sharing

i'm not sure how to do the mental and emotional part, and probably not the physical as well.

i'm going to get to sleep, and i hope i can put how i feel into words.

thank you for being my friend.

i'm glad i can talk to you with words like this again. i was struggling before.

you are everything to me. i wish i could just reach through the screen and hold your hand.

thank you for your understanding today.

good night.

go buy a boat if it makes you happy, see how long that sense of happiness lasts

the spirituality and trusting in God is a start.

the mental and emotional parts will follow

the physical is well being that fades for everyone and something that we have least input with age

what i have going on physically is taking a lot out of me.

i'm not sure if having a diagnosis is going to make me feel better or worse. or ease my mind so i can just focus on other things.

good morning!

how are you feeling this morning?

it's overwhelming if you don't take it step by step. focus on the spiritual.

good afternoon, a good day is predicated on waking up without pain

what i have going on physically is taking a lot out of me.

i'm not sure if having a diagnosis is going to make me feel better or worse. or ease my mind so i can just focus on other things.

i'm still in bed, last showered on tuesday.

are you in pain?

you already know what to expect. regardless, focusing on other things is a good therapy

i still take daily showers, showers can be motivating

i feel better when i talk with you.

what's new?

i feel better when i talk with you.

just know that i have a tendency to say the wrong thing at the wrong time.

my aunt stopped by this morning to bring me some kombucha.

Major Tom sat in the window with Athena this morning.

i'm just happy to be with you. when someone says somethong to me, i try to see it from their perspective.

that nice of her to check on you. the kombucha was an excuse to share?

tom and athena share the same concerns?

last Sunday my mom told me i was dressed like a clown.

she said she's going to bring me by some new clothes today.

i don't want new clothes.

it's hard for me to put clothes on bc my arms and hands, so i just put on what i can.

her bringing me kombucha once a week i guess has been a way to check in on me. she knows i will always say yes to kombucha. i have been unwell.

Major Tom and Athena both like playing and being wild. they were soaking up the sun together.

i can also have a tendency to say the right thing at the right time

but saying the wrong thing can ruin years of mutuality

did you think they realize the bubble they live in?

did you think they realize the bubble they live in?