a major heart attack, almost dying, isn't enough, straight up, to have me putting the pack down for good?

What part of a recent lung CAT scan that diagnosed me with mild emphysema and showed a tiny growth - 1.2 cm - on a lung lymph node of mine, that isn't enough to have me putting the pack down for good?...doesn't matter it was noted that most often these types of growths are benign.

Addiction is a beast, an unholy beast....but I found my way once, I hope I can find it again. 45 years of smoking is a lot to push past.

I remember talking to Diesel Tech about it on the phone, and the moment came when I had to own it, I told him, "Oh my god, I'm an ADDICT!" I was horrified at the stark realization.

But, I feel a renewed sense of purpose since talking about this here and now, perhaps I'll find the way to put the pack down for good.

It would probably help a lot if I'd just quit sending myself negative messages - I can't do it! It's too hard! I lose my mind when I stop! - because I'm weak when it comes to it. When I do give myself positive messages, it's much easier not to smoke for longer stretches of time.

I need to get on my side about this, and stop letting the addiction monster steal my health from me.

But so youse guyses know, I have cut back on the amount I'm smoking. I am trying.

Heh, my expanded self, "Don't try, DO"....and I know they're right. It gets a touch frustrated with me at times, understandably so. There's not a single person or entity that tells me it's okay to smoke cigs.

I can't even think straight enough about how to formulate a plan....fuck me runnin'.

Sorry about word vomiting my personal issue right out where everyone can see it.

Meh, maybe it's for the best, and someone struggling within themselves will find something they can find to fix their issue, after watching me upchuck mine.

I can barely think I can quit, much less believe I can quit. I can't lie to myself or another, thinking I am capable of quitting, when everything else is screaming I can't.

I need to fix that. I need to pray for myself, talk to my DNA, like my life depends on it, because it does.

Otherwise, I'm going to be allowing them to steal my life from me.

I do love herbal teas. And I love scented candles. I found this vanilla cupcake one that is amazing . And a berry one too. Also I don’t even need a mennerah. I just light my candles

Time to order some :)


But for immediately, I will treat myself. I’m going to get a milkshake and drink it knowing God is with me . It will be peaceful. No noise from the world. Just me and my milkshake

Last Edited by Seekingtruthandhonor on 12/11/2021 01:21 PM

An inability to love ourselves is not uncommon, all the while we have copious amounts of it for others. Like I said, I found the ways I was hating on myself while consciousness cleaning, eh?

I'll tell ya though, I do feel you're going to find it, without doubt....I can clearly "see" you in what I call the "Sunshine-Shining Space", so....yeah, you're already there, you just don't know it.

Remember what my expanded self said, once you finish cleaning your consciousness, you'll know unconditional love for yourself.

I mean, I could've just changed that part in my post, the part where my expanded self corrected me, and have had it to appear as though I knew what I was talking about all along, but I don't operate that way. I am honest, and I don't lie. I have integrity, and I'll do nothing to compromise it, even if it's going to compromise the way another sees me....that's their problem to work out, not mine.


And yes, my spirit is always with me, too....yay! Tis not the case with everyone, though. Some of us forget we have a spirit, and we dump kwap into it everyday, it gets bogged down under the kwap, and we gotta go find it.


Happy day to you, lovey! My heart to yours!....

Still a smoker myself. Throw in some fitness stuff before you light up a smoke, something that distracts you a bit. Had cut right back...and was doing couple hundred push-ups a day - more a testament to my stubbornness then anything else. But shit happens and I found myself back to heavy smoking. No use beating yourself up over it, just more of that negative self talk. Does not have to be "I'm quitting" and throw the pack, just "I'm not having this right now". And if that right now lasts 30 seconds...next time it can be 40. Or none, meh, I'm gaggin for a smoke. Just flex that will power a little and build yourself instead of tearing down.

For what it's worth, tobacco is also said to steady your auric field. Can make you less susceptible to certain influences and what not - blavatsky, writer of the secret doctrine and founder of theosophy was well known for both the smoking and meat eating...even if you receive dirty looks from some current members for also doing so.

That was some time ago since I was associated with them, and even then only briefly to read their library and have some debate from many different schools of thought.
So, myes, drop the self hate talk, the beating yourself up, the "i gave up this" or "I was that"
You'll get there

We were told at a channeling session the good things about tobacco, like you're saying....but there's a crap ton of chemicals in them, too. My cardiac surgeon told me 162 of them. I remember when it was only 40-something of them....they're keeping us addicted....but I can only blame them once, the rat cretin fucking bastards....

