I won’t act like I understand this because I don’t:

Around 2008 I had a dream that my entire room filled up with water and was blasted by a golden light. It spoke something over me in an unknown language and then said this:

“There is power in purity”

As a sinner, I have experienced great peace while making choices that honor God based on the Bible and its requests for holy living.

It’s hard to see it while sobering up since the body feels “miserable”

Once the pain and misery from that passes, see how you feel experimenting with one week of trying your best to be blameless and sinless. It’s your effort that matters, don’t be discouraged by failure because it does happen.

See how you feel. Beat the taboo effect by giving yourself 100% grace to fail as much as possible.

I promise God is more concerned with our sincere effort and not results.

Attempts at pure living seems to create a scenario where you literally bump right in to God…. Maybe it will be a tear filled break down where you are overwhelmed by joy and euphoric sensations. Maybe it will be very pleasant dreams that seem to last a long time.

I apologize for not being able to describe this better