i want to be rich so i can marry

please someone reprogram the matrix so it make me, or so it finally allow me -soon, in a week or two- become wealthy and safe enough to be able to well-support/protect a wife for life, so i finally can be able to go search for a wife and marry her

what prevent me from having sex or marrying, is not me being gh@y/deviant, ugly/mutated, sexually weak, bad to my parents, arrogant, fearful, always at home, porn watcher, masturbator, woman hater, like how the creatures who belong to the enemy side of the matrix and who unjustly rule/judge/punish me and manipulate my life to make me poor/insecure/corrupted/damaged/defamed/legally oppressed, enough for me to be unable to marry; keep ceaselessly claims

and what prevent me from having sex or marrying, is also not just because i need to be in a public place were i am surrounded by females that are compatible with me for marriage, like how my side of the matrix insist to ceaselessly believe
thus, every time i want to marry, all what it do is just keep surrounding me by females that are compatible with me for marriage, while i am in public places, where my conservatism, fearing her family, fearing how people will react and fearing the Egyptian crazy strict anti-sexual harassment laws will prevent me from just looking at them, non the less talk to them
and were even if i can talk to them, i will not be able to propose to them for marriage
since what prevent me from having sex or marrying is that:
1-i do not have enough money(at-least a million)
2-i do not have suitable place(at-least a calm/new/strong/wide/clean home that i legally solely own it's deed)
3-i am not much safe, free or have privacy (i live since my birth while being always besieged/monitored/haunted/ruled
and harmed/threatens -together with my loved ones- by my enemies and their noises/laws/god)

the moment when i finally have enough money and safety, is the moment when i will marry
i can not bring a wife -or anyone- that i love, to live with me under the mercy of my evil enemies, in the hell of extreme poverty, noises, humiliation and threats
i can not marry a liberal marriage where my wife go to work and mingle with men to support herself or worse, to support me, this is shallow love or mere partnership that usually end with divorce
i can not marry old people marriage were our bodies are rotten, ugly and lack health/strength/desire for sex/romance and were death -the main enemy of love- is so close, sex and romance is only "young people thing"

i swear i will not use the money to take vengeance on the system
i just want to marry, actually, marriage will make me less dangerous
i am getting way too old, my teeth are smashed, my skin are getting older, i started to smell, i may have started to have sexual dysfunctions and it will be hard to find women that agree to marry me if i became older than this
i was supposed to marry at 7 years old
but instead, i was sexually deprived, harassed, dishonored, oppressed and threatened for 3 decades
i only want to have sexual/romantic conservative marriage, were i am the one who support and protect an obedient/loyal housewife
liberal, religuse and old people marriages are not much conservative/sexual/romantic

please someone reprogram the matrix to it change my category from:{someone who have marriage requirement(owning money/place/safety/privacy/calmness/health), but do not marry because he willingly refuse because he do not go out to see people, gh@y/deviant, ugly/mutated, sexually weak, bad to my parents, arrogant, fearful, always at home, porn watcher, masturbator, woman hater, etc} because this bullshit
into the category of {someone who can not marry because he do not have enough vital marriage requirement(owning money/place/safety/privacy/calmness/health) because some bad entity and his puppets manipulated his life to unjustly prevent him from having them, therefore he is in dire need of help}

Last Edited by Anor on 07/20/2022 11:30 AM