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Cleaning Your Consciousness Clock

 
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Hello you shared to me this thread a few days back trying to assist me in awakening. I appreciate your stories and past experiences but I’m still confused on we’re to go and what to do. I often can sense energy in ways and it often feels as though something higher is speaking to me through thoughts and dreams. But how do I progress and learn to understand my higher self and any other beings trying to contact me. I can’t seem to be able to communicate properly and understand messages being sent to me. I don’t even know if I fully believe it half the time feeling as tho I’m just delusional and don’t know what to believe in. I try to love myself but honestly I don’t think I know how to love or feel properly. I wish to have the breakthroughs u speak of like when you had visions of your past life. I want to be able to understand and perceive these energies and messages truly. But I don’t know what to do to make this happen. I pray constantly for enlightenment and change and wisdom and everything in between. I think I’m going to read the first book you mentioned about visualization it is one thing I often struggle with especially while trying to meditate. I would appreciate any more insight you could share with me
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Hello you shared to me this thread a few days back trying to assist me in awakening. I appreciate your stories and past experiences but I’m still confused on we’re to go and what to do. I often can sense energy in ways and it often feels as though something higher is speaking to me through thoughts and dreams. But how do I progress and learn to understand my higher self and any other beings trying to contact me. I can’t seem to be able to communicate properly and understand messages being sent to me. I don’t even know if I fully believe it half the time feeling as tho I’m just delusional and don’t know what to believe in. I try to love myself but honestly I don’t think I know how to love or feel properly. I wish to have the breakthroughs u speak of like when you had visions of your past life. I want to be able to understand and perceive these energies and messages truly. But I don’t know what to do to make this happen. I pray constantly for enlightenment and change and wisdom and everything in between. I think I’m going to read the first book you mentioned about visualization it is one thing I often struggle with especially while trying to meditate. I would appreciate any more insight you could share with me
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I'm sorry, I just now noticed this....hugs I wasn't ignoring you.


Lovey, you know what I see in your post? Someone who is very down on themself, and doesn't trust themself.

You're seriously going to need to fix that before anything else.

You say you don't know what to do. Start by believing in yourself....I mean, what is there about you not to believe in?

Please think about that question deeply, okay?

And if I were you, I'd begin a litany of afformations to counteract all the neg messages you're sending yourself, and get you going on a right foot. Afformations such as--

Why am I now understanding I can know myself through in and throughout?

Why am I now believing I can understand all put before me?

--something like those, or make up your own.

And ask yourself, lovey--

Why am I now so happy?


Ask these questions multiple times a day, and do not stop....it's better than sitting around doubting yourself, yes?


My heart to yours....hugs
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


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I'm watching some yt videos from the Cosmic Agency channel, and I formulated what I think is an awesome afformation, it's one I'm going to start uttering with regularity.

I wanted to share it, in case it looks good to anyone else....hf

It is a little long, but I think that's because it covers such a broad base of work--


Why am I now letting go of all resistance I harbor that reigns me in from my incorporeal consciousness knowledge?


The first time I said it aloud (just now), I let out a very deep sigh while saying it....really, it came in waves of sighing, very quickly....I don't think I've ever had quite such the intense sigh before. It's like it was rushing-gushing.


whew....lots of pent up energy in me. And now my cellular structure is starting to rattle....holy shenackles!

I kinda feel like I'm being pulled apart at the seams....that's a powerful afformation for me.

Thinking about it now, that afformation covers so many bases, none of the least being the fear of enlightenment, as well as f'n letting go of only what I'm only allowed to know.

Heh, I'm incredibly aware of how "boxed in" I am in this bag of bones, but that's just something that's been pounded into our consciousnesses for millennia-many....yet I am aware of how difficult that is to rise above.


thinkfelix


Boy howdy, I'm going to be saying that so much, it's going to be running in the background of my mind forever more....grinning


My heart to youse guyses....send
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


...I adapt to the unknown,
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by myself, but not alone...

