Everything bad going on in this world can be linked to two immortal beings. You are currently being conquered by an invading alien force.

What is it you want to happen at the end of the game? What is the outcome you are hoping for or trying to create?

There is yet hope guys.

Hippies.

I have no desire to take on human students. I have nonhuman students among the higher races to deal with if I want students.

I am sharing this information with you because you are the children of Mother Tiamat, Mother Earth, and you should know about your past and what has and is happening on this planet.

This planet was once the most beautiful paradise across the whole galaxy until it was invaded by the Vanir.

I wish to remind you of the beautiful paradise many of you got to experience in previous incarnations, so you remember who your mother is.

The Paradise the Aesir built, before Vanir invaded and cut it all down.

https://imgur.com/a/8eC5RX2

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The return of the Paradise that was lost.

If you look into the spiritual practices of the older religions of Northern Europe you will find a lot of what could be considered Tree worship.

This was because what the Aesir Gods wanted most was to restore this world to the Paradise it was before Sirius laid waste to it.

Like I mentioned it was the most beautiful planet in the galaxy.

The ancient trees allowed those that connected with them to enter directly into the akkashic consciousness of all reality.

This is why the ancient spiritual orders such as the Kadistu and Melchizadek came here and made this planet the location of many of their temples of learning.

The Vanir have always done everything in their power to remove the trees, because the trees hold the keys to humans reawakening.

The ancient Atlantians and their descendants honored this creation by planting trees and nurturing them.

Nowadays a lot of the Heathen religions are poor shadows of their former selves, fully infiltrated by agents of the Vanir.

Many pagans set up alters and present the gods with offerings. But the Aesir gods never wanted offerings like that. Loyalty to the Aesir gods was about giving back to nature.

You will find that many of the Aesir Gods had trees linked to their worship. Similar to what is shown on this chart:

https://imgur.com/a/Egb8XCf

the ancient pagans of Northern Europe made their offering to the trees they planted for the Aesir Gods, as a way of helping to restore paradise.

Offerings were not left on altars, they were given to the trees. Your left over table scraps were taken out and given to nature and the trees to sustain them.

This knowledge was lost when the Romans and their church began their campaigns to destroy real knowledge.

You can probably find lots of stories about the Great Trees through Europe that were once sacred spiritual locations that were cut down by the Church.

If you want to make an Aesir god like myself happy, plant and nurture some trees and give back to nature. Restore the Paradise that has been taken from you.

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I saw Him too...op isn't saying Jesus Christ isn't legit... everything op says is the truth...it's been revealed to me thru bits and pieces...over the last six plus years...after I prayed about the meaning of Jeremiah 33 3...I prayed months and fasted about it also...then the answers began coming...from many places...those answers took me outside the Bible to bring truth to my life...read the life changing book called Chariots of the gods...

Lol

If they're hot Orion green women who will make me their sex slave I'm selling humanity out. Sorry guys

Honest question, do you know of a book or collection of knowledge that was transported on the Titanic?

What are the chances of humanity resisting total enslavement in our current state? What is our best course of action to even stand a fighting chance?

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Why did Bruce Lee die?

If they have the tech to reach us they're probably not overly hostile. Otherwise we wouldn't be having this conversation.

Hi OP, thanks for your thread.
Earth is clearing, coming to higher vibration and is moving towards 5D ascension and it will be on 2026 or maybe later 2030. You said that Vanir will come also in 2030
Is two events the same? What do you think about shifting to 5 dimension? Can you please explain it more? Thanks

What is your knowledge of planets? To my best knowledge we are living in flat earth under the dome. My husband went to pass the dome in 2004 and there are crealy more continents past Antarctica. Mars and other plants are merely a bubble of trap light when examine through the dome. There are crealy far more world beyond Antarctica as it appears earth is the endless plane. I have not heard you mention this in all your previous posts up to page 24. Can you please kindly explain? Thanks

Well hmmmmm.

To start off the entire New Age 5D stuff is psy ops crap they made up to make the coming consciousness transition seem easier.

Because of the upcoming population decrease they will be having to find somewhere to move those consciousnesses in the meantime. So they are making up the 5D transfer as basically a way to move you into a new planetary matrix.

Not all the archons within the spirit world are evil, some are what I would consider neutral and they maintain the system. The archons are basically created to be matrix runners and workers for the Game of Poverty.

