I am just wondering,
I have a love hate relationship with drugs.

On one hand,
It has cost me everything including the clothes I wear,
to the point where I am wearing the same pair of clothes most of the time, and only have a few pairs total.

On the other hand,
Without it I am left trembling at the reality I have created for myself,
Yet I smoke and I no longer care, Instead thinking about things that bring me happiness, joy, insight, or knowledge.

I am wondering how many years did it take for you to grow out of your Drug Phase?

And how much money were you spending on Drugs each month before you found another hobby or a job or something else to do.

Living on Disability income and doing drugs all the time sucks, I can't wait to go back to work.
Honestly.



Or get abducted by aliens,
Whichever comes first!