Love and Support to CosmicGypsy as she goes through a life changing event

My sister, the word "thrive"....heh. I got two notices last year from my guidance that I was "exhibiting a failure to thrive".....this news I've recently gotten isn't a real big surprise to me.

I really wasn't understanding this because I am such a mostly happy and positive person....but the spirit and the body are different.

My body is preparing to give up "the Ghost", it is no longer thriving, and I don't think there's too much I can do about it, if even I wanted to.


Unfortunately, in this reality realm, we are born to die....


But just know I'm going to take the best care of myself on my way out....

My sister, the word "thrive"....heh. I got two notices last year from my guidance that I was "exhibiting a failure to thrive".....this news I've recently gotten isn't a real big surprise to me.

I really wasn't understanding this because I am such a mostly happy and positive person....but the spirit and the body are different.

My body is preparing to give up "the Ghost", it is no longer thriving, and I don't think there's too much I can do about it, if even I wanted to.


Unfortunately, in this reality realm, we are born to die....


But just know I'm going to take the best care of myself on my way out....

Can you still fuck? If you can, I'm happy to fill your cosmic hatchet wound for you. You don't need calming energy. You need that box filled with love. Warm love.

Can I ask how old you are? Sorry if it’s inappropriate, but you don’t seem that old. Purely speculative off your rhetoric. Sorry, just curious.

I'm 63. I'm blessed with a youthful attitude....

Oh no, how terrible.

Gotta be just a horror to deal with, the inability to breath and exert yourself.

Indeed! Love your comments, case in point, the one above here.



Keep that cheerful demeanor, not only is it youthful, but you shine light on others through could use it. Not to imply that’s your job at all! You just take care of you right now.

Well now, let me just share something with you...it just might curb your appetite to come play in my Toy Box?

First off, I've been through menopause....

Secondly, 1.5 years before my heart attack I had problems with my Toy Box. It was spitting out all this junk, lawdy. I went to three different GYNs, had four pap smears done, two swabs, and a biopsy.

For all practical purposes my Toy Box was healthy and fine....but it was so not.

I had the heart attack, and INSTANTLY my Toy Box issue cleared right up....heh, that's right, not more spitty crap coming out. I was overjoyed. The last GYN I had seen had wanted to send me across the country to an inflammation specialist....

That was then, this is now--

About three weeks ago, my Toy Box started up with the spitting crud out again....heh, the GYN receptionist told me I have a fancy Toy Box that sends me Bat Signals that my heart is having an issue....:lmfao:

This is why I'm going into the cardiac cath lab tomorrow morning. There was another small artery that was 30% occluded but the surgeon didn't want to fool with it, because my heart had already been through so much trauma. I'm sure it needs a stent.

I'm convinced once I get the stent put in, my Toy Box will quit spitting out sludge, getting all dried up in my pubes, and completely grossing me out. At least there's no odor....

So, tell me now, how much do you want to come play in my Toy Box right now?....harhar-hardeeharhar!


BTW, for those of you that don't know: Women have Toy Boxes, and men have Joy Sticks....


And this is just a small display of my wicked sense of humor....


Heh, I imagine at least three posters stomach's have turned over reading this post....lol.

Good luck CosmicGypsy! I hope you get to meet the Mass. GLPer and the other one closer to you and that you get some good prickly pear seed oil or beef tallow whatever we discussed at the elastin thread. It got deleted and I got canned. What else is new? I got canned with 4 ID's in 1 day this past week, heheh! For posting nothing foul at all. Another time I was very angry and posting smack all over the place and that ID lasted like 3 or 4 weeks! Unbelievable. A social experiment of sorts if there ever was one. Every day I thought I was getting the boot and nope: this place loves the trash and crass, only cans you if you got something + to offer. And why I limit myself to the dark side anymore.

Anyway, do you have any pets? I sense that would be very good for you at this moment, perhaps a medium sized dog? Take care of yourself and lots of renewed elastin fibroblasts to you!

I would dive in there and lick every fucking inch of that toy box.

One Law. Thought Rules the diagnosis treatment and outcome.

Act as If.