Before I retired this year, I was smoking organic cigs, American Spirits....that was me doing something I could feel good about regarding smoking.

But I'm on a fixed income being retired, and they are expensive, so I started getting the Eagle brand....fuck me, chocked full of chemicals.

So, my first intelligent step is going to be going back to the organic ones, at least they don't have 162 parts of chemicals in them....harhar, I can't figure out how they get that many into a little cigarette.

That they're so expensive will help me cut back on the amount I'm smoking.

Oh hellz yeah, I have the start of a plan!.....

Now I want a chocolate milkshake....

Learn to roll your own if you can.
Not only is a pouch cheaper then a pack (not initially...but you get many more from a pouch) but it has a bunch less of the chemicals that go into the packet ones.

Also stuff like the flame retardants in the tailors...stuff like that gets added to that list...which was added because people would fall asleep mid smoke and burn the house down.

Brian Weiss has done some amazing work on past life regressions and put out a small book with a great regression meditation.

[link to www.brianweiss.com (secure)]

I'm so pleased you brought up gratitude! I've been meaning to get there.

Practicing gratitude is the most "life saving" thing I've done. I wasn't always like this. My best friend would always talk to me about practicing gratitude....but I wasn't finding anything to be grateful for. I was too miserable.

Well, I got slammed for my stupid, petty misery! I was homeless for awhile, staying with friends and family mostly, but I did my time in a homeless shelter once, too....and I right now shuddered at that. It was a necessary "evil", and one I never want to return to.

Once I finally got my own place again, where I live now, I practiced gratitude like you can't imagine. I still do to this day. I'll be in my little Lily Pad here, just doing my thing, and the memory of what it was like to be homeless will reach out and grab me, and the gratitude just runs like a river. That happens a few times a week. I've been in this apartment for almost seven years. That's a lot of gratitude I've expressed, and I've expressed it for other things.

If you're a miserable sort, find something to be grateful for, and be thankful for it....even if it's it just that you only have a few morsels of food to put in your mouth, be grateful for them, rather than being angry you have so little.

Expressing gratitude has the power to have your life BLOSSOM in ways you'll not expect. It's true! I know it, I've lived it!

Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 12/11/2021 02:17 PM

Thank you!....

I used to roll my own, with American Spirit tobacco, so I know how.

I'll check into seeing if I can find some of that again where I now live, or I can order it online.

Thank you, lovey....

I smoked Marlboro lights in college, Marlboro 27 in my twenties , and American Spirit yellow and sometimes blue, late 20s to 33. I haven’t had one now for 18 months. I can breathe better. I can go for walks and it doesn’t bother me. But look. Life is life. You want to smoke. You smoke. Just for me at least a big eye opener was when I had two cups of clear water. I opened a Marlboro red cigarettes and dumped it all in the water. Then I broke open an American spirit and put it in the other glass of water. I left it there and came back 40 minutes later. The glass with the Marlboro Red was super dark. All the tobbaco was at the bottom of the glass. The second glass with American spirit , was gold color, and the tobacco was floating on the top. I don’t know what it means but it was interesting.

I love American spirits . But I gotta not go back. I smoked way too much

I correct myself. The American spirit , I didn’t open the cigartte , it was a organic red pouch of American spirit

So I just grabbed some of the tobbaco and put in the water . Just wanted to clarify

Now, that is interesting. I don't know what it means either, but it's very interesting all the same.

18 months off of them?....heh, I'll hunt you down and bitch slap you mercilessly if you start again....I will. Don't make me come over there!


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When I was in a heightened state of awareness you could say, I believed tobbaco could protect me from evil. Not smoking it. But I would sprinkle the red pouch loose leaf American spirit all over my car and all over my clothes LOL

I do not do that anymore. But for the time it served its purpose . If nothing else just to show me the power of the mind.

I woke up at 4:30 this morning with something running in the background of my thinking-head, and with that sound I hear at the top of my head....well, it's all wizzed up and louder. Whatever it is that's happening, it is oscillating at a faster frequency than I've heard it before.

Heh, I'm processing something, and while I was finally able to think of something to write today, it's too much info, and I need to back off and be mundane today....I gotta allow for a quiet space for what is "working" to do its thing.


So, I'm taking the day off. I'm going to clean my bathroom, yuck, and make a big salad and dressing, yum to feta and greek salad. I gotta get my water bottles filled up....mundane things, although they will serve me well.

I have blueberries in the freezer, so I can make smoothies in the morning....


I'll have a good day, and I hope youse guyses do too!....

Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 12/12/2021 10:00 AM

I loved Many Lives Many Masters.

I couldn't keep reading.

Too much information for me to follow.

I like simple instructions.

Excellent book! Very interesting -

That break was a little longer than I had expected.....

Awareness of self and of the environment is super important, methinks.

Years ago when the Faux New Age Movement was in full swing, their talk was of Love and Light and positivity....and if you failed at any of those, then *soup nazi style* NO ASCENSION FOR YOU!!!

Harhar....


Did this bother anyone else? It did me. I also wasn't buying The Secret....I mean, how is one supposed to manifest anything good, if their subconscious is running amuck........and it's the prompt of our lives?...


Awareness, it's important in all things. I had two incidences happen that bespeaks of just how our "state of mind" comes into play, or doesn't, and how awareness is everything, if you want to experience the "rare higher awareness" of beginning to transition.

The first incident I was at home. It was a beautiful early Spring Florida day. I was very relaxed, calm, and upbeat. I was listening to a Wayne Dyer cassette (dating myself here, lol), and just pattering around my apartment.

While walking through my apartment I suddenly and spontaneously shifted into a different body, my "light bulb" body I call it, because my arm looked like a pliable fluorescent light bulb. Everything was dark, besides my light. Within the next step, I was back in my body.... and yes, it kinda tripped me out....a lot. I didn't say a word about it to anybody.

A few months later, the second incident: It was the end of the semester at USF. I had research papers due, finals were the next week, and I also had zero estrogen in me from stress, due to an ungovernable child....I was in peri-menopause, at 37. Heh, I was so stressed, and so very unhappy, was walking across a very busy part of campus, and yup, it happened again. The same thing, my body shifted into the light bulb body, and within two steps, I was back into my, harhar, wretched self.

I became so self conscious, because many people were around, and I wondered if I blinked out or was shine-shining, and I left campus. It was a strange 45 minute drive home.

I later found out at a channeling session that no, no one noticed, because my body was still here, that it was my AWARENESS that took me to the edge, not all the way there. The C's were the ones who told me I didn't yet know how rare higher awareness is. I still don't know what to think about that, and I've thought of it often in the last 20+ years. I mean, it seems to me if I had such rare higher awareness, then I'd still not be here, eh?....although I have had two opportunities to leave since. I chose to stay.

SO....I had two of the same experience, both of them me beginning to shift into another density, and in both of them I was in completely different frames of mind....one very positive, and one very negative/stressed.

And yet, still I was beginning to transition, in both incidences?....heh, suck on that Love and Lighters....


I'm sorry, Love and Lighters so rubbed me the wrong way. I'm glad their brigade has seemingly lost steam.


I'm curious, does this have you to thinking about what "level" your environmental and self awareness is at?

It's about more than there being a new thicket of trees, where there was before none, or a street's businesses have some been moved around, or there's a WHOLE new Chilis, where there was not one before.... that happened around me. It came ready made with a three year Internet history, I looked. I drove by that very place 100s of times, no Chilis, then there's a Chilis.


My gawd, the high strangeness is befuddling at times ....


Talk to your DNA, to have it to bring forth an acute sense of awareness, and then prepare yourself, because you just might get it.

Ask your subconscious a why question/afformation about developing your awareness....and this will also help with consciousness cleaning.


My heart to youse guyses....

I was reading through my last post, and my expanded self piped in--

"This happens when real life hits, and fantasy becomes naught."


....heh, gotta love my expanded self sometimes.

Jeebus....harhar, I think I'm a bit shocky right now, and I don't know where else to post this. I don't want to start a new thread....I'm only going to be on GLP so much longer. Might as well put it on this thread--

Thread: Noah's Ark, The Atmospheric Canopy and the Bathymetric Scar from when the Fountains of the Deep burst forth




Firstly, I have been thinking about that OBE the past two or three days, numerous times a day, along with the one that had preceded it by a few months, whereas I may have thought about it once or twice a year before (happened in 2010). I have had so many synchs, coming full circle on somethings, in the past three weeks, I've now lost count....I'm just smh, it's so much.

Ahem.

Given I was viewing through a portal and didn't go through the portal, I was most likely at a density border realm crossing.

....could it be that I viewed the new 4D earth after being created?....

What a wild, but all the same grounded thought....I mean, what good is a planet if it's all water?....or I suppose it would be an adaptive way of life, if it's all one knew.

But still, that our planet was created with a water vapor canopy, then wouldn't it be grounded to think another might be created the same way?

Harhar, I'm trippin' right now....