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Oh, I didn't know this had been bumped. Thank you, youse guyses....hf
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


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that you, liathwulf? i ask, because upon reading through this thread, i swear i recognize your style of writing (An_m_l__s U.E. The S_____ _AME, c__l____ns from dr__ml_nd, etc..) While reading, reminds me much of the nuances found about the spark in the Ark of a Green Lion's little left eye. [wink, wink]

Anyways, if 'tis you, just wanted to say THANK YOU. Your writings have crossed my path at supra-synced moments. Truly, a lifesaver, you are.

let's live OUR myths in a semblance of compassion
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that you, liathwulf? i ask, because upon reading through this thread, i swear i recognize your style of writing (An_m_l__s U.E. The S_____ _AME, c__l____ns from dr__ml_nd, etc..) While reading, reminds me much of the nuances found about the spark in the Ark of a Green Lion's little left eye. [wink, wink]

Anyways, if 'tis you, just wanted to say THANK YOU. Your writings have crossed my path at supra-synced moments. Truly, a lifesaver, you are.

let's live OUR myths in a semblance of compassion
~3utmost6balance9
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No, I am not "liathwulf".....hugs
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


...I adapt to the unknown,
under wandering stars I've grown,
by myself, but not alone...

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There's something I want to share with youse guyses. I've recently been doing energy working sessions with people, but I've just only started this kind of work....whereas years ago I did Reiki.

I've worked with apx 10 people, and out of those 10 people, two had inner children that were suffering horribly.

About a month or so ago I kept having the thought of my inner child come to me, so I got crayons and a coloring book, and colored. About a week later I "saw" my inner child coming up to me with a bouquet of red flowers, just beaming the biggest most delicious smile, I wanted to eat her up with a spoon....and I had to smile big myself. I felt the joy my inner child was bringing me.

Our inner child is a part of our human bean consciousness make up, and one we rarely even think about, if even we do.

Check yourselves youse guyses. Our inner child is where we get a lot of our joy from, and I suspect due to the hell we've been living through, yours too might be huddled in the corner of your consciousness sobbing, and suffering.

I color with crayons in coloring books to engage my inner child, and I suggested one person get a race track set, because I "saw" their inner child playing with toy race cars.

Do something that will let your inner child know you're aware of it, that you love it, and that you're grateful it's there to bring you some joy....and guess what? You might just get some....hf
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


...I adapt to the unknown,
under wandering stars I've grown,
by myself, but not alone...

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I am nearing the end of a profound for me consciousness cleaning effort, and I wanted to post about here, in case anyone is following this thread, though it has been quiet.

This is what set it all off--

Thread: I just had an other-lifetime regression spontaneously done with me....by me

And this thread has about it's ongoing (freaking) saga--

Thread: There are two problem areas I'm noticing while doing energy work: The solar plexus and our Inner Child


I was going to start with the place wherein I picked up on it in that thread, but it's an important thread, so I'm thinking youse guyses are going to want to read all of it.

Apparently, the cleaning never ends....although this was a big one for me - more so for Boudicca - and I am hopeful this is the last of it.

I'm just not finding anything else to work on. I knew Boudicca's lifetime was challenging me, but I didn't realize the depth it was challenging me, and I've nearly gotten all the cleaning finished.


whew....for sure, it has been "a ride" through in and throughout me the past few days....hf
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


...I adapt to the unknown,
under wandering stars I've grown,
by myself, but not alone...

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Bumping to look through when my eyes aren't heavy from Christmas Eve cheer but am looking forward to reading through the thread.
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Some good points...underwent reiki healing myself before deciding to just get attuned to do it myself.
Found a mix of what I learned there with what I do naturally worked OK...best was when I just got out my own way and *did*.

Course...was not the best environment...one lady threw up an octopus after getting a tattoo of a sigil taught by the reiki master...but I digress and have discussed it elsewhere.

Sheep, lambs, happy little things that don't question the narrative and would not dare to oppose it are prized by farmers...no one likes the bull that constantly attempts to break out of the pen...having worked on farms, they tend to get sent to the slaughthouse. Gives the others ideas I guess?


