I dont think I can handle existence anymore

decompress with some movies or books or old tv shows you find funny and ask God to help you through

You mean...take the blue pill? I've tried.

Just let go of it. You're beyond that.

"Do not pay undue attention to the passing scenes of life. You are the immortal self (consciousness) living only temporarily in a dream that is sometimes (imagined) to be a nightmare. That is the higher philosophy (and truth) of the mystics." -- Yogananda

Alcohol. Stay buzzed.

I'm right there (here) with ya. To the T. Having a countinous bad stretch right now. Today was a mix of good and bad. Going to try to make it right before I sleep. I'm going to try to pray tonight. I hope it's received.

it's hideous, in a beautiful sort of way

Well spoiler alert existence is all there is and that's why we exist

That just made my schizophrenia worse.

Im on a steep downward spiral.

You don't have to handle it

Just throw back at life what life throws at you.

Try to imagine what God sees. Know that you can't.

Determinism is kind of like that. Is it is predetermined what happens in the end. But you choose your own level of suffering.

Be the best version of yourself no matter what outside influences are telling you. Fill yourself with triumph, an experience Gid can never have, and know that whats predetermined is better than that.

Godspeed

Weak and fragile is what you are, if you let the world dictate your behavior.

no shit

whats going on is sicker than even the fat man told us

I feel like cracks have formed in my mind and they're widening. Only a matter of time before there is a complete fracture.

no

i meant just take a break.

talk to God/Creator/AllFather and ask for help.

Yes I do think unplugging would be good but Im dealing with internet addiction as well.

The more you stress yourself the more you consume vital nutrients and molecules your brain need.

Take good potassium/magnesium salt, add some magnesium threonate. Be sure to have 2 running yolk a day minimum. Expose yourself to sunlight every day. Stay away from artificial light and stay in the dark at night.

Get fresh air

Eat good proteins, enough zinc, b3, b6 foods.

are you sleeping well, op? how about eating? do you tske any supplements or herbals to help? bc they do help. get some lemon balm tea, take b complex, take magnesium theoronate and zinc with warm milk before bed.

Fix the physical to enable the mental.

you can get used to anything?

Emotional state sets your perspective and colors everything.

The good news is only you make your emotions. They can be directed as you desire if you gain emotional control.

Love, Fun and Humor. These are good emotional perspectives to keep you balanced during testing times. You have to feel them deeply as often as possible, at all times if possible.


Worrying is pointless and makes your meat taste bitter. Consider those who may have to eat you as the food crisis kicks in.

Have you considered going vegan?
They are supposed to taste good.

Smokers taste bad they say.
Fat people are succulent.
Druggies taste out-of-it.

Doctors, Lawyers and Judges are flavorless, but they burn better than witches and could get humanity through the dark summer and winters ahead.

That means it's working. We're all personalities of one Being. Once you're out of your body, it's obvious you aren't that.

then you are probably bored. have pain issues whicj have me online too much....some is ok, a lot isn't. how about playi games instead? do you have a console or gaming computer? use solitaire on phone/tsblet/computer myself at times when i dont feel like using my console.

hole you feel better. buy your favorite foods and eat fruits and vegetables and good salads. eggs, too....like the other poster recommended.

You are close to enlightenment.


Hold Fast.

Haha! I mean I have to laugh because it's the worst advice ever!

OP - you gotta reach out and help someone. To get out of 'yourself'. Look around, there's somebody who needs a helping hand.

You're gonna be OK.

Read Psalms.

It gives you a fresh (and divine) perspective on this life's little trials.

^all good advice^

it's like a full time job just trying to take care of oneself, but you need to make it a priority

You should think about making your own reality/life, instead of being a prisoner.

Depends on the individual.

If this is enlightenment then I dont want it. I wish I was just back in my room playing videogames with friends again. As if we'd never grow up and never die. Blissfully unaware of what was to come.