Now the Game of Poverty system has to move do something with our consciousnesses until we are ready to reincarnate into the system again. This system can get overwhelmed if souls aren't getting reincarnated.

This is basically their way of saying you are being relocated somewhere else where we want to have humans.

Where you end up is anyone's guess.

I do know that about 4,000 years ago, they took Ea/Odin into custody and basically told him he needed to go seed some new worlds over in the Alpha Centauri and Proxima Centauri systems and get them ready for humans to farm them, or he could join the fallen angels in prison. He decided to go build and shape new worlds. He had to give up what was going on here on Earth and go get those worlds built.

Its possible that they are planning to move some of the spirit consciousnesses from this planet over to those planets.

Some might be kept around for the rebuilding of a new civilization.

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Earth is not quite built the way they tell you, but I won't reveal that secret here. sorry

I will share that we are located within the womb of Sophia, its is a realm of spirit(water). When the Earth was created the waters were separated from the waters.

This part of the womb of Sophia is called the Abyss. Our reality matrix is within the Abyss. Space is similar to being super deep in the ocean.

There's a reason why all your laws are based on Maritime Laws.

Why its called the Holy sea.

Why Ea/Poseidon is known as the God of Waters and the Earthshaker among the gods and it why he's the world builder and creator among them.

They never left lmao. They're 4D while humans got degraded into an animalistic physical state when they got their multidimensional selves cut when the Anunnaki and other races re-engineered humanity into cattle. They're always around us...I know I've had contact with them and it's nothing special. Humans just forgot how to "see".

The trapped human spirits needed to heal from the trauma they endured here while being fed on by their own jail keepers who also were trapped by their own AI in this simulated matrix frequency trap as this is just an overlay over the true realms and is not the real home for us. The new planet has a green healing energy that cannot be corrupted. When I freed Dagon he went there to heal.

Copying this from another thread.

After speaking of the Yin/Yang aspects of reality and spirit consciousness, I'd like to talk about Norse Seidr Magic.

So for those that have studied Norse Mythology, you will recall that the Norse people had two types of magic that they practiced. There was Seidr magic and Galdr magic.

Now in the few sources that still remain that talk of the Norse people, it is often implied that Seidr was mostly only practiced by females, and Galdr was only practiced by males. This is disinformation.

I would like to begin by explaining just what Seidr and Galdr magic are. In simplest form, Seidr magic is tapping into the Yin/Spirit/Life energies and forces of our reality and Galdr magic is manipulating the Yang/Soul/Assembly energies and forces of our reality.

The closest thing we have to Seidr magic today is probably found in Shamanism. Seidr magic is NOT witchcraft. A lot of women like to call themselves witches in today's world, but the secret to witchcraft is working with the Archons, something that is not required if you learn the true secrets of Yin/Spirit/Life energy and our divine gifts. Witchcraft has a lot of roots in demonology, and due to the Church hunting anyone who followed any disciplines that were not of the Church, all these different arts all got labeled as witchcraft whether they were witchcraft or not.

Once again like I mentioned before the dark forces that have taken control of our world love their disinformation and love to teach girls that witchcraft is a good thing and that its part of their divine feminine heritage, but this is a distortion of the truth pushed forward by dark forces to bring more into the fold of darkness. They further this agenda by pushing witches in kid shows and movies, often making them out to be characters that women would look up to as heroines. Women who dedicated their lives to Seidr magic were often called Volvas, and sometimes norns. They did not need the aid of archons or demons to do the things they did.

In Norse mythology, the Norns are the foremost masters of seidr, since they use fate weaving to establish the fate of all beings – surely an allusion to the techniques of seidr, given the highly magical task to which they put those techniques to use in order to write the fate of all things. Perhaps because of this connection, a practitioner of magic was sometimes called a norn (Old Norse for “witch”) with a lowercase “n.”

Seidr magic was use for a multitude of things such as:

Divination and Clairvoyance, seeing things in the past, present, and future

Seeking out the hidden, both in the secrets of the mind and in physical locations

Healing the sick

Bringing good luck

Controlling the weather

Calling game animals and fish

Illusion and Mind Manipulation

Acting as medium to the Gods

Dream work and spirit journeys

And Astral Projection and entering the backdoors of our reality matrix

As I mentioned earlier, there is a major lie that is pushed forward that Seidr was only practiced by women, or incredibly effeminate men. This is another lie used to keep straight men from looking into these practices they are also capable of, just not to the level that females are due to their natural connection to the divine Spirit/Yin/Life energies. Just like men have an advantage over women in feats of strength, that doesn't mean that women aren't capable of training and also accomplishing feats of strength. Women only have an advantage in Seidr magic, not a monopoly. Because of this advantage, it was mostly women who went into the profession of being a Volva. Due to Volva's primarily being women, the powers that be in this world can easily make a lie claiming that practicing Seidr magic is a feminine technique, which would keep many men from ever looking into it out of the social stigma.