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Picked this up at a market today. My pup got swarmed for pats and I'm proud to say she's carrying on her foster mums legacy...even got called a bear, my old girls nickname =)

Guess it depends to the demons you are referring. Slaughtering a demon of addiction does likely mean you won't be dealing with it again...but as you see with many former addicts of say the AA variety, suddenly they look down on everyone who drinks...they lose that empathy.

Many would want to do away with envy...but sometimes envy can become a power we use to motivate ourselves. Rather then it being a demon that has us hissing at the neighbour with the nice car, we instead ride the demon to earn our own vehicle. Much like how violence is Oft betrayed as an evil, the willingness to do so literally prevented a fist fight for me the other day. The bloke with his fist raised and back ready to swing saw that not only was their no flinch...but the slight twisted grin on my face said he was welcome to initiate such.

Being afraid of our dark is as bad as being terrified of the light with in us. Rejecting one side of the coin leaves us with a rather...flat...object...and if we're here to expand and grow beyond what we came in with that may mean tears, healing and anger over (just due to some of the threads tonight) a betrayed heart...we can nurse our demon and ignore our angel and never heal and find love...or we can squash our demon and only listen to the angel and fall for the first thing that bats its eyelashes because we did not learn from our demon.

Blowing out the cobwebs, throwing out parts that no longer belong seems part and parcel of cleaning...but sometimes it's polishing a object long forgotten that turns out was pure gold with jewels hidden beneath the dust...
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I was referring to the type of demon that comes "straight from hell", and in a general sense. And if an addict is constantly brought back to use, then there's something still in them bringing it to them....an underlying reason, like body memory/cellular memory.

It's why I had the nightmares, standing in front of the mirror with an ungodly amount of cocaine just ready for me to use. My body remembered the abuse, wanted it cleared, so it kept taking me back to it.

Given I had that major heart attack a few years ago, I have wanted and tried so hard to quit smoking cigarettes....sigh I have not been able to....and I feel like such a failure within myself. Pfht, and I've been an addiction's counselor, go figure.

Heh, I'll probably die trying to quit smoking/ it'll be the death of me.

I mean, what part of having a major heart attack, almost dying, isn't enough, straight up, to have me putting the pack down for good?

What part of a recent lung CAT scan that diagnosed me with mild emphysema and showed a tiny growth - 1.2 cm - on a lung lymph node of mine, that isn't enough to have me putting the pack down for good?...doesn't matter it was noted that most often these types of growths are benign.

Addiction is a beast, an unholy beast....but I found my way once, I hope I can find it again. 45 years of smoking is a lot to push past.

I remember talking to Diesel Tech about it on the phone, and the moment came when I had to own it, I told him, "Oh my god, I'm an ADDICT!" I was horrified at the stark realization.

But, I feel a renewed sense of purpose since talking about this here and now, perhaps I'll find the way to put the pack down for good.

It would probably help a lot if I'd just quit sending myself negative messages - I can't do it! It's too hard! I lose my mind when I stop! - because I'm weak when it comes to it. When I do give myself positive messages, it's much easier not to smoke for longer stretches of time.

I need to get on my side about this, and stop letting the addiction monster steal my health from me.

But so youse guyses know, I have cut back on the amount I'm smoking. I am trying.

Heh, my expanded self, "Don't try, DO"....and I know they're right. It gets a touch frustrated with me at times, understandably so. There's not a single person or entity that tells me it's okay to smoke cigs.

I can't even think straight enough about how to formulate a plan....fuck me runnin'.

Sorry about word vomiting my personal issue right out where everyone can see it.

Meh, maybe it's for the best, and someone struggling within themselves will find something they can find to fix their issue, after watching me upchuck mine.

I can barely think I can quit, much less believe I can quit. I can't lie to myself or another, thinking I am capable of quitting, when everything else is screaming I can't.

I need to fix that. I need to pray for myself, talk to my DNA, like my life depends on it, because it does.

