Is anyone so far out of society now they can no longer function

I think I’m gona buy a type writer and put my story on paper .. I swear I’ve had the most crazy crazy strangest life ever .. I have so many stories that are just on the supernatural level it just boggles my mind so much .. I just can’t make sence of it all

Most people wouldn’t believe the stories I have or just say yeah it’s coincidence but I swear , some of the craziest shit ever .. from black birds hitting my front door dead , to a dog leading me to a grave I could of possibly know to an owl spreading its wings and near smashing through my front window of my car at night doing about 70 mph .. that was just crazy because it didn’t end there .. my life has been just a fkn roller coaster of madness

I love working on computers and engineering things - It's a hard balance between wanting to pursue a career (and fuck the government agents I have ways around them) and absolutely not wanting to enter the beast system, be forced into slavery, "transhumanism" and all of this insanity.

Really I'm just a person who wants to get on with life but has acknowledged there's a war to be won if I ever want that to happen...

I think there's a big old book you should read and you might end up finding out you are actually in it.

I read the bible mate and studied everything I can I’ve even read the queran and got into a big struggle of converting I was so extreme I even got circumstised , I can tell you the story iff you like , I can also explain the pros of getting cut and why I didn’t convert .. it was a dream , great dream .. and I knew I was in the right place after that

I’m so far gone even iff I wanted to go back I couldn’t ..

Getting a nine till five going back into slavery just isn’t an option , I genuinely feel like I’m in the film they live ..

And when the mark comes il be hitting the hills , of course there gona come kill us .. but I have no way back now knowing what I know ..

The first round of covid was the final nail for me , that’s when my eyes opened . There’s no going back

I was in hospital on the first wave I watched a whole ward die ,, the nurses didn’t give a shit they treated them like ww2 people going to the chambers it was fkn shocking , after five days I ripped the needles out and said fuck this I’m out if here

You can’t go , fuck that I’m gone .

So I gets my misses to pick me up and I says get a curry it’s a celebration I’m home .. so I starts eating the curry .. wtf I can’t taste or smell it , I mean zero , my misses said what you mean , I snapped like this and I grabbed a raw onion and started eating it .. it tasted of nothing it was like eating a cold juicy apple .. misses said wtf , I said I know

The next day I wasn’t to bad infact I felt nothing apart from smell and taste gone , my mother works at hospital snd she was retiring that week after thirty years service , can you give me a lift to get my stuff , of course , I still felt nothing but was sneezing like hell

My mum returns gets the car I takes her home this was about 7 days in now no smell no taste .. mums lift was on the sixth day .. so goes home next day I felt I’ll and I mean fkn I’ll like I’d had acid or salvia I just woke up feeling very shit .. so I Go bathroom looks at my face as you do stick my tongue out it was white , looked at my gums there receded and white , it was like I was turining into a fln zombie over the next few days I couldn’t breath my lungs went hard .. I was very poorly ..

So my mum rings she and my father were going down fast and was getting sick , by this time I couldn’t even walk I was so poorly .. I prayed and prayed please gif don’t let me die and iff you take my parents then fuck you il
Hang myself ..

So I saw trump say take anti malaria and the media spun it to chlorine ie bleach so I found some tablets close enough anyhow we rung ambulance we sat there begging please help us please . The ambulance staff were like fkn terminators sorry we can’t take you

My oxygen was at 85 my parents around 89 .. but the ambulance refused to take us anyhow next day anti malaria arrived I popped one at home .. omg the worst white one you can ever have worse than any drug I just closed my eyes and completely odeeed , next morning I woke up , oh shit I’m still dying but I feel slightly different .. it could if been mental I don’t know so I climbed in my car drove to my parents open wide give them
The tabs , they were the same that night , but my mum said next day I feel something , anyhow another six days of tabs and we recovered .. tongue and gums still white still much damage but the virus has gone

My parents are 67 they should of died and so should I but god saved us .. but what I knew after that is you cannot rely on gov to save you

We all have lasting damage my dad has now developed dementia six months after ..

But now it’s like everything is fake everything is a lie it’s like the film they live .. I can not go back into this nightmare ..

Two other things that were crazy that happened the week I was very I’ll I heard a huge bang I opened my front door and a black bird was twitching on the floor dead .. it was deffo death calling

And the next thing was as I was starting to recover and went my parents treating them I got home still so weak snd so poorly .. I sat back on my couch I stared at my fish tank and as I did I seen a orange thing the size of a thumb nail I goes over it was a baby fish … and I had many species in my tank and the conditions wernt great but there it was .. my soul lit up , it was a sign , life goes on I got you ..

We did survive snd I’ve had the rest of the versions they were nothing compared to the first ..

Now I can’t go back to society god brought me out of it .. I feel like I cannot function in this society no more it’s all fake .. everything is fake