Much like Shamanism, to truly tap into the Spirit energies that make up this world often requires one to be able to enter into a trance state, which often involves shifting into theta or delta brain wave states. Within trance states you can get your consciousness to ignore or exit out of our material world and enter into the spirit world. Within this backroom of the Matrix, one can learn and discover things they never thought possible. Reaching these states of consciousness are incredibly helpful when practicing most of the forms of Seidr magic that requires divination or clairvoyance.

Seidr magic is all about tapping into the feminine side of our reality. Which is actually a massive chunk of it. As I've mentioned before our reality is composed of 95% Yin/Spirit/Life energy and only 5% Yang/Soul/Assembly energy.

Now because this is the feminine side of creation, of course females are better at tapping in to it. This sort of goes into how I talked about how the flows of energy worked in tantric sex magic in previous posts. That when a woman orgasms she opens up a portal straight to the source of Yin/Spirit/Life energy that could even be said to be a conduit straight to Sophia the Supreme Mother Goddess herself, and when a man orgasms he opens up a portal straight to the source of Yang/Soul/Assembly energy opening a conduit straight to God the Father, who is the source of all souls. Now because of this women can become charged with Yin/Spirit energy greatly increasing their ability to practice Seidr magic.

This is why Priestesses were a major part of most ancient temples, to truly tap into divine feminine spirit that our reality is built out of, you need a conduit of feminine energy. This is also why Oracles are most always women.

But being female isn't the only part of tapping into the Feminine Spirit energies of existence. What if I told you that your hair and feet are major tools in connecting with Spirit energy.

If you look at many of the ancient carvings and sculptures of the gods, you'll start to notice something, many of them don't have shoes. Did they know something we don't know, something that is purposely being kept hidden from us?

What if I told you that No Shoes, No Shirt, No Service that has become the stable of the business world was originally created as a way to limit our energies. Our primary source of Spirit energy comes from the Earth aka Mother Gaia. Although we do absorb prana/aether/orgone/chi energy when we breathe, we also require a connection to the Earth to properly complete our Chakra circuits. This is also part of the reason why the rulers of our world have decided to make all of our shoes have rubber souls, something that stops the flow of energy and cuts us off from source.

There are many health benefits to walking barefoot. Just google the benefits of walking barefoot and you can read all about it. The biggest benefit of all is being able to connect directly with Mother Gaia.

As you can see from these graphics, there's many benefits to walking barefoot, and I highly recommend you look into these benefits.

https://imgur.com/a/OnHZLiL

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Now I also mentioned our hair being a major tool in connecting with Spirit. This is also part of the reason why there is a social agenda that all men must have short hair, and why nowadays short hair in women is being pushed too. The longer your hair, the greater your connection with Spirit. Just as Samson got his strength from his hair, the Seidr magic practitioner gets their strength from theirs. You'll find several cultures around the world that still know this is true and refuse to cut their hair such as the Sikhs.

Just like a cat's whiskers, hair is an extension of the nervous system, it can be correctly seen as exteriorized nerves, a type of highly evolved ‘feelers’ or ‘antennae’ that transmit vast amounts of important information to the brain stem, the limbic system, and the neocortex.

Not only does hair in people, including facial hair in men, provide an information highway reaching the brain, hair also emits energy, the electromagnetic energy emitted by the brain into the outer environment. This has been seen in Kirlian photography when a person is photographed with long hair and then rephotographed after the hair is cut.

When hair is cut, receiving and sending transmissions to and from the environment are greatly hampered. This results in numbing-out. Cutting of hair is a contributing factor to unawareness of environmental distress in local ecosystems.

The hair follicle acts as a sensory organ and immunologic sentinel for the skin. Hairs detect mechanical stimuli above the surface of the skin, and the slightest bend in a hair activates neuroreceptors in the follicle, relaying important sensory information to the nervous system. The Langerhans’ cells at the opening of the follicle detect surface pathogens and activate the immune system.

To tap into this I'd like to share a story from the previous century.