Otherwise, I'm going to be allowing them to steal my life from me.
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I followed a link from another thread where you posted this and, although it looks like you've closed the book on this one so I'm not sure you'll even see this, I wanted to say thank you so much for posting the info.

I know I have work to do. I was doing a LOT of work in my 20s and then going into my 30s I started a family and didn't make a lot of time for working on myself. And I've felt very vacant as a result, like some very important part of me has been missing. For a long time I thought it was because I'd given up hobbies and just between work and kids and making a happy wife (for a happy life!:) that I just wasn't allowing myself enough "me" time.

I've come to realize this was my path and that it has been my consciousness screaming at me to get the hell back on it but have picked up a lot of mental baggage along the way.

This gives me a nice starting point to jump from and I wanted to say I really appreciate you and everyone who collaborated here and shared.

hf
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I followed a link from another thread where you posted this and, although it looks like you've closed the book on this one so I'm not sure you'll even see this, I wanted to say thank you so much for posting the info.

I know I have work to do. I was doing a LOT of work in my 20s and then going into my 30s I started a family and didn't make a lot of time for working on myself. And I've felt very vacant as a result, like some very important part of me has been missing. For a long time I thought it was because I'd given up hobbies and just between work and kids and making a happy wife (for a happy life!:) that I just wasn't allowing myself enough "me" time.

I've come to realize this was my path and that it has been my consciousness screaming at me to get the hell back on it but have picked up a lot of mental baggage along the way.

This gives me a nice starting point to jump from and I wanted to say I really appreciate you and everyone who collaborated here and shared.

hf
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Yes, I just only now saw this. I'm sorry.

Creating this thread was my pleasure, and it tickles me pink that it's something you are liking, and it has inspired you to look into you even more!


My heart to yours....send
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


...I adapt to the unknown,
under wandering stars I've grown,
by myself, but not alone...

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I do think my consciousness clock is pretty much now all cleaned up. At least so far, so good....flower

Last year was a huge year for me growth-wise. I integrated the last of the ones I was to integrate, and a MILAB gatekeeper was removed.

I found that gatekeeper back in 2012, but I was unable to remove it....and plus, it wasn't presenting itself as a controller, a part of the MILAB program, but it most definitely was. Another healer was able to remove it a few months ago....and I'm very grateful for that person.

And I'll tell you what, I am surprising myself at how well I'm doing since those two things have occurred. Of course those two things stand on the shoulders of all the scrubbing I have done. It is a process.

I feel like a whole new person and energy worker, someone even more capable than I was before these two things occurred.

Heh, it is so very worth the struggle of getting through cleaning your consciousness clock, because you come out the other side of it a more whole, more capable, and more sound human being.

I am better prepared to serve now, eh?

Like I've said, it's the most Service to All thing you can do to clean your consciousness clock....hf
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


...I adapt to the unknown,
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by myself, but not alone...

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"As unusually cruel as it sounds, everything happens for a reason (it took me a couple of years to understand this). Most of the reasons are so we wake up, and clean up. With regards to your consciousness health, stop continually blaming for the same thing over and over, or you’ll likely never get where you want to be....whole and happy, living a life realized."

ive heard that we are not here to make choices, but to understand why we make the choices we do. and if we can understand why we make the choices we do, we can then change how we make choices.
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"As unusually cruel as it sounds, everything happens for a reason (it took me a couple of years to understand this). Most of the reasons are so we wake up, and clean up. With regards to your consciousness health, stop continually blaming for the same thing over and over, or you’ll likely never get where you want to be....whole and happy, living a life realized."

ive heard that we are not here to make choices, but to understand why we make the choices we do. and if we can understand why we make the choices we do, we can then change how we make choices.
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That sounds about right....hf


All I know is that while I was deep in the process of cleaning my consciousness clock, I could FEEL myself changing.

Have I changed the way I'm now making choices, compared to the past?....I hadn't thought about that until right now, and yes I have. I'm far less judgemental in the choices I make today....heh, I don't see boogeymen everywhere.
You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller


...I adapt to the unknown,
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by myself, but not alone...

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