I think the vax ended my marriage

not the same scenario at all but at least itll force you out of arizona

sell for top $ and head to the midwest

this will end up saving your ass

By no means am I disregarding the good advice, I respect constructive conversation. And being distracted isn't terrible at the moment.

No one who got the vax is intelligent. Period

What the fuck do you know ruskie, nah just fucking with you. Yeah, we're selling and I'm headed for the ocean. I'm pretty sure her and our children will stay put, I can always visit.

You sound pretty fucked up as a person, could this have anything to do with them leaving you?


"I don't want to have to behead them but did promise, before I left, that if they became zombies I would."

That was just a running joke, dark humor.

Oh, and I don't deny I'm a bit fucked up in the head, who isn't?

THE fact she told you 2 hours before they got vaxxed says:
YOU HAVE NO SAY
SHE CARES LESS OF YOUR OPINION OR SAY AS A FATHER
SHE OWNS THE KIDS

You guys talking shit to this guy are massive dipshits who clearly don't understand. Karma will get you for it.

It says she's a woman and women are easy victims of propaganda.

Yeah, one of the main reasons I decided leaving was in my best interest.

Say more mean things, that's cool?? What the fuk are you 40 something going on 15? A Snowflake?

What they said was that if you were the man in the marriage and had balls, the woman would never have gone against your wish not to have the kiddos death jabbed. She would have known there would be extreme hell to pay and wouldn't have dared to do it, essentially she would have respected you.

Instead, while you are out of town, she goes out to the no-tell motel and is probably fucking your EX best friend.

CUCKOLD

Thank you. They can talk shit all they want, hoping it gives them a warm cozy feeling.

Someone that is intelligent in college or skills doesn't mean that is spiritual or emotionally intelligent. Life did you a favor, OP... I mean, SHE did you a favor. Start over.

Yeah, I'm a weak ass bitch. Click clack, what a mighty sword you wield. I have never understood why some people must always try to be hurtful. You can call me flower if you want.

Working on it, and this thread is helping me along.

Shit, this is a conspiracy forum. It started with a vax story but is becoming therapeutic in some sick way for me.

The story you described was you heading in a completely different direction. Not the other way around.

On a different note. Are there any boat pros in here, I'm talking trawler style boats?

I would have to agree.

True dat. I don't know you and you don't know me. You put yourself out there (here) for our opinions and I honestly gave you mine. Our opinions are gonna come with preconceived notions (hate the rich: you're all scum, is mine) so take that with your grain of salt and sorry if I offended. I'm negative-oriented, it saves a lot of time and heartache, and it works for me. That said, I wish you peace & to find your own happiness without or without the mrs.

I don't think I'm going to go back to her but can't say that with certainty yet. I am travelling the country at the moment and pondering all sorts of shit. I think I'm headed to the Big Easy for a moment, sounds like there's some cool shit there.

why agree to leave?

uh huh

did you both not make the covenant and commitment

...
for better or worse
for richer or poorer
in sickness and in health
until death do us part

uh in sickness and in health
covers all human infirmities and imperfections of health
- including mental health

- going through changes sounds like she's starting to hit meno

meno can be brutal
but no excuse to throw you out or say:

> ... and could not make our marriage priority. <



regardless of whatever changes are going on
you both make your covenant and commitment a priority

-_-

if you got severely injured at work or in a car crash
would she throw you away?

if so, she was never committed to you

Jesus lived in a time of Roman occupation. We live in a similar time. How did Jesus navigate that? How would you expect a world wide church to navigate this?



You are not an apostate for choosing not to follow Roman occupation, you did not pay your taxes to the Roman empire!

I am sorry your family could not see that.



OP this is terrible. Just keep swimming. Just keep trying. Her eliminating time with you was passive aggressive and painful. The traveling put fuel on the fire because the air was not cleared, and she was breathing in constant fumes all the while constant propaganda has been piped onto the radio, billboards and TV. Ever notice the government paid for all of that. The drug companies never advertised because they legally would have to claim the side effects.


I was no help OP. I am just sorry.


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That's what really fucks with me... was it the vax or was the vax just the catalyst?

Hey man, I'm sorry this happened to you.

Just remember that 80 percent of the people on this planet have no idea how the world works, or what true motives or intentions are behind events or program's.

Women are also followers and require strong leadership and set boundaries.

Ultimately people are people, and they will do what _they_ think is right. They have to deal with the consequences of their actions, even if it impacts others negatively.

I informed my "wife" gf and showed her all the medical studies, reports, news articles, independent research papers, patents, to the risks and true motives of these therapies.

So shes on board, and i gave her boy the "how the world really works speech". However my relationship with step daughter is poor, and out of my control.

All I'm saying is, you can't save everyone. And sad to say, most are not worth it. That's why its going down like this.

You can try to patch things up and try and hold onto what you got, and maybe emotionally distance yourself a bit but not in obvious way. internally.

I'd give anyone 10 to 1 odds that as soon as OP posts to Facebook about his new 20 year old girlfriend, his wife will suddenly discover he's the love of her life and want him back...

OP just needs a red convertible and a bleach blonde hussy from California to save his marriage...

You know it's true...

I get what you're saying. I left for my own mental stability, being there without her was tearing me apart. Being reminded of what I was losing whilst she went along with life with no concern for my well being was torture.

I did try to only be gone for a couple weeks but she shot that down so I left with no return date implied.

I am a "marriage is a forever thing," type of guy but do realize how unhealthy that can be for both parties.

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a substance that increases the rate of a chemical reaction without itself undergoing any permanent chemical change