Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? | |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 80665248 United States 09/08/2022 06:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? Evil is real. Some people have to experience it for it to sink in(unfortunately I did) buts 100 percent spirtual opression when you feel like you have no control. When it's constant. When it goes away when you do something bad and gets worse when you do something bad for too long. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 83844737 United States 09/08/2022 06:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? You sweetheart. Sending you a virtual Hug, shoulder you can lean on, eye that sees you, ears that hear you, heart that feels warmth for you. I've had many downs. Didn't even know if I would come out of my depressions. They cycle you know. Anyway, not much I can say and type, other than I hear you, I feel your pain and making a space for you in my heart and mind tonight. You definitely deserve love and a break. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 84159913 09/08/2022 07:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? I feel your pain Op. My life nearly mirror's yours. I changed my boring life for a life of adventure and giving. Traveled with nothing for 5 years in Latin America and another 10 years sailing through the South Pacific on to Oz and Thialand. Always helping people and scratching along. Working on farms or boats I've finally found a bit of peace living on Hawaii and having a simple life. I've given all my things away multiple times traveling just to sail somewhere new. Knowing I'll be living out of a backpack for a while. But there is something about this Island that is being very good to me. So I'll stay and keep helping others because I love it when. People show gratitude. I guess I'm saying is change your route life and go out and do something different. Maybe do everything different. I wanted to be loved so I searched out people who have love in their hearts. I found those people are mostly of a poor background and simple living lifestyle. You have to search your heart to see what it is that you will to consider is most important to you in your life. Who decides what the definition of successful is? Search out for your fellow brethren. |
Old Custer User ID: 82087762 United States 09/08/2022 07:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? I hear you dude. I had a rough one too. Similar stuff. Crappy parents and crappy childhood, etc. none of that matters or has any hold on me now. My advice if you want to get out of the hell you’re in. 1. Forgive everyone in your life that has ever done you wrong. The bully that picked on you.The mother that beat you. Let go of all grudges and really mean it. Love everyone as a brother. Because every one of those things was done by a scared, fearful creature that could have easily been you. 2. Ask God and Christ or whatever positive deity you believe in to banish any negative entities from your life and to protect you. 3. Repent for all your earthly sins and avoid them as much as you can. 4. Stop beating yourself up. That’s not a license to do shitty stuff to yourself and others. 5. Try not to get sucked into all hate and outrage p-or-n on the internet. 6. Reject negative thoughts and fearful thoughts when they pop into your head. |
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(OP) User ID: 82694641 United States 09/08/2022 07:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? Thank you all. Through all the very worst I've still always seen the best. It just becomes tougher the older I'm getting for sure. But I appreciate the wisdom in the words you have all given. I know death comes when it's ready. I don't like that at 30 I so anticipate it. I'm just tired... I just want to really sleep and be at peace ya know. Some day. Gotta be patient. :memorybanner: |
MarkDojo User ID: 81083548 United States 09/08/2022 08:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? This is important because society is tuned to force everyone into relative similarity with absolute conformity. Those of us with a mission do not fit into this societal engineering template, so we have horrible experiences any time we try to relate or participate. You mentioned the problem yourself, constantly putting everyone else before your needs. The fix is to listen to the subconscious indicators in your own mind to discover your mission here. Then prioritise mission first, yourself second, and anyone elses bullshit last. You won't overcome this until you discover what your assignment is and dedicate to that. Completing that assignment goes against current controlling powers and you learn not to allow anyone to ever have leverage over your outcomes. Engineer your designs and plans in a way where people actively trying to stop your progress are unable to. That is the key in moving forward once you've discovered your assignment. I just hope you're an agent for peace and oreder and not an agent for chaos. Most can't even tell that of themselves until they've faced grave risk and learned the type of person they are. Discover your assignment, it's burried in you, not any external source. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 84133183 09/08/2022 08:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? OP, take this very seriously! I have lived the exact same circumstances, and overcome them. You're not cursed, and it's not a bad thing either. The concept you talk about is actually best described as destiny. Most organiams on this planet have no higher purpose past procreation and basic enviroental existence. Some of us have "assignments" that we're forced to complete during this life. My gift is an ability to solve extremely complex problems that drive most folks to insanity and require a full team to sort out. Others have crazy abilities to construct things that very few others could pull off. Quoting: MarkDojo 81083548 This is important because society is tuned to force everyone into relative similarity with absolute conformity. Those of us with a mission do not fit into this societal engineering template, so we have horrible experiences any time we try to relate or participate. You mentioned the problem yourself, constantly putting everyone else before your needs. The fix is to listen to the subconscious indicators in your own mind to discover your mission here. Then prioritise mission first, yourself second, and anyone elses bullshit last. You won't overcome this until you discover what your assignment is and dedicate to that. Completing that assignment goes against current controlling powers and you learn not to allow anyone to ever have leverage over your outcomes. Engineer your designs and plans in a way where people actively trying to stop your progress are unable to. That is the key in moving forward once you've discovered your assignment. I just hope you're an agent for peace and oreder and not an agent for chaos. Most can't even tell that of themselves until they've faced grave risk and learned the type of person they are. Discover your assignment, it's burried in you, not any external source. You will overcome OP, Jesus died for you so that you could live and THRIVE Like this poster said, believe and you will rise above and be free Vitamins, clean water, focus, write down your goals, one thing at a time and it will snow ball God bless you! Listen to that rumble above |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 80820978 United States 09/08/2022 09:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? You may have negative energy attached to you, either by someone having negative thoughts towards you or sometimes we attract it ourselves with negativity. Try to swim in the ocean or have a salt water bath. It will help clear most of it off. You can also sage your home and yourself and get rid of clutter in your home. I sometimes watch those shows about hoarders, and in EVERY single one of them the people that live there are sick-usually cancer or other bad diseases. Clutter attracts disease. Fix stuff that causes bad Feng Shui. Also, sometimes it could be karma from this life or a past one. Praying and talking to God also helps. I don't know how religious you are though. I've made it through a lot in my life and the one thing I found is ALWAYS true is that nothing ever stays the same. So it's true when they say " this too shall pass" Good Luck. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 80820978 United States 09/08/2022 09:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? You may have negative energy attached to you, either by someone having negative thoughts towards you or sometimes we attract it ourselves with negativity. Try to swim in the ocean or have a salt water bath. It will help clear most of it off. You can also sage your home and yourself and get rid of clutter in your home. I sometimes watch those shows about hoarders, and in EVERY single one of them the people that live there are sick-usually cancer or other bad diseases. Clutter attracts disease. Fix stuff that causes bad Feng Shui. Also, sometimes it could be karma from this life or a past one. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 80820978 Praying and talking to God also helps. I don't know how religious you are though. I've made it through a lot in my life and the one thing I found is ALWAYS true is that nothing ever stays the same. So it's true when they say " this too shall pass" Good Luck. Sorry I posted the above and forgot this; Clutter attracts disease AND bad luck. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 84110184 United States 09/08/2022 10:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? Life blows, being trapped in a weak, sh!t, aging physical body, while being poisoned, lied to, and controlled worse by the day with no sign of relief is not fun, nor it is a "learning experience". Life is just utter garbage, let's face it. It DOES NOT get better as all the false hopium brainwashed dummies keep saying, it just gets worse. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79433908 United States 09/08/2022 10:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? OP, you are walking through the Valley of the Shadow of Death. We were told we would all walk through this valley in our lives. For some, the valley is different. Read Psalm 23. Those that would be crushed will cry out for a savior. Those that will never suffer will never cry out. For they dont think they need a savior. Rejoice in the fact that you are alive. Dont compare yourself to anyone. Just take one day at a time! Pray! Exercise every day! Eat healthy and do some intermittent fasting. I know its hard and you wont want to. The answer is there. But you have to want it enough. Sometimes depression feel familiar so we linger too long... I'll say a prayer for you! |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79433908 United States 09/08/2022 10:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Re: Do you feel like evil and darkness are always after you? Have you got the worst luck? Are there family curses? OP, you are walking through the Valley of the Shadow of Death. We were told we would all walk through this valley in our lives. For some, the valley is different. Read Psalm 23. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 79433908 Those that would be crushed will cry out for a savior. Those that will never suffer will never cry out. For they dont think they need a savior. Rejoice in the fact that you are alive. Dont compare yourself to anyone. Just take one day at a time! Pray! Exercise every day! Eat healthy and do some intermittent fasting. I know its hard and you wont want to. The answer is there. But you have to want it enough. Sometimes depression feel familiar so we linger too long... I'll say a prayer for you! The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever. |
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