During the Vietnam War special forces in the war department had sent undercover experts to comb American Indian Reservations looking for talented scouts, for tough young men trained to move stealthily through rough terrain. They were especially looking for men with outstanding, almost supernatural, tracking abilities. Before being approached, these carefully selected men were extensively documented as experts in tracking and survival.

Once enlisted, a horrible thing happened. Whatever talents and skills they had possessed on the reservation seemed to mysteriously disappear, as recruit after recruit failed to perform as expected in the field.

Serious causalities and failures of performance led the government to contract expensive testing of these recruits, and this is what was found. When questioned about their failure to perform as expected, the older recruits replied consistently that when they received their required military haircuts, they could no longer ‘sense’ the enemy, they could no longer access a ‘sixth sense’, their ‘intuition’ no longer was reliable, and they couldn’t ‘read’ subtle signs as well or access subtle extrasensory information.

Now the military never admitted to this, but once they began to listen to these recruits and conduct tests of their own, they found that the Native Americans were telling the truth about their hair being the source of their abilities. To counter act what they had done, they stopped cutting the hair of their recruited scouts and began to partner them up with the ones who did have cut hair. Every Native American scout from that point on worked on a buddy system.

Although the powers that be in this world would like to tell you not to look into the teachings of other cultures and that doing so is cultural appropriation, I would actually argue the opposite. What if I told you that Northern Europeans and Native Americans once lived together and were both during the times of Atlantis part of the same nation and considered each other brothers. And that many of the spiritual practices that the Native Americans have practiced for generations, are incredibly similar to those practiced by the ancestors of the Norse people. In fact, if you look into the history of Northern Europe and Asia, you'll find that many of them once lived very similar to that of the Native Americans and being one with the land, many with nomadic ways, until they were conquered by the southern kings who enslaved them and forced them into their cities to work. In fact, you'll find the entire story you've been taught in school about slavery is a lie, and not even close to the truth, but that's not a story for a post about Seidr.

So knowing what we know about hair, what if I told you that the Norse people originally didn't cut there hair, and that this practice was adopted later after the Romans conquered them and began to impose the laws of the Reptilians and Vanir upon them to make them better slaves and disconnect them from Source.

So to wrap up what I've shared so far. What makes people believe Seidr is a feminine tradition? Mostly that having long hair enhances your ability and that females have the ability to store larger levels of Yin/Spirit/Life energy within them due to their multi-orgasmic nature.

Having shared some information about Yin energy and the abilities you can tap into with it, now I'd like to talk about Yang powers.

Yang power grants strength much like Goku in Dragonball Z. The more Yang power you grow the stronger you become and you gain special abilities at higher levels. This is the secret of the Taoist Immortals of the East. Once a person has accumulated Yang energy within their bodies they can do amazing things such as punch through walls, jump high enough to clear a house, heal, project lightning, and fire chi blasts. Once one has reached these levels they can also unlock immortality and even raise themselves from the dead like Jesus.

You might have heard of the Dynamo Jack chi master who was able to light things on fire and heal people using his chi powers, he was even recently featured in the Superhuman documentary on Amazon.

There are several videos of him on youtube such as this one:


Here's a video of him conducting a level one Mo Pai Chi arts test. Where they test to see if the student has built up enough Yang energy within their Dantien to knock over an object.



Men have to build up their yang powers in order to truly unlock their yin powers. Yin energy only flows and accumulates were Yang already exists, so once you build up your yang energies you can invite in the Yin power and gain protective and clairvoyant powers.

A master full of Yin energy is almost impossible to harm, allowing you to create forcefields around yourself that can stop bullets, and can do things like teleport and fly.

Being able to do things like fire lightning bolts requires possessing a mastery of both energies and then pushing your energy centers together to create a charge. Same with telekinesis.

Remember in Ghost when the subway ghost teaches Patrick Swayze how to use telekinesis and he says its all in your gut? Well your sacral chakra is the location of your dantien, storehouse of Yang energy, and the root chakra is the location of your primary Yin flow, most excess yin energy is stored within the legs. When you force them together it creates a charge that can be used to create lighting or charge objects.

If you want to pull something to yourself you need to send out Yang energy into the object you wish to pull to you and then create a Yin gravity well in your left hand(if male) which will pull the object to you.

