i hope i dont go to jahannam... may allahu forgive my thoughts

last night i was watching a movie called Orphan... then came to my mind the story of Prophet mohamad as an infant.

i pulled up my 5th grade islamic schoolbook, i read the entire biography of mohamad as a kid. i was shocked.

now its hard to say... but i think he is, u know like... his father isnt real! not a father.. but just i guess random.... u know what im saying? also his mother gave him to another woman to breastfeed him... its make me think he wasnt suppose to be... u know come to life!! ok? some kids... not their fault... to be in this life... ok?

anyway its just a speculation... may allahu forgive me. i want to share my thoughts. no harm done.