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User ID: 80378081 09/07/2022 11:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, I still raise my kids right and jump through all the hoops, but my faith in humanity is gone. Quoting: ~V~ None of what is happening will end well. I see no hope. I've said nothing within this forum until now about my life. My wife of 47 years died 9 days ago. It's been hard. I can talk now without crying. She had a stroke 2 days before our anniversary. She was in the hospital, I was home. She went to a rehab place and spent 6 weeks rebuilding her ability to walk and swallow food. She then had to go to a nursing home. She died within 2 two weeks of being there. I would give anything to change places with her. I've asked God why her, but he has a plan I don't understand. My oldest daughter has taken over my finances and oversees everything I do. That's ok. Losing Bonnie was hard, planning for her funeral and cremation was really, really hard. In my mind, she was never going to be first. I still have a hard time believing it happened, but it did. I'm not saying you have hard problems or even in a tough spot. I understand life and the curves it throws. Just never think anything can get worse, life has a way of showing you yes it can get worse, worse than you can imagine. God be with you... |
TGus
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 72103410 United States 09/07/2022 11:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, I still raise my kids right and jump through all the hoops, but my faith in humanity is gone. Quoting: ~V~ None of what is happening will end well. I see no hope. I've said nothing within this forum until now about my life. My wife of 47 years died 9 days ago. It's been hard. I can talk now without crying. She had a stroke 2 days before our anniversary. She was in the hospital, I was home. She went to a rehab place and spent 6 weeks rebuilding her ability to walk and swallow food. She then had to go to a nursing home. She died within 2 two weeks of being there. I would give anything to change places with her. I've asked God why her, but he has a plan I don't understand. My oldest daughter has taken over my finances and oversees everything I do. That's ok. Losing Bonnie was hard, planning for her funeral and cremation was really, really hard. In my mind, she was never going to be first. I still have a hard time believing it happened, but it did. I'm not saying you have hard problems or even in a tough spot. I understand life and the curves it throws. Just never think anything can get worse, life has a way of showing you yes it can get worse, worse than you can imagine. God be with you... Much love , Brother. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 82971977 United States 09/07/2022 11:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, I still raise my kids right and jump through all the hoops, but my faith in humanity is gone. Quoting: ~V~ None of what is happening will end well. I see no hope. I've said nothing within this forum until now about my life. My wife of 47 years died 9 days ago. It's been hard. I can talk now without crying. She had a stroke 2 days before our anniversary. She was in the hospital, I was home. She went to a rehab place and spent 6 weeks rebuilding her ability to walk and swallow food. She then had to go to a nursing home. She died within 2 two weeks of being there. I would give anything to change places with her. I've asked God why her, but he has a plan I don't understand. My oldest daughter has taken over my finances and oversees everything I do. That's ok. Losing Bonnie was hard, planning for her funeral and cremation was really, really hard. In my mind, she was never going to be first. I still have a hard time believing it happened, but it did. I'm not saying you have hard problems or even in a tough spot. I understand life and the curves it throws. Just never think anything can get worse, life has a way of showing you yes it can get worse, worse than you can imagine. God be with you... 47 years is quite the blessing. I can't stand being with myself as of the last 50, so losing half of your soul and I am truly sorry you have to experience this. |
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(OP) User ID: 81212788 United States 09/08/2022 07:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes, I still raise my kids right and jump through all the hoops, but my faith in humanity is gone. Quoting: ~V~ None of what is happening will end well. I see no hope. I've said nothing within this forum until now about my life. My wife of 47 years died 9 days ago. It's been hard. I can talk now without crying. She had a stroke 2 days before our anniversary. She was in the hospital, I was home. She went to a rehab place and spent 6 weeks rebuilding her ability to walk and swallow food. She then had to go to a nursing home. She died within 2 two weeks of being there. I would give anything to change places with her. I've asked God why her, but he has a plan I don't understand. My oldest daughter has taken over my finances and oversees everything I do. That's ok. Losing Bonnie was hard, planning for her funeral and cremation was really, really hard. In my mind, she was never going to be first. I still have a hard time believing it happened, but it did. I'm not saying you have hard problems or even in a tough spot. I understand life and the curves it throws. Just never think anything can get worse, life has a way of showing you yes it can get worse, worse than you can imagine. God be with you... Very sorry for your loss. That makes my problems look very small. God be with you as well. To find inspiration, you must look for it, but, fortunately, it wants to be found. Live free. Die well. |
T-Man
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(OP) User ID: 81212788 United States 09/08/2022 07:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm ok man. Just pushing through this depression. It's really hard to put into words how I'm feeling. Thanks for asking. Last Edited by ~V~ on 09/08/2022 08:00 AM To find inspiration, you must look for it, but, fortunately, it wants to be found. Live free. Die well. |
BadProgBad
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(OP) User ID: 81212788 United States 09/08/2022 08:28 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dude, somebody paid a pilot to write GO V in the sky above your house. Quoting: PURA SANGRE Don't give up bro.... Lol, yeah that was a wierd day... Thanks, I wont give up. Felt so much despair yesterday, I hated it. To find inspiration, you must look for it, but, fortunately, it wants to be found. Live free. Die well. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 83158748 United States 09/08/2022 09:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dude, somebody paid a pilot to write GO V in the sky above your house. Quoting: PURA SANGRE Don't give up bro.... Lol, yeah that was a wierd day... Thanks, I wont give up. Felt so much despair yesterday, I hated it. Helps to get your nose out of GLP, or any media for that matter and go get some activity. Take a hike, or a long drive somewhere scenic. |
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(OP) User ID: 81212788 United States 09/08/2022 10:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dude, somebody paid a pilot to write GO V in the sky above your house. Quoting: PURA SANGRE Don't give up bro.... Lol, yeah that was a wierd day... Thanks, I wont give up. Felt so much despair yesterday, I hated it. Helps to get your nose out of GLP, or any media for that matter and go get some activity. Take a hike, or a long drive somewhere scenic. Do it everyday bro. To find inspiration, you must look for it, but, fortunately, it wants to be found. Live free. Die well. |
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