At this level of awareness it is disingenuous to claim naive ignorance. We don't have the luxury to pretend that we live in a euclidean universe, victimized by random events, like normal everyday consciousness does.

We can't be preoccupied with pedestrian recapitulations of the surface of experiences, a la social media.

Life is a real, visceral experience, and the outside reflects your inside exactly corresponding to your internal state, no less no more. We create our personal reality based on our consciousness development.

That puts the responsibility on one to understand what the lesson means by accepting complete and total responsibility for what happens outside to oneself.

If you're not introspecting and offering insights, then stories are just lazy efforts to make money or get attention. Our truthful stories have embodied energy, and by sharing our introspective discoveries, we return that energy from the same place the story was offered. I think the Christian's here 'get' this.

Atonement, grace, forgiveness, acceptance, love and gratitude. There is no point in mastering the seen and unseen world, if you don't help others.

The Op has provided a remarkable document of an embodied light experience which has the potential to blast your awareness open, if you intuit the meanings. Thank you for the gift Op. I am a new man today because you cared to share, blessings. I am ready to receive your truth.