It's my birthday today, the big 50.

around the same age.

anybody lost ? like, have a “what now” feeling ?

okay. i’m 50. ive done all that. but i want to do more. but not sure what.

i don’t know. getting old sucks. but i don’t feel old. and i think i’m going to live to be 90. i’m doing just fine for 50. like i won’t “really” get that much older. like, i need a cain or anything. that really won’t happen

also. you get stuck in jobs. it’s hard to change jobs at my age. most companies don’t want to hire 50 year olds !!


i will get older and i will suffer and die. l. i just can’t comprehend it.

I was born during a blizzard in Buffalo NY, 50 years ago today.

I've had trauma, loss, and heartbreak but also some amazing times. Was fortunate enough to live the first half of my life in the age before internet. I was in my 30s when I got my first cell phone.

It's actually shocking that I made it to 50, I did a lot of crazy things in my youth. God was looking out for me.


It's all downhill from here!

around the same age.

anybody lost ? like, have a “what now” feeling ?

okay. i’m 50. ive done all that. but i want to do more. but not sure what.

i don’t know. getting old sucks. but i don’t feel old. and i think i’m going to live to be 90. i’m doing just fine for 50. like i won’t “really” get that much older. like, i need a cain or anything. that really won’t happen

also. you get stuck in jobs. it’s hard to change jobs at my age. most companies don’t want to hire 50 year olds !!


i will get older and i will suffer and die. l. i just can’t comprehend it.

around the same age.

anybody lost ? like, have a “what now” feeling ?

okay. i’m 50. ive done all that. but i want to do more. but not sure what.

i don’t know. getting old sucks. but i don’t feel old. and i think i’m going to live to be 90. i’m doing just fine for 50. like i won’t “really” get that much older. like, i need a cain or anything. that really won’t happen

also. you get stuck in jobs. it’s hard to change jobs at my age. most companies don’t want to hire 50 year olds !!


i will get older and i will suffer and die. l. i just can’t comprehend it.

Yesterday was my 54th birthday!! Happy Birthday!! The 50’s are GREAT!

I was hoping my sense of smell would come back after my covid last month, no smelling roses yet! Told hubby to pass on the flowers this year.

But I pooped today so I have that going for me!

today?! what is it with people who dont simply go twice a day?

i had a friend come to a 3 day festival with me and said "ill just go when im back home"

w......t.....f....?!