If you want true power, such as the ability to use telekinesis, instantly heal, become invincible, teleport, and other things. I would look into the teachings of the Immortal Chi masters, such as the arts of Mo Pai and Nei Kung, its one of the few sources left on this world that can give you those secrets. Most of these secrets were wiped out within the western world by the Church.


Look into the following books to unlock your superpowers:

"The Magus of Java" by Kosta Danaos

"Nei Kung The Teachings of the Warrior Sages" by Kosta Danaos

"Seeking the Master of Mo Pai" by Jim McMillan

"Enter Mo Pai: The Ancient Training of the Immortals" by James Van Gelder (This one has the most technical info)


Once you unlock your inner power, superpowers are the norm. Awaken your powers and save the world.

Now for some tips on how to gain and store yang energy within yourself.

Yang energy is built up by filling up your Dantien energy center.

Yang energy can be gathered in several different ways, the most powerful and important is semen retention, because of this men have a far easier time gaining and storing yang energy. Women actually gain yang energy during the act of sex, while a man loses it. This is why women are sometimes known have more energy after sex, and men feel drained. Not that that is always the case.

Another way to gain Yang power is Sun gazing.

You can find more information about Sun gazing here:

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Like I previously mentioned, the number one most important way to build Yang energy is semen retention.

This is the secret to building great strength. In the Bible they talk about Samson, who they claim lost his strength because he cut his hair. But this is a lie, the secret exposed to those that can see. He actually lost his strength because Delilah seduced him and had sex continuously with him until his strength was drained.

This is the same in the tale of Enkidu, in the Gilgamesh saga. Enkidu was a great warrior living in the wild, possessing great strength that no man could match, until Gilgamesh had them send a woman into the wild to seduce him, after she had been sleeping with him for a week or so, then they finally went after him for he had been weakened.

Some masters claim you can still have an orgasm rarely based on your age. For men in their 20s, one ejaculation every four days, in their 30s, one every 8 days, in their 40s, one every 16 days, in their 50s, one every 21 days, and after 60 plus it should be completely avoided. Although a robust 60+ could possibly afford one every month.

Besides semen retention, you must meditate and pull in Yang energy through the air. Yang energies main source is from the sun as it is a solar/fire energy. The plants of this world also breathe it out as they process it, filling our air with it. It is in the Prana, Chi, Mana, Orgone, or Aether that we breathe in.

The mainstream narrative will tell you that your lungs primary function is the absorption of Oxygen, but his is not true, that is its secondary function. Its primary function is the absorption of Prana, Aether, Chi energy out of the air. With nearly 45% of the lungs function being to absorb Aether, Prana, Chi and only around 10% of its function being to absorb Oxygen.

Meditating while doing breathing exercises allows one to pull in Yang energy. Full Lotus position is preferred when performing this task, but Half Lotus will still work. If Full Lotus is not possible for you, a Hand Mudra will be required. Do not strain and damage your knees trying to force a Full Lotus if you are not able to. The Hand Mudra should focus on touching the tips of the thumbs.

Three hand mudras are usuable, the first would be leaving the hand open and touching the tips of your thumb and index finger. Second would be to lay your right hand over your left and touching the tips of your thumbs together.

Then when you start meditating keep your spine straight and tuck in your chin slightly towards your larynx.

Once you begin meditating you should try and place your awareness on your Dantien which is located about 3 to 4 finger tips below the naval and about 2-3 finger tips behind the naval. This is where you will store up your yang energy.

When you breathe in while meditating you should be breathing using your stomach, focusing on taking all the energy in your breathe and pushing it into the Dantien. If done properly your shoulders should not be moving as you breathe only your stomach.

This is the primary beginner exercise for achieving the first level of chi master training. There are additional techniques you can use to make this practice more efficient. Seek out the books I mentioned earlier for more information on the techniques, and what to do later after you have filled your Dantien.

It takes roughly 82 hours of pure trance state meditation to completely fill you Dantien with enough Yang energy to begin the second stage of chi master training. Usually for most beginners they only achieve true trance state meditation for about 3 minutes of every hour they try and meditate, so this will likely take over a thousand hours of meditation for most to accomplish level one.

OP read a book about norse mythology and now he thinks he knows something. But he's really just full of shit. Fuck off back to Disny/Marvel

Here's some commentary from a guy who is also a master hypnotist, who has been practicing from these books.



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What do you think of Maximilien De La Fayette and the Anunnaki Ulema masters? He mentions building up the same energy.

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so, we know the nobody has balls of steel, or is one yin and the other yang?

Cool story Bro

IDK...I like the thread and all and it inspires a nudge of truth memory but I find myself still wondering how any of this is practical?

What does a standard-issue white guy DO with this?

Are we to become preppers?

Are we to become ascetics,monks, saints?

Should we join a TM Ashram?

How shall we salvation? Or should we just resign ourselves to unreincarnatable cannon fodder?

Should we hopeless and damned kill ourselves in order to free ourselves from this system like done in the past?

What about recent revelations like Mudfossils, Flat Earth or even just the bit about "The Sun" being only a focal point through a firmament dome, Crater Earth, Mudflood/Tartaria, The Plasma Apocalypse/Periodic reset, Rama=Rome therefore all of history is relocated to India and not the Mediterranean, Antarctica and North Pole stuff like Mt. Meru and Inner Earth....

Your narrative seems to better fit a pre-internet collection of alternative theologies and concepts and ignores recent findings.

Or if you are aware of more recent movements amongst the alternative...perhaps spend a spot of time debunking them?

What you want me to tell you what to make for dinner too?

Do whatever you want. You are a player within the Game of Poverty. The gods are players within the Game of Poverty, anything they are capable of you are capable of.

I'm sharing with you the basic knowledge about yin and yang consciousness energy to strengthen your consciousness so you can make that choice.




The choice is yours to make. You are the player. What do you want to do within this game you are playing?

The path ahead of you is the same path that was ahead of a caveman, the world is yours for the making.

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I'm O- as well. A Leo born in 1966. Brown hair with some red and blue eyes. Eastern European, German and Irish blood. Any insight on my alien bloodline? I'm also a follower of Jesus and the New Testament.

You're comparing spiritual salvation concerns with what to have for dinner?

I think as a higher being you would understand the vast difference between the two and not be condescending?

You have all the answers except for what is practical, which suggests you're a bullshit spinner.

Platitudes are on offer here, but as we know platitudes are empty.

You say "Do what I want" yet in other responses you suggest that reincarnation will not be possible for many in the near future. I would choose to do what would prevent me from being trapped if I know what those things to do were, and what is (again) MOST PRACTICAL in that endeavor.


Reasonable questions from one looking at your material.

You here to help or to pontificate?

Incredible summary and amount of informations, i cant say for your history posts but this is what makes this thread worthwhile, although i already know some of it.

The thing is these exercises can be dangerous if you have qi stagnation and several other problems typical of the western world due to trauma and emotional repression (resulting in blocking the meridians and diminishing your abilities to absorb yin, yang and creating qi, greatly).

From my experience, i know i am yin deficient especially in kidneys (reserve of yin and source of jing which is what semenretention is about, whihc needs to be transmutated to be of use) stomach and liver, add to that stagntion of qi in the kidney and liver with phlegm and excess damp due to long term chronic nature of it and weakened spleen. All of this in spite of eating well 95% of homemade with organic products, nearly no dairy (feeds dampness), no refined sugar, all cooked (raw destroys already weakened digestive fire), semen retention.

The issue being a state of chronic dissociation (DPDR) which seems to sustain itself no matter what is done and stems from a state of inner stagnation or stagnant qi, meaning if large quantity of qi, yang or yin are added by way of sexual transmutation, tonics/adaptogens, or even meditation, it WILL aggravate the issue. The main symptoms being a state of inner confusion, cognitively at the lowest one can imagine, disorganized thoughts and the uncanny inability to feel my feelings, emotions and even thoughts, in short, mental chaos and dominion over the body, heart and soul. A sickness of the mind in short which tire and weaken the brain and its abilities to focus and create.

SO i'm asking you, is there anything that comes to mind to help a human that has always got the feelings he could do the impossible and that superpowers like you mentioned were his birthright but could never tap into it because of family drama and environmental context (society..), and above all, ANCESTRAL HERITAGES which is negative and full of limiting programs (traumas, self delusions). For example, one's mother who has had shocking trauma in her childhood, have a fear of men - masculine due to that and had a boy, might transmit something UNCONSCIOUSLY and the boy would have a tendancy to self mistrust, and fear of the world (tendancy to kidney stagnation, related to the fear emotion).

Can you help? The issue is self-sustaining, a negative feedback loop. Can you look into it? I got nothing to lose to ask. You said you wanted to help the children of Tiamat. Some of them could possibly reveal to become great allies in this divine fight for freedom and harmony. I still don't know what destiny i have but you never know.