63 and I can't take care of myself anymore

I'm so tired. I thought I'd have a few more decent years, but my energy level after the whole scamdemic is nill.

I have issues with functioning in heat above 80 and my circadian rhythms seem to be set for having no energy at all until 6pm. That's when I start to feel energized, coffee just makes me more sleepy, it has to be a latte and there are no more morning routines or places to go.

The lot across the street is for sale. When it sells, I'm next, with no idea where I'll go. I don't see how I can own again. I'm just to tired. The lawnmower broke for the 5th time ( just keep buying new ones since its cheaper than paying someone to mow the lawn). Soon I won't be able to do that.

I damaged my knee but the Physical therapy place was so horrible I cancelled the sessions. They were still wearing masks even though they didn't have to.

I wish I could have experienced what so many other women get to experience, being loved and pampered by people, always someone in your corner, brothers, uncles, cousins that all love and care for you.

Anyway just venting.

I'm so tired. I thought I'd have a few more decent years, but my energy level after the whole scamdemic is nill.

I have issues with functioning in heat above 80 and my circadian rhythms seem to be set for having no energy at all until 6pm. That's when I start to feel energized, coffee just makes me more sleepy, it has to be a latte and there are no more morning routines or places to go.

The lot across the street is for sale. When it sells, I'm next, with no idea where I'll go. I don't see how I can own again. I'm just to tired. The lawnmower broke for the 5th time ( just keep buying new ones since its cheaper than paying someone to mow the lawn). Soon I won't be able to do that.

I damaged my knee but the Physical therapy place was so horrible I cancelled the sessions. They were still wearing masks even though they didn't have to.

I wish I could have experienced what so many other women get to experience, being loved and pampered by people, always someone in your corner, brothers, uncles, cousins that all love and care for you.

Anyway just venting.

Mystery illness CFIDS/CFS (EBV) does this to you. IIRC, the liver regualates your circadian rhythms. In my case, I have that and several co-morbidities to go along (how fun!) So it's hard to tell, but internal organs affected. I'd go with the liver.

Feathery did mention she takes a steroid, now and then (IIRC). Steroids (gluco-cortico) mess up your liver. She possibly has fatty liver, which would cause energy depletion.

Also, I forgot: look into worms/parasites. Many in first world have them. Vaxa puts out a strong wormwood/homeopathics "Parasitin" capsules. Worked for me.

Lemon in water upon rising (no sugar, no eating) detoxes the liver fast. Dissolves fat. So does dandelion. To be used week/months BEFORE attempting milk thistle or you might end up like me: rhythmic stabbing pain in the liver, from taking milk thistle caps while having a severely fatty liver.

The M.Th REGENERATES your liver. But it needs to be free from fat, to be able to regenerate. So the lemon water and/or dandelion for several weeks or months before attempting the m.th. is best.

Also look into candida illness and the parasites I mentioned. Candida is a cult of an illness. I was put on a special diet for almost 2 years. Extremely restrictive and is more like punishment, because there's a lot of zealous "fight the candida" loons out there. (Bloggers, docs on TV in "Know the Cause", my first "famous" doctor that I saw in Santa Monica back in the 80s, and idiots who thrive on shaming and guilt tripping you---think dentist reproachs, while they have their fingers in your mouth.)

So be very careful of the candida cult: a bit of info is good, but this pushed me into orthorexia eating disorder and it makes all of the above worse.

Parasites can take several months to cleanse, but at least, you have visual results.

Hope this helps Feathery, and someone else out there.

Thank you very much! I started one capsule of Milk thistle per day about a year ago, mainly because I stopped all alcoholic drinks a few years back. I had no idea about dissolving any fat first. This is all excellent info! Thank you!!

They are replacing family/religion with big government , and this is the result

Agree, I am 60 and on 3 dating sites… I am decent looking, no major issues AND all the women are mainly concerned with their girlfriends, their clubs, and related selfish things. Hardly anyone wants a dedicated relationship any more!

How are you all finding these sorts of things to be?

I don't take ibuprofen. I'd have to really be in pain for that. I use a pain killer maybe once a year if that.

Sell. Buy a condo with low hoa fees so someone else is taking care of the big picture. Start getting vitamin drips. My 95 year old dad gets B12 drips twice a month and is paid for by Medicare. Always gives him boost. Give up coffee. Increase walking everyday.

Don't give up.

You guys that are lonely need to make some friends and don't think just your age bracket. There's plenty of young people out there who would like you.
I sell stuff online and meet all kinds of nice people. They even offer to do things for me because they see I'm not exactly young. So far I don't need help but there are good people out there. My tenants are always looking out for me as well.
I don't have or want close neighbors though.
Of course there's no good ones too, so be cautious.

Ok, I'll bite!

If you sell "stuff online" HOW are you meeting anyone if they live 3000 miles away??

we wouldn't like "young people".

HOW are "your tenants" looking out for you if yo have no close neighbors? Your tenants inside your house??

it's a mystery isn't it

Hahaha,...

So cool. Thank you kindly.

....Trolling much??

FAKE! There is no such thing. There is vitamins IV drips and B12 injections.

The IVs are SYNTHETIC vitamins, which can do more damage than good in the long run and the B12 injections... you're injection CYANIDE! (cyanocobalamin) Fail either way.

i think feathery is a good kind caring person

CAN WE START SOME SORT OF GO FUND ME FOR FEATHERY???

Yeah just messing with ya. I sell Craigslist or marketplaces within 30 miles of me, just easier that way

I'm so tired. I thought I'd have a few more decent years, but my energy level after the whole scamdemic is nill.

I have issues with functioning in heat above 80 and my circadian rhythms seem to be set for having no energy at all until 6pm. That's when I start to feel energized, coffee just makes me more sleepy, it has to be a latte and there are no more morning routines or places to go.

The lot across the street is for sale. When it sells, I'm next, with no idea where I'll go. I don't see how I can own again. I'm just to tired. The lawnmower broke for the 5th time ( just keep buying new ones since its cheaper than paying someone to mow the lawn). Soon I won't be able to do that.

I damaged my knee but the Physical therapy place was so horrible I cancelled the sessions. They were still wearing masks even though they didn't have to.

I wish I could have experienced what so many other women get to experience, being loved and pampered by people, always someone in your corner, brothers, uncles, cousins that all love and care for you.

Anyway just venting.

America ain't what it used to be. The social safety net is broken.

Why do you need to lie about having tenants? Just for fun?

Widowed 2 years. Am not overweight,don't do drugs, go to church every Sunday. I grow and can a lot of my own fruits and veggies, and I love to cook. I keep an immaculately clean house. I am totally debt free and keep it that way.

Yeah, I tried a few lunch/dinner dates. It seems all the men I met wanted someone to support them, a nanny, or a nurse.I will stay by myself, if this is all that is available.

This is a favourite hang-out of mine. The views are incredible.



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Best is to walk. If you drive you will miss all the best of it.