I was molested as a child, had a verbally abusive mom, and a neglectful father who ignored me. If I could do it all over again I would

you're insane, stop posting

I used to wonder why God placed me in such an abusive child hood, I was molested by my uncle, had a mother who constantly belittled me to a point where I had 0 self esteem, and a father who neglected me by ignoring me.

As a child, a teen and young adult, I would try to spark a convo with my dad only to have him not respond to me. Then I would see my brother talk to him and he would respond to my brother.

My mom destroyed my self esteem by belittling every little move I made. She called me stupid, dumb, idiot in front of family members. My self esteem was so bad that I really thought I was trash and worthless. I carried that mindset all the way to my 20s. It crippled my teens and young adulthood.

When people would work with me in school or work, they would always tell me that im intelligent, wise, and they always came to me for advice but because of my upbringing, i couldnt see that I wasnt the person my mom labeled me as. I just couldnt see past it because itnwas constantly drilled in my head by my mom that I was worthless.

It wasnt until my early 30s that I discovered that I was high iq, super creative, vivid imagination and I limited myself by believing my mom and dad.

I have no hard feelings about my past now that I understand why God placed me here. Jesus was with me all along through those abusive moments in my life. It was Him that helped me endure all the pain and trauma.

If I could do it all over again, I would take this same exact route because if I didnt, I would have never rescued 5 cats who were in dire need of help. 1 got her leg blown off but I took her to the vet, they charged me 1.5k to put a metal plate in her leg. All of them would have died had I never met them.

I would have never met these little furries who I love so dearly, if God had placed me in another time line.

I would deffinately suffer the pain I went through as a child just to meet and rescue these cats all over again.

If you are suffering now, just know down the road at the end there is a good reason behind it.

If I became rich then in my 20s, I would have never met these 5 cats and they would have died.

God knows whats best for us so put your trust in Him and let Him lead and do all the work.

Not a chance. You started it. Your slinging of hate and vitriol is a symptom of being eaten up inside by toxic hatred, and it's festering.

It will "ill" you.

You have health issues now, don't you?

How bad are they?

did you ever think that it may have at least been partly your fault?

from an introspective point of view - we all choose our parents to go through the lessons we need fulfilled in our lives.
I was horribly abused as a child also, and had narcissistic parents biologically. then my mother married two more narcissistic men after my biological alcoholic abusive dad.
I spent years in therapy and in and out of rehabs all before I was 21, I was in 4 rehabs and a halfway house.That was in the time when insurance paid well for rehabs - thy kept me in one for over a year back in 1985.
I finally got sober in 2011, the best thing i ever did.

i didn't start anything you bloodthristy psychopath.

i called bs bs, you developed an alergic reaction to it like every abuser does.

enjoy the sun, bitch

i didn't start anything you bloodthristy psychopath.

i called bs bs, you developed an alergic reaction to it like every abuser does.

enjoy the sun, bitch

So you got to stay a drunk for 26 years? What a luxury! Some of us got punished for smoking cigarettes and jerking off to pictures we cut out of the Sears Catalogue.

Yet you dont enjoy anything, do you? You cannot even engage in a civil conversation without spewing that festering vitriol inside, can you?

Don't you get weary of it?

This thread is freaking ridiculous! There is no way I would purposefully relive my childhood abuse just to save some freaking cats. You people are fucking nuts!

So you got to stay a drunk for 26 years? What a luxury! Some of us got punished for smoking cigarettes and jerking off to pictures we cut out of the Sears Catalogue.

who the fuck are you talking to, dude?

You, Croatia.

nope, i'm quite certain you're talking to yourself, aka projecting, since i'm none of the things you mention.

get fucked and leave sane people alone.

nope, i'm quite certain you're talking to yourself, aka projecting, since i'm none of the things you mention.

get fucked and leave sane people alone.

Croatia is ultra psycho

That foul mouth gives it away

Ignore the troll

Croatia is ultra psycho

That foul mouth gives it away

Ignore the troll

LOL! You just can't help yourself, can you?

You can't stop.

Lookit you, you're like that sauced up roomba that cusses up a storm ev'ry time it bumps into something hahaaa

i can help myself but can't help you, you like the kood aid too much. they even had to fly in a russian troll support

im sorry you're bored.

to make matters worse, he ain't trolling for russia, he's trolling american school. synagogue of satan and all.

i am not, i never before noticed a bona fide russian troll. this is a first for me.

to make matters worse, he ain't trolling for russia, he's trolling american school. synagogue of satan and all.

Lots of us had traumatic childhoods. Even us with really good parents. Sometimes circumstances create trauma that will be a factor in our lives. Yes Jesus protects us. The Demons are always ready to strike and rob us of glory. Revenge is up to the Lord. Thanks for sharing your story with us. God Bless.