I loved chalk boards
I loved art loved music
Loved children loved to play
Tetherball. I loved being a mom
I loved my kids.

But was I an eternal child?
2008 it was disclosed who aye was
Will not reveal that.

wanted to let you know.
had a set of twin friends
Deanne and Deonne
Was more closer to Deanne
more then Deonne.
Deonne was more reserved.
Deanne and I just wanted to have fun.

Religion was introduced telling us we were bad
Spirit impregnated my mom. And I loved my mom and Aunt. But of course everything I ever loved was kept from me. Why?

Met a woman online she use to be Nietzsche
She said she wanted me to play her role.
She was very nice but then when I lingered thought to myself she acted odd. Showed signs of a twisted face like you don't know which side expresses on her face.

I always had to use words. expressed when was disappointed. Never would I choose to linger my feelings inside. What you hold inside will become a volcano.

I once got pinned being bad had to go to mental ward. I was just dumb to do it in front of everyone else. There are those that conceal well shine there faces smile to the world mumble under there breath. While many get in trouble asking higher power forgive them they know not what they did ? Or did they?

Money was always kept from me. Couldn't even have enough to create an art room for myself.
Write a book but yet sure Spirit inspired you to fill your pocket book.

Some of us come to explore. As the day passes. Art music expresses my soul.

One day I spoke said to on high within my mind. Wanted to create a world to heal tortured souls. Things always had a way to show up at my front door.

Before I go. There's no bird in a cage. But a cage